Fated to my Frenemy.

12. Finicky Emotions

Clara's pov

As the sun rises I find myself wrapped around Ryder. My head on his chest and his arms holding me firmly in place. If I could move an inch I would but Ryder had me firmly in his grasp.

I poked his stomach to try and wake him up. "Dude you're like a rock, Jesus". I poke him again amused by just how hard and muscular he was.

I hear him grumble and stir, "What on earth are you doing?".

"Well you were holding me captive so I was poking you to wake you up, But damn is there any part of that doesn't feel like a rock?". I say as I continue to poke his body.

"At the moment I assure you there is not a single inch of me that is soft", He let out a lowly growl then grabbed my hand. "I would quit that if I was you".

I looked up into his eyes as a sudden surge of wanting crept me with an Uncontrollable intensity. I crawled up on top of him and claimed his mouth as he grabbed my ass and thrusted his hard gloriousness against my core.

As our tongues danced with desire and our bodies quickly losing all sense of control as we grinded up against each other with a wanting and urge far beyond anything that was even remotely normal.

Suddenly a knock on the door sends us back to reality and I quickly jump off Ryder in embarrassment. "Oh my God, I can't believe I just did that", I utter out shocked at my own behaviour.

"Ryder, Doc just called, She wants you both to see her at the Clinic after you've had breakfast". I hear Ryder's mum say from behind the door.

"Okay, Thanks mum".

I watch as Ryder crawls out of bed then grins at me.

"What?", I question as he looks me up and down.

"We are suppose to be having self control, Doesn't appear you have any, For someone who finds me repulsive".

I bend down and grab his pillow from the bed and throw it at him. "You are and you stink too like sweaty armpits, cedar and pine cones".

"I do not", He blurts out as he then sniffs under his armpits. "Okay, I apologise sweaty armpits might be correct". He threw the pillow back at me. "Don't know where you got the Cedar and pine cones from though you weirdo".

"Shut up and take a shower stinky".

He looked at me and smirked, "Are you sure you want me to do that?".

"Ah yes, You stink".

"Already then", He responded as he walked up to me and then grabbed my wrist and started to walk me out of the bedroom.

"What the hell are you doing Ryder?", I blurt out.

"Well I need to take a shower, And we are suppose to stay close together remember".

"What, No wait!", I blurt out in sudden realisation.

"Don't worry you can keep your underwear on", He says as he looks at me with a satisfied look on his face. "And since I stink I think it is for the best I shower".

"You're enjoying this aren't you?".

"Indeed I am".

I can't believe I am going to be doing this as he drags me into the bathroom and shuts the door and let go of my wrists. I can't even explain the relationship we have anymore. I am so confused and fighting with my own mind. There was a part of me the just wanted to rip his clothes off and attack him, Then the other part of me was thinking Ewww get your read woman.

Ryders pov.

As I stood in front of her I could sense her turmoil with her own emotions. she stood there twisted her hands together nervously.

I had to admit, I didn't understand my own feelings either. Little quirks of hers I use to find annoying now seem adorable. I wasn't even sure if this was feelings I always had just did not want to admit it.

I grabbed her hand gently as she looked at me with unease. I wanted her so badly, I wanted to make her mine.

Alpha's words ring through my mind, That we can not be mated until after our 18th birthday, As this could be a false bond that we are experiencing.

The whole thing was so confusing.

"You don't have to come in with me if you don't want to", I say as I feel myself calm as I hold her hand.

She intertwined her fingers into mine and looked at me with a look I hadn't seen from her before catching my heart and making it skip a beat. "No, It's okay, I think you need me too".

"I do", I respond. She had this amazing calming effect on me that took away the Uncontrollable urges and re-centered me. My Mind clear once again but one thing I knew for sure right now. I know my feelings are real, In this moment of clarity I knew I cared about her. The question I fear though does she feel the same way about me?.