I couldn’t breathe, my whole world was on fire, and I was choking on the smoke. Malik was howling in agony in my mind, he was clawing and attacking non-existent objects in my mind as he thrashed around. My eyes were glued to Adeline's, she was lying on the ground, blood rushing from her beautiful body. I’d hurt her. I put my hands on her in anger. ''WHY!?'' Malik howled in pain ''Why did mate jump in front of Eli, WHY?!'' ''Zanda'' Adeline called to me weakly, the only sound that reached through the abyss I was falling into. She reached for me, her hand trembling and covered in blood, but I couldn’t go to her, I couldn’t move, her eyes were filled with tears, betrayal, and shock. I could see people shouting around me, but I couldn’t make out what they were saying, everything except f

