The First Kiss

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I'm wearing a long gown which is tight at chest and waist and flowy beneath. It greatly accentuate my curves and give my body an amazing sexy hour glass look with good size breast a slim waist and wide hips, its an ombre grey and black. My makeup consists of some eye makeup a little black eyeshadow near my eyelashes and mascara making my eyes even big and the most prominent feature of my eyes. I wore a matte pink lipstick one shade darker than my natural lip colour and finished the look with high heels. When I look in the mirror even I can't believe my eyes my hair is pulled up in low messy hair bun and its just the icing on cake. I don't remember looking this beautiful ever. In all the party no one could keep their eyes off of me I was already naturally gifted with beauty and those beauty highlighted with the help of makeup artists is definitely paying the bill. Literally everyone is looking at me male and female no one seems to take their eyes off me. But I'm here for one person in particular who seems to be busy talking to his beta and a friend. The Blood Moon's Alpha and my fated mate but he didn't gave me a single glance. Honestly speaking everyone is complementing me and some even gasps when I pass them. But he is not even looking at me I'm damn sure he saw me when I entered the hall but he is not looking at me. I'm really frustrated now.Did he not notice me yet ? Is he trying to ignore me? What's wrong with him I spent half day to get ready for him and he is not even looking at me, ahhhh. I think I'm gonna lose my mind why did I even do it. I just made a fool of myself. I'm stupid its this stupid mate bond that's driving me crazy its attracting me towards him and the attraction is so strong I can't help it. "I can't believe my eyes. How can someone be so much beautiful it took me awhile to collect myself. Are you planning on killing me tonight". Says a voice. The attention I least wanted. "Alpha Gabriel I literally had no intentions of killing someone." I honestly had no intentions of grabbing his attention but the man I did all this for is not giving a single f**k about me and its boiling my blood. "I'm the luckiest wolf they're right when they say it. Just look at you so much beauty all mine", he continues. "Sorry I don't think I belong to someone I'm a single unmarked wolf to remind you if you forgot". "Come on you're promised to me and if it wasn't for this ceremony and all we'd be engaged now. I really can't control myself tonight", he whispers to me." If there wasn't people here I would have taken you right here and hard", he winks. I'm red with anger I just want to rip his body into two. I want to f*****g punch him in the face he's so f*****g disgusting and he has his stupid grin on his face. "We will dance together tonight I can't wait to run my fingers on your back". I forget my dress is backless. "I can't wait to make you mine tonight" and he winks again. I swear I'm gonna rip his head off of his body. But before I could say anything my Dad comes to my rescue he takes me to introduce me to someone. My eyes all the while staring at my mate who is still oblivious to my existence. I'm not dancing with that asshole I'll never let him lay a finger on me. All my life l have saved myself for the special one the man I'd fall in love. I've never even shook hands with a man before and he wants to run his filthy fingers on me. Ahhh! the idea alone makes me want to throw up. I'm definitely rejecting his dance proposal but how I'll do it without causing a scene. He's literally eyeing me from the other side of the hall I can't believe what a jerk he is. If he winked one more time I'll kill him and he does and unfortunately I can't kill him. I order myself a drink I would need quite a lot of drinks to help me cope with tonight. When I'm on my second drink the dance starts. Why the hell are these people in such a hurry to dance why? I just leave my place and go to stand next to my father he can be a jerk but he can't force me to dance with Dad next to me. Gabriel knows my father is a stronger wolf than him and he doesn't have the guts to stand up to him. The jerk starts walking towards me with that stupid grin on his face. Oh! Moon Goddess just kill me or him I can't take it anymore. "May I have the pleasure to dance with your daughter". The voice snaps me back and I look infront of me. There he is standing with a smile on his face and his hand extended towards me. My f*****g mate who doesn't even care about my existence. I think of rejecting him but before I could say anything Dad agrees. I'm still a bit hesitant to hold his hand but then I look at Gabriel and change my mind. Of course I'm dancing with my mate not with that jerk. The moment our hands touch the sparks tingles all over my body. He puts his hand on my waist and I'm feeling all weak down there. This is for first time I'm this near him and my feelings are gonna kill me for sure. He tilts towards me and start whispering in my ear. I'm 100 percent sure he has decided to kill me tonight. "Are you planning on killing me or making me kill someone"? His voice is so deep husky and sexy. I think I'm going to faint. "Sorry", I answer "I didn't got what you mean". Lets play the innocent. "You know very well what I mean", he smiles I must admit he has an intoxicating smile all those girls are not crazy who just swoon over him he's completely worth it. "All I did was to dress up for the party. What did you wanted me to do wear jeans to the party". I answer He chuckles and my heart definitely skip a beat. "You know you're making it hard for me to control myself. You're aware of the fact that if I make an advancement towards you things will get bitter between our clans". Seriously he's gonna talk politics with me. "I don't care about the pack politics and I'm definitely not here to discuss pack relations." "But I care about it I'm an Alpha and responsible for my pack. I can't put the safety of my pack members in risk. I'm hardly containing myself at the moment and if anyone saw those feelings in my eyes all the members of my pack present here will be in danger. It's your territory and our packs are not on good terms plus you're promised to someone else". Seriously and it doesn't bother him. "I'm not promised it was just a pack alliance and I can walk out of it whenever I want to". "Its not that easy, love", he sighs and kiss me on my forehead and leaves. Did he just call me love. I'm definitely day dreaming I think I'm head over heal for him and this night will be the worst night of my life. My body is already craving for him. Where ever he touched its still all sparks and tingles. He again start talking to some Alpha. An important point everyone hates the Blood Moon but they never fail to try their best to impress them. What a hypocrisy, on their back they call them monsters and in front of them they're literally introducing their daughters to the Alpha and Beta to make an alliance with them. I order another drink and gulps it down in a single sip. Every time I look at him something happens in my body down there. I'm definitely aroused and the people near me can sense it as they're giving me some looks. I leave for my house. When I'm still in the car contemplating about my actions and the way my body reacts to him I see him leaving alone. When I look at time its 1am so I just sat in the car for an hour wow. I don't know what gets inside me and I follow him to the hotel. I wait for him to go first after a while I follow him inside the hotel. The hotel belongs to my father so it wasn't hard to get and extra key to his room. I'm now standing outside his room thinking whether I should knock or just intrude or go back home. I took my time and I slowly knocked on the door. No response. Is he already sleeping. I think of leaving but again change my mind. I can't leave even if I want to my body is dying for him. I decide to open the door with an extra key bad idea but I do it any way. There's no one in his room the washroom lights are on so he's there. It takes a few moments and he comes out and I'm standing there frozen and blushing stupidly. He took a shower and is shirtless just wearing a pant. I couldn't handle him when he was full dress what am I gonna do now. He has amazing body some really good muscles. He looks like a Greek sculpture came to life. While I'm checking him out he clicks his tongue to get my attention. "I caught your scent but I thought it can't be true you won't risk coming to my room". "Well I'm an i***t and I always do things less expected of me". "You're smelling wild". "Thank you". "I'm talking about your arousal". "I know, what are you trying to do embarrass me. Its not gonna work because I'm not responsible for it, its natural". I'm talking to him but my eyes are scanning his body shamelessly. He walks near me and his scent is gonna kill me now. "I don't want to create a problem for you. If someone saw you here it wouldn't be good for your pack especially if someone from Bluemoon saw you". Do I looke like I care. "I know I'm being selfish but is it my fault that I can't control my feelings for my mate. They should've waited before fixing the alliance". "So you're gonna reject me for the sake of peace treaty among the pack"? I ask with a raised eyebrow. "No, I can't do it but I'm looking for something to solve the problem peacefully". "Okay, hopefully you're gonna come with your solution before my marriage to him". "You think I'll let you marry him". I suddenly felt this urge to kiss him and guess what I did. I moved forward towards him and start kissing him he was a bit surprised at first but started answering my kiss directly. It feels so good that I can't even explain it. It was probably the best feeling of my life. I kissed him passionately for a while before our lips parted. When our eyes met his intoxicating grey eyes were completely black. I think I turned him on. He start kissing me again and from no never we end on his bed. He kisses me nonstop on my neck, shoulder, lips wherever he can and I'm loving every moment of it. My body is craving for him wherever our skin touches it sends tingles all over my body. We have a heavy make out sessions but before things get more serious he stops and get off of me my body craves for him and something inside me is driving crazy him. "What's wrong, what happened, why have you stopped". I ask curiously. "I'm sorry I can't do it", he answers. "But why". "It's not supposed to happen tonight like this". "So what do you want, you want me to tell everyone that we're having s*x tonight". I'm definitely losing my mind. "No, just try to understand its really hard for me to control myself my wolf was out and it took all my willpower to shut him back". " Not now not unless the problem with Bluemoon is solved. I will accept you as my mate infront of everyone infront of our packs and then we'll develop our relationship". Seriously I'm sitting here with my panties soaked and he is talking about pack politics. I want to kill him. "So you're not doing it, right". "Not now". "Fine, enough with your pack politics either we're doing it tonight or it'll never happen between us. If you don't do it now I'll never let you lay a finger on me ever and you know much better than I do, that how much an Alpha needs his mate. If I don't let you near me and you had to control your urges all the time it'll make you weaker and a weak Alpha is of no good". He is smiling. Did I cracked a funny joke or something. "What what's wrong why are you smiling"? "You're turning me on by threatening me its strange right" and he chuckles. Ehh! I'm seriously gonna lose my mind today. "I'm dead serious today or never". "I'm sorry but not today not like this". "I hate you", I blurted out and went out of the room. My dress and hair is disheveled and a mess so I try to make it presentable on my way before I hear some voices. The one voice sounds a bit familiar when I turn to the alley I'm more than surprised to see the people infront of me. Its Amelia with Xavier's Beta.
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