CHAPTER 43
DERU
I wonder ganito kaya kasakit ang nararamdaman ng mga may sakit sa puso? Dati nagtataka ako kung bakit heartbreak ang tawag nila kapag nasaktan ka dahil sa pag-ibig. I thought it was just figure of speech but right now, I can attest to that it's a literal heartbreak.
I shut my eyes as I recall how I blurted out my feelings to Euphorbia.
Tinungga ko ang hawak na rum.
I can't help but ask, mahirap ba akong mahalin?
Napailing ako. I sounded like a teenager heart broken in my ears. I can't believe na walang halaga sa kanya ang nangyari sa amin. I mean, she gave my virginity that must mean something right? She is not kind of girl in my circle kaya imposibleng may nangyari lang sa amin for the heck of it.
Shit! Damn it really hearts. Everytime I think o
