Alastair POV
I got up early, giving up on sleep. In the shower I imagined a short curvy black-haired beauty with the water cascading down her perfect body. I reached down and grabbed my c**k. Gently stroking myself.
I closed my eyes with a low moan, picturing her reaching up with one hand grabbing her full breast. Pinching and rolling her perfect n*****s between her fingers. With her other hand she reaches down to her wet p***y and starts slowly circling her tender c**t. Her head falls back with a loud moan, she props her toned leg up on the edge of the tub, giving me a clear view of her glistening p***y. I watch as she pushes her fingers down further, disappearing into her tight, wet hole. She moans louder, moving faster and grinding her full hips into her hand as she fingers her p***y. The faster she moves, the faster I stroke my thick c**k. I watch as her expressive eyes fly open in wonder as she falls apart with a loud scream. I feel myself tightening up and pump faster until I empty my load on the shower wall with a groan.
With a satisfied smile, I finished my shower and got dressed. I know she is supposed to get her test with Dr Laurent today so I decided to go get mine and “run into her”.
I pull into the office, get my tests done. She tells me she will have the results by tomorrow. Then she asks if we had finally found the one for us since we all had tests done again, and Ryker set up a complete physical for a woman.
“I hope so.” I told her with a smile “She’s perfect for us. We just have to get her to agree.”
“I wish you the best of luck. I’ll take good care of her when she comes in. Are you going to wait for her?”
“Absolutely, I can’t wait to see her again,” I said. I sat in the waiting room and waited for her to show up.
I saw a ’38 Rolls-Royce Wraith pulling up a few minutes later. It’s beautiful. I saw the man from last night get out and walk to the passenger side door and open it. He held out his hand. I watch as I see him pull her from her seat and say something. Rayna looked at the building with so much dread. The man puts his arm over her shoulder and walks her inside.
He opened the door to the office and let her in. Rayna saw me and froze, eyes wide. I smiled slightly at her. Glancing at the arm over her shoulder I couldn’t help the stab of jealousy and to my delight she noticed and subtly stepped away from her friend. I grinned widely.
“Hello again, gorgeous” I said.
“Mr. Dreamy “ she murmurs. I think I love the new name. Her friend and I introduced ourselves, and we shook hands.
She was called back by the nurse. I watched, wondering about the odd exchange. My gut tells me that is an issue. If she’s that scared, someone should be with her. I watch as Jacob struggles to listen to her wish. Whatever it is, she wants to try to handle it on her own.
As Jacob continues to stare after, I ask “What is that about? Will she be OK?” Jacob turns to me; gone is the fun-loving joker who teased his friend. I looked into cold eyes.
“Will she? Yesterday, Rayna went in for a job interview. You wouldn’t believe how excited she was. Then she comes home as a live-in personal chef for three men. What is the exact goal of this arrangement? You obviously want her and from what I’ve heard, her new boss does, too. Is that going to cause issues?”
Damn he is blunt. I decided to be honest with him. We don’t need him causing problems for us. “She is safe with us. All three of us want her, and we plan on sharing. As soon as I bumped into her yesterday morning, I knew she was special. Once Ryker met her, he knew it as well and we knew we had to do anything to get her into our lives. He made up the position on the spot, gave her everything she could possibly want. Including his time in the kitchen. He fully intends to help her further her skills in the kitchen. He was already impressed with her before we met her.”
“And the reason you were creeping outside our home yesterday?”
“Our home? She lives with you?” I asked.
“Yes. So why were you staring in my window and watching us last night, Mr Sanders?"
Lying to this man would do no favors. Grudgingly I admitted. “I heard her call to you when I came out to speak to her. I was jealous. So I followed her and acted crazy.”
“She’s not some w***e you can play with. She deserves to be treated like the treasure she is.” This man knows a lot more than he’s letting on.
“Mr. Stone our personal life is ours. I understand your concern for Rayna and, honestly, I’m glad she’s had someone looking out for her and protecting her. Ryker and I have made no secret we are attracted to her. There was an instant connection and I know for a fact she felt it too.” I told him with a smirk. “All you really need to know is we will do everything in our power to give her the world. We will make sure she is happy. In her personal life and also professionally. She will be treated with respect. All three of us want her long term. No games. She is beautiful, kind and brilliant; we knew the moment we saw her. We will do anything for her, including creating a very real position she can’t pass up. She will be ours-permanently. The only thing we need to do now is convince her she belongs to us and us her.” I see a new respect in his eyes by the time I’m done laying it all out for him.
With a small quark of his lips he says“ I wouldn’t be surprised if she wanted all three of you. I will support the whole thing because I believe she will be happy and safe with the three of you. She deserves that much. That being said, if for one moment I believe what is happening is not in her best interest, I will completely destroy everything you’ve ever worked for.” He pauses for a second. Speaking of destroying everything, you should come clean about everything soon, including watching part of the worst day of her life and Maria before she finds o-“ before he can finish, a scream reaches my ears. Jacob is already breaking down the door and shoving past all the nurses.
I hear him yelling for Rayna as he barges into each room. After a few seconds, I heard Dr Laurent yell. Jacob burst through the door with me right on his heels. I notice Rayna on the floor crying. As soon as we rushed to reach her she flinched and moved closer to the corner. Her eyes were vacant and she was trembling. Jacob freezes and keeps me back. I’m getting pissed. I wanna run to her and hold her. Jacob inched forward slowly. He assured her she was safe. He slowly grabs her in his arms and rocks her with him as he asks her about a recipe she wants to try. She starts going over it with him. Eventually, she calms enough to look at me. “what happened? Are you alright now” I asked. I see the shame take over her eyes “I’m so pathetic” she mumbles incredibly low, but I still hear. I was pissed that she would believe that. I grabbed her face and forced her to look at me.
"Don’t you dare" I told her. I ask what caused this severe panic attack. She looks like she’s debating telling me the truth. Her next words broke my heart for her as I realized exactly what happened. “I just didn’t like being touched like that. It brought back horrible memories” She'd been assaulted.
She looks back at Jacoband asks for a session. He agrees and they get up to go. He nods at me as he carries her to his car.
I looked at Dr Laurent. “What happened?” I demanded.
She looks torn. She finally shakes her head and looks down. “I shouldn’t be telling you anything, but” She takes a breath. “I want the three of you to be happy, and you're going to need lots of patience and understanding with her. The first tests were fine. We got to the physical exams when she started panicking. She was extremely uncomfortable with me touching her. I told her what to expect and once I saw the tear fall I asked if she'd been assaulted. She said yes 5 years ago after she found her ex f*****g her sister in her bed. He cornered her that night. Jacob saved her, helped her heal and taught her to fight and defend herself. We got through the breast exam with a few tears. I asked her to tell me about Jacob to keep her mind occupied. She told me he’s a jujitsu instructor and trains her constantly. It helps her cope with the memories. We got to the vaginal exam, and she was full on sobbing. She mentioned Jacob buying her hot chocolate body wash since it’s her favorite and how he teased her that Ryker and Mr Dreamy would love to wash her down in it, and she talked about his amazing girlfriend who didn’t leave him because of her. We finished everything. I got her calmed down and let her get dressed. I came back in, she was crouched on the floor muttering the names of herbs. I’m guessing that’s her coping mechanism. She didn’t hear me calling to her and I touched her shoulder. She fell over, screamed, then you two were barreling in here
“Alistair, she’s going to need patience and trust. She’s already attracted to you, so that’s definitely a plus. She said sometimes she can still feel her ex groping her and rubbing against her. She convinced herself it was 5 years ago and there was no penetration, so it’s pathetic to still be so affected by it today. She’s most likely going to be fine then have random panic attacks like that. In the 20 minutes since I met her, something tells me she’s worth the effort.”
Jesus f**k I thought I hated that man before, now my rage knows no bounds. This morning was a s**t show, but I’m glad I came. We won’t be blindsided. Now I have to figure out how the f**k Jacob knew about Maria.