Fated to my Frenemy.

Bending the rules.

Ryder took his shorts off and opened up the shower door. He still had a grip of my hand as he turned his head back towards me. "Do you want to stand here or come in with me?".

 "In your dreams buddy", I blurt out a little amused. I was glad right now my mind wasn't clouded by the craziness we had been experiencing. The urges and desires came and went randomly. I was kind of was getting to the stage where I was becoming desperate to figure out what exactly was setting it off.

 "You know you want to", Shimmer suddenly comes out of nowhere and says softly. "Look at that smoking hot body".

 "Shimmer, I seriously don't want your ideas in my head right now", I bite back. I so badly wanted clarity. I was so confused right now. "Yeah, you do!, Take a good look girl, That bloke is fine as they come". Shimmer says as I can feel her getting overly excited.

 "Oh my God Shimmer, You are like a horndog", I blurt out loudly unintentionally. 

 Ryder Bursts out in laughter, "Sounds like a very interesting conversation you are having there with your wolf, Would you like to share", Ryder asks with amusement in his tone. Instant embarrassment sends my cheeks red and I feel like hiding under a rock.

 "Oh good god no, I am definitely not sharing that information with you ever", I say feeling like My wolf was nothing but a s*x addict or something, Because far out she was shocking lately.

 "Fine I will use my imagination then shall I?".

 "Seriously doubt your imagination would be any better".

 Ryder turned the taps on to the shower and got in, Unexpectedly Ryder grabbed my hand and dragged me in under the water with him. A smirk formed across his lips. "Thought your wolf could use a cool down".

 As the water rushed down over me my hair became heavy and fell over my face. Before I could move my hair out of my eyes I feel Ryder's hands as he He gently removed my hair with his finger tips. We stood there staring at each other as everything around us blurred into nothingness. swept up in a moment of pure memorization. My heart started to thump hard into my chest as he ran his thumb across my cheek as I looked at his lips wanting to taste them.

 The pull was magnetic and irresistible. We both jumped at each other unable to control our desires anymore. Our lips connecting with a carnal animalistic need and our Tongues danced around each other mouths tasting each other with delight. He was sweet and delicious like a gourmet desert. I wanted more.

 My Core throbbed with wanting as he ran his hands down my body to the bottom of shirt as then firmly grasped onto the hem as he then removed my wet shirt that covered my naked bre*asts underneath, Exposing them to his delight.

 He leaned down and took my nip*ple to his mouth and gently caressed it with his tongue. As a shiver of desire coursed down my spine. "We should probably stop", He whispered lowly as I put my hand on his rock hard manhood and began to stroke him with my fingertips and his breath began quicken.

 "Yes I think we should", I uttered back breathlessly as he began to rub my core through my lacy panties sending surges of pleasure right through my entire body, goosebumps arose across my entire body. He pushed me up against the wall, and claimed my mouth as we got nearer and nearer to no return.

 "STOP", I blurt out as I came to my senses pushing him away from me. He stood there dumbfounded for a moment as if he had done something horribly wrong. "I am so sorry Clara, What did I do", He uttered out.

 "Nothing, We just can't do this", I responded as I quickly got out of the shower. "Besides I am so confused right now". I grabbed the towel from the towel rack and cover up myself as Ryder stood out of the shower looking defeated. "I don't understand what's happening either Clara, But you can't tell me that you don't feel that connection we have, And certainly can't tell me that this could be fake".

"I don't know how I feel about any of this, One second I think I have it figured out then bam, Everything becomes Chaos". I blurt out as tears began to well in my eyes as an overwhelming sense of mixed emotions collide into each other. "Why can't something for once just be normal in my life".

"You are special Clara, You always have been", Ryder confesses to me as he takes a step closer and grabbed a towel from the hook off the wall. "You may not see it but I have always known you were, There is a strength in you that is incredible, You are truly amazing Clara".

As his words flow out his mouth, I realize Ryder wasn't as shallow and self conceited as I had always thought he was. I couldn't help but wonder if he had acted the way he had in the past to hide his sensitive side or was there a deeper reasoning behind it. 

Ryder wiped the tear the fell from my eye with his thumb, "Chin up, We will get through this I promise", He wrapped the towel around his waist and then gently grabbed my hand. "how about we get dry clothes on and go see what Doc wanted, Maybe with any luck she might have some answers for us".

I was rather thrown by how sweet Ryder could actually be, This was definitely a side of him he kept well hidden. "I hope so, I really do hope so", I responded as I took a step away from Ryder and headed to the bathroom door. 

Ryder followed behind me as I opened the door to the hallway.  As I swung open the door Doc and lily stood in the hallway staring at us in shock. "OH NO, You didn't just you know, umm do the thing?".

"OMG mum, No we didn't we just had a shower, For crying out loud we have to stay close remember", Ryder blurt out. All though we were pretty damn close but I certainly wasn't going to tell Ryder's mother that, And I seriously doubted Ryder would admit it to his mother either. 

"Are you sure?", she continued to question. 

"Yes I am sure, Why are you persisting with this?".

"Well something nearly happened didn't it?", Lily said as she looked at us with worry. "That must not happen yet, remember that always".

Doc placed her hand on lilies shoulder, "Let me deal with this okay". Lily looked at her and nodded and began to walk off. I could tell something was worrying her, and it was definitely bigger than what we knew. 

"Guys, I came running as soon as I felt it, We really need to talk, This is far bigger then you think it is".

Her words send shivers through my spine as I instantly feel Ryders hand squeeze my hand tighter.