A girls life

CHAPTER 6

I missed school for a day to help with the funeral fragments and what to get for it. I picked out everything since I knew what she would like. The day we bared her, I was standing in the dress she bought for me in the front. She told me to be strong that day, so I did not cry like she asked till I watched her go under the ground. That's when I lost it. We went to my uncle's farm to have lunch and talk about how great my grandma was. After all that was done, we went home. But every other day I wanted to go see grandma and tell her about the bad days I had and how I felt about her leaving me and how I wished I was with her. I felt like a peace in me went with her. I was so close to her and I could never be that close to my mom as I was to her wish I could, but I can't try to, but I get pushed back when she doesn't want to lesson to me. But days got better when I didn't have to go see grandma, but every weekend. When I lost my grandma, I lost my best friend because of her moving away, the only friend I had in school. So, going to school without the two people I really loved and cared about, I got a job to help with the bills and because I wouldn't be home much. I ran my paper rout every day after I rolled them up, and these nice old people would give me candy or money around the holidays. It still did not help the pain I was feeling in my heart, but I got through it and moved away to go to college in Indiana, where I was accully from, but got my dream job after college and started working in a bank and company. I had a side job working at a gas station, and then I fell in love with the CEO of a company called Bestway Express Inc. We went on dates and laughed and to the movies. We moved in together and the house was so pretty outside and out, like the outside was baby blue and had a white fence around it and a porch that went all the way around the house. The inside was like the countryside with a fireplace in the front room. Walking upstairs, there were his and her sinks. But with him not being home all the time since he was the CEO of a trucker company, it was just me and me working at the bank. So I pretty much call all of it mine, since he's only here when he can be, but time goes by till he's back home, and we set up on the couch and talked and laughed, and then we went on a date where he planned to take me to a nice five-star restaurant called Texas Roadhouse.