Dusk and Dawn

Dusk: I just can't explain what happened. I couldn't stop myself. I had to see her. She was standing Infront of her main house door wearing a short and collar buttoned shirt. How had I even got here? I kept asking myself. She welcomed me in. We chattered carelessly for quite sometime. We both knew what we wanted to do. But who was going to pull the first card? I just couldn't quit getting hard. I really wanted to be in her. But what would I even say to convince her? "I guess I need a shower." I'd blurted, hoping I could just jerk the feeling off in her bathroom. The water was so f*****g refreshingly cold. I got out of the shower feeling much in control. I hadn't even had to j******f, the shower had seemed to do it. She was lying on her bed. I got in and shut her bedroom door behind me. I wasn't sure if I could control myself. But I felt weirdly calm. She seemed in control. Was I seeing things or was she taking sneak peeps at my d**k. Every conversation we had didn't seem as interesting as what we both had in mind. We both lay on her bed. The lights were on. Well at least I was assured that nothing could happen, not with the lights on. She kept caressing my fingers and I could tell that she was aroused in how she flirted. I wasn't sure if she could approve anything. "Do you mind giving me a BJ?" I blurted in the middle of a very unrelated conversation. She said she did mind. Her two reasons had not been convincing enough if I was to count No. 2 the one I'd cancelled, that is. "I am pressed. I need to pee." She said and left the room. I was left with many thoughts flogging my already confused mind. The thought of f*****g her was so scary but very convincing. I was having an erection when she got back into the room. I tried to hide it hoping she would not notice. I am pretty sure she did notice though. The lights were off. I couldn't believe that she actually turned them off. My fingers were on her breasts gently caressing them. I could feel her tense. I was so f*****g hard. Was she going to resist? "Paul, don't. After this there's no going back." She tried to protest pushing my hand away from my breasts. I squeezed her n****e. It was kinda hard. I knew she was wetting like hell. I could tell that from her soft shallow gasps. I wanted her. I wanted her so f*****g bad. She put her hands across my neck and back. "Am horny. Stop..." She exclaimed amid confusion. I could tell she was totally out of control by her confused tone. I knew she also wanted it but was scared. She kissed me gently at first. I kissed her back roughly. I had to relax abit. I did not want to rush things. I wanted to make the experience seven months worth. My hands moved to her shorts. I couldn't unfasten the button. She unfastened it herself. I put my hand in her pants. Two fingers, she had specified would be enough in that Science lab thigh rubbing day. I knew she was so aroused. I heard how she moaned softly as I fingered her. Was she whimpering or crying? I let her suck my d**k. She did it gently but in a bit tensed manner. I could tell the situation was quite overwhelming for her. I pulled off her shorts. I sucked her areas. "Ouch. No teeth!" She exclaimed amid gasps. I stopped a bit my tongue exploring. We quickly undressed. I thrust into her. I heard her releasing a shallow breath in exhalation. I could tell it was long since she had actually been f****d. I kept thrusting in and out. The whole event was very insane. She rode me. I did the doggy. I just couldn't stop. I wanted her even more than I was scared to admit. I didn't even notice the first time I had ejaculated. I didn't even mind. I kept going style after style, behind, Infront, on top, under. I felt so good. She was very amazing. "I love you. " I admitted. I shuddered at the feeling. I thought I'd never love again. But then, there I was feeling so in love. I couldn't imagine my life without her not after what we'd shared. I hadn't wanted to go so deep. That was for next time, after 23rd. We both sat on the bed cuddling and kissing. I took my d**k out. It had been raining and it was already dawn. I couldn't believe how long we had gone for. I really hoped she had equally enjoyed it. Her head on my shoulder, I knew there was no turning back no matter what happened. I was definitely going to do that again and again and again. But I knew I had to wait. I wished that it was already past 23rd. I am pretty sure we could have gone for even more hours and hours. But I knew a next time would come. However, I had to get back to school. It was dawn after all. I hugged her as she hugged me tightly. I did not kiss her as a precaution. I knew that even though I'd just showered, I could be in her in no time if she even kissed me. I was already aroused by the hug after all. God, I really loved how she made me feel. f**k it! I had to go back to school before it was past dawn.