Fransisco
My body aches in pain as I feel my blood pumping overtime. Feeling the wolfsbane making its way through me. It burns more and more every second I lay here. It was starting to get much harder to breathe now. I close my eyes at the ruth of the agony. I felt my arms going numb with the tingling feeling running through to my fingers tips. I look over to watch the machines taking my vitals. I ball my hands into a fist and grid my teeth together as a sharp pain rip to my chest.
“Aahh f**k!” I try getting control on the pain.
The machines beep in a rhythm to sync with the others. Making quite an annoying sound in the air. But I know it’s just to allow the doctor and nurses to keep track, as I make my way to the other side slowly.
I had waited so long for this day and now I am finally here. I’m getting my chance to be with my mate once again. And I will do better by her side this time. I will not fail her. I did what I had to do, what is right. I will do better for my mate. She will be proud of me.
“f**k, Moon Goddess take me to my dear Ana please.” I plead. I throwing my head back and tighten my eyes as I exhale through the pain. Trying to give my heart more time before it give up.
“I just need enough time to tell my boy my sin.” I whisper to myself as the room circles around me and swallows me whole. Taking me into a different world. “He needs to be prepare for what may happen.”
Pitch swirls of darkness seeks as I see a light pecking through. And I slowly make my way through the light without given my legs the approval to move by itself. For in my mind I sat back and enjoy the scene that goes on during my last day on this Earth. Watching as everything goes by.
I was standing in the middle of a field with brass grass everywhere around me. The field was wide open with minimum of trees around. By the looks of the sky it was mid of the afternoon. No one knew I was here, where was I? Was this a dream or a memory reliving through my head as I hid away from my death.
I stood there looking around, trying to figure out what is going on? What should I do? Was I waiting for someone? There was nothing near by at all and then it hit me hard. The fear running its way back into me, there was only one day I had this feeling and it was the worst day in my life that I had accrue. This was the day I lost everything and curse at the Goddess for letting this happen to me.
“Ohh no,” my body went stiff as every emotion there is comes running through, crashing into each other while my blood boils inside of me. “Where is she, where is she?” I said in a lower voice. Agony started to flood through me.
Turning my head in multiple directions waiting for her to appear in front of me. And then I smell her. Her scent hitting me right away. Giving me an ease to calm down my nerves. “Cinnamon and Jasmine.” I stick my nose in the air and closed my eyes to inhale the intoxication scent. My Ana, my mate! She was here, but where?
“Aww it had been far too long since I had smell that scent, ohh how I miss it every day without her.” My wolf jumps up and down, feeling the love again. Knowing he has also miss her as much as I have. And her wolf, maybe he will see his mate as well. His tail wiggle insanely as he nog his snot to me to open my eyes and run to her, run to her scent until she in our arms again.
I listen to my wolf and open my eyes, not able to hold back the deserve to see her face again. As I open my eyes, I see her in a far distance up a hill. I broke out into a smile and made my way up to her. My legs take control with large steps towards our lost mate. She was taken away from us one afternoon. The pain, the guilt, it was all my fault. It was my fault she was taken away from me. It was my fault she was killed.
“Don’t think about it. She’s here now. Let’s just get her back. Get her far away from that man.” My wolf growls in my ears and I nod to him.
As I step inches away from my mate, a dark shadow comes behind her. Filling my ease with rage. And I fight the urge to let my wolf take over as my claws come through. Both ready for what’s to come.
“Let me handle this.” He growl to me but I pat him down until he sit back on his hen legs. We promised no wolf or fight, just an easy transaction and that’s it. I need her to be return to me safety.
Our once alliance, tall, slim figure came around holding our mate very close to his body. I didn’t see at the time but he was holding her with his strong grip by the nape of her neck. Our mate was hiding her pain very well. She was so strong, one of the best Luna to have walk this Earth. She didn’t show no pain, no fear, no mercy or any emotion in that matter. She was simply beautiful as always. She just kept an angelic smile of her’s on.
Our former alliance had betray our friendship. He had taken my Ana for his own selfish needs to gain control over me. It worked, for she was my everything. I would give up my title for her. I would give anything to see her unharmed again. He had found want powers over me, he wanted to be on top as the most feared Alpha. And he figure if he took me down and show my weak side that will gain him the most purest power he needed. On the other hand he did also ask for thousand of money on the drop of Ana. I agree to any price for her, I didn’t argue with him. I didn’t want to displace that he did in deed had the upper hand.
I let out a deep growl that slit the Earth when I saw him touch her. His nasty sandy like hands touching what’s is mine. It puts an over the furious rage that makes me want to slit his throat out. He had this cocky smile on like he held all the power in his hands.
“If only he knew, I will kill him for taking Ana.” I had to ease my wolf from fighting over me.
I look away to keep my focus on Ana. Seeing her so calm expression with that tinkle shine in her eyes. Her lushest lips sightly apart with little quiver to it. It was her amazing physic that kept me calm only allow me to keep this arrangement at peace. I keep reminding myself to just go as plan so I can take my Ana home and never let her out my sight again. After this day, no one will never lay another hand on our queen. And afterward, afterward he will regret the day he betrayed me. He will regret the day he was ever born. And I will grant his wish.
“Let her go!” I spoke loud and clear with a firm tone.
“Now why would I do that?” The man laugh at me. And it just anger me and my wolf more.
“I came alone like you asked. No one is near by and I brought the money you so foolishly ask for.” Turning my gaze dark onto him.
“I don’t know if I still even want the money anymore. Why have money when I had a taste of this beauty.” He lean in and rub his human snot on our mate’s neck, sniffing her scent.
I growl as I take a step forward, ready to shift and allow my wolf to pounce on him. He was ready to snap his spine out! Not giving him the chance to shift to his wolf. He look up as he hears my growl and smiles at me like a sick joke of man he is. “Look at you, so in love over this beauty with wet folds of..”
“Don’t you finish that sentence!” My eyes glow with my wolf stepping in.
“Well I had my fun with what’s yours and now I want more.” The man said as he pulls Ana closer to him.
“Over your dead body!” He laugh at my spit. “Take the money and go.” I throw the bag at him. Throwing it to his wide feet. I beg on the inside to get this over with.
“I’m tired with your round down. Now let her go.” He looks at me and stares me down as he lick his lips. I can see he was calculating something in his head. I don’t see why, he got what he wanted. He should be happy with that. Why was it not enough for him.
I glance back at my Ana speaking in a low voice. “It’s okay my love.”
“I love you Fransisco.” She whispers back to me.
“I’m utterly sick of this. Get it over with and take our mate home now before I take over and kill this man!” My wolf growls at me as he scratches the walls within my mind.
I look back at the man. Searching for something in him. Trying to figure out what else may he wanted. “What else do you want?” I asked.
He looks at me and smiles. And in one second the whole world change. My world was in slow motion after that. My body crack in half as I felt my Ana’s pain went through me. As multiple gun shots rang in the air and I watch her expression switch with tears running down her cheeks. The agony snap inside us. Feeling the mating bond breaking as the man who took my Ana from me. Her body falling to the ground as he pushes her away from him until his gun empty out his silver bullets. I was lost, I didn’t check if his other hand wasn’t near by. That’s why he didn’t grab the money when I throw it. This was his plan all along. He wanted to hurt me to weaken me. This whole time he had a gun pointing to Ana’s heart from the back.
I try to scream out for my lost but I was lost of all words. When my best friend’s life was taken away from me. My whole world was gone instantly. I didn’t even bother with the man when I just ran to my Ana’s body. She only had a few seconds left before Moon Goddess takes her away. She gasp for air and lift her hand to my face as blood pour out of her. I try to mind-link to my Beta and Gamma to come and help. But they were not close by to make it in time. There were simply no time to save her. She was slipping away from me. Her touch broke the link and I watch her eyes water up.
“You will be okay, I love you boys. I love you...” and her eyes turn a grey color before her hand limp down and away from my face.
“No Ana, No. I love you. I love you please don’t. Just hold on Ana. Help will be here soon. Just fight a little longer please fight Ana. Annna!!!”
I couldn’t feel her anymore. Her scent was gone and her body went cold. I held her up so her head lay on my torso and I wrap her up against my body. I couldn’t stop shaking. My world shift to a dark place afterwards. I was seeing dark spots taking over and my wolf howls in the air as he also felt the mating bond of Ana’s wolf breaking.
I lean in to my Ana, pressing my head against hers. Hoping for anything, begging Moon Goddess to bring her back to me. I will do anything, anything to just have Ana back. This didn’t seem real, it can’t be real. My Ana can’t be gone. I did everything I was suppose to do. She wasn’t suppose to die. She needs to be laying in her bed resting. Not here in the field while her blood pour out her chest and covers me and the ground underneath.
Then everything went in a flash and Ana was gone. She wasn’t in my arms again. I looked up searching for her. “Ana, Ana, where are you?!” I cry out. Where did she go? Why did my mind bring me here to only feel the hurt once again. Then a small sweet voice call from behind me.
“I’m here Fransisco.” I turn to see my Ana. She was fine. She had no blood on her. She was healthy, clean, and her skin glows with the sun.
“Ana!” I shout, her beauty was breath taking as always.
“How? I don’t understand. You were shot. Your blood is on my hands and the...” I trail off to look down to my hands and ground where I once held her lifeless body. The blood was gone. It was like it never happen. I was so confuse. I knew this wasn’t the real moment but it did feel like the same day. How can she be here talking to me?
“Ana?” I let out with a single tear.
“Sshh my lovely mate. Don’t you cry no more. I am at peace thanks to you.” She steps close to me and cups my cheeks.
I lean into her touch as I can feel her. She was warm and her touch felt so real. But this isn’t real. The real Ana was dead. “I am sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t save you Ana. I fail you.”
“No no, you did not fail me. You did everything you needed to heal and now you killed the man who killed me. You did well Fransisco.” I look at her. Listening as she tells me my work over the years. All the blood I spread through the world for taken her from me.
“I should of love you better Ana. I shouldn’t of done the awful things I did. I try moving on but no one was perfect like you.” Staring into her green hazel eyes.
“It’s okay Fransisco, everything is okay now. Tell me how is our boy?” She ask me.
“He’s well my love. He had just token over. He will do wonders for our pack.” Standing up from the ground to tower over her small body.
“I have watch you two grow together all these years. I am proud of you both. I miss you two so very much.” Her voice spoke like knife to me.
“I’m sorry you had to see another after your death.” I plead for forgiveness. Knowing I can never change my greatest mistake.
“You had so much darkness in you Fransisco. But now its gone, you can ease your pain. You can come with me now.” She leans into me as she press her lips on to mine. Ahh how I miss her taste. Her plump glossy lips press against ours. Oh how I drain for this taste again.
“I can’t leave yet my love.” I whisper. She pulled away from me and I see her eyes lower down and back up to me before speaking.
“You still have one more thing to do?” She asked with a smile. My Ana always knew of my work. She knew when I had business to sort out.
“I have to tell Travis the truth before I go. And then, I promise my love. We will run away happily ever after into the sunset. Be with the Goddess’s forest and run aside with our wolves together. Will you love that my love?” She smiles from my question.
“Yes, that will be so lovely. But in time my Fransisco.” She took a few step back from me and I urge to step forward.
“No don’t walk away?” I plead.
“It is not me, whom call to you.” She say as I hear a ringing in the air.
“Ana my mate, I will come back. Just stay here okay. I will be back my mate.” I cry as I try to reach out to her. But my vision starts to blurry.
“Tell Travis I love him,” the words my dear Ana said to me before I was taking away and thrown into a block hole.
As the blackness takes over with light poking through. All I hear was people speaking over each other. I felt so much pressure all over my body and then a shock of pain woke me up completely. I open up my eyes to see I was back in my hospital bed with people all around me. I blink numerous of time before my vision clear up and the ringing sound went away.
“Alpha Fransisco, can you hear me?” The doctor calls out.
“For f**k sakes! It happen again didn’t it?” I asked as I squint my eyes from the pain that took over the stinging pain in my chest.
“Yes Alpha. But you are back now.” She told me.
I lay there as she ask the nurses to check on me before they leave. And then the doctor had a one on one talk with me. “Alpha how do you feel?”
“Like hell doc. Like f*****g hell.” I said the truth.
“I expect it should. Alpha?” Her voice change and I can tell she was more serious now. It was almost time for me.
“It’s not good is it?” I look at her. As I already know her answer. I knew this was coming. And seeing my dear Ana just made it perfectly more clear to me now.
“No Alpha. I do have to say it took longer to bring you back this time. And I’m afraid we may not bring you back next time.” Her eyes shift to sadness but respectful at the same time.
“Then this is farewell doctor. Your job here is all done. Thank you for your work over the centuries.” I try to lift myself up but my body was still sore from the coming around.
“Your welcome Alpha.” Bowing her head to me.
“Can you call my son in doctor? I want to talk to him before Moon Goddess takes me?” I asked her. As I try to catch my breath. My voice was a little raspy.
“Yes Alpha. I did call Alpha already. He should be here in a few minutes.” She nods and slowly walks out the room. As the doctor walks aways I hear a familiar voice and heavy footsteps coming into the room.
“Is he awake doctor?” The voice asked.
“Yes Alpha he is.” She responds as her heels step away.