The Rightful Alpha

The Wait

Travis

3 years later (Present)

It has been years, and it has been a brutal few years now for that matter. Being a young Alpha means you take a lot more at stake than the others. You need to prove that you can lead a strong pack. The two things I learn is to show no mercy nor fear. And I stand by that. It was also, the one thing my father taught me. Fear is an Alpha’s greatest power.

Not long after I took the title, some of the other packs were amuse at my age. Made jokes about my leadership, my pack, my name. They simply didn’t see me as a threat. One Alpha even said at a meeting that I was a pup playing dress up in his father’s throne. Everyone laughed at his joke but Malcolm and I had other arrangements for that. After the meeting I ran into this foolish Alpha one night. We had exchange of words leaving his head on a stick for his pack to see. When his Luna ask who done it, I laughed at her sorrows. Making everyone exchange looks at me.

“I had no problem snapping his head off, even with his tiny d**k down his throat. Maybe next time he will think twice before laughing at a real Alpha or even a real man who can stay true to his Luna.” I pointed out how he has been having an affair. This left everyone in shock and the Luna embarrassed.

I took his people in and enlarge my pack greater than the others. After this little mishap, no one dear to laugh at the young Alpha again. And if those foolish men even dears to disrespect me. Ohh well I make sure they don’t get a second chance again. I did what I was rightfully taught growing up. I left blood everywhere I step foot in. Showing where I stand. Doing whatever it took to show that I am the true Alpha here. Making everyone fear me at sight. No dears to question me again.

It became a more high than as a kid. Killing people was almost a sport. I couldn’t wait to kill someone. To drain their blood into buckets as the knife slowly seeps from their body. I sent a welcoming gift to their love ones only to have them in shock at the blood they believe was wine. And the glorious looks on those who received pieces of others are a content. Heads on sticks, eyes taken out, tongues ripped out, carve writing on the body, bodies return with no heads or such life. I enjoyed in just treating them as dolls in some ways. Have them throw over their carriages and have them return as if it was swell. Only to be found dead and so much more. Maybe even frying them up when they piss me off just enough. This was rare but still worked. Other ways were when wolfsbane stuffed down throats, and so much more. f**k it was a thrive to be up so high.

This made many Alphas sign for an alliances on the spot. Making sure we keep our peace so their heads don’t land on a stick like the others. Or leave trails of their blood and intestines leading up to their corpse. I know this would make my father proud to see the fear in all their eyes. Knowing that his son is one of the most fearsome Alpha alive.

“Father would be making a toast for it.” I chucked to Malcolm’s truth recall.

Yet in some days I wish I didn’t have to be this heart cold Alpha all the time. I wanted to let go and be in silence under the Moon Goddess’s grace. But when I do get my chance, I always seem to be intruded by things or someone. I was always on Alpha duty. There was no breaks. I love being Alpha, I worked hard to make my mark in this world. I wouldn’t give up anything for it. My pack is my family, their safety, love, and loyalty is what matters. I spent my whole life for this!

“Father, tell me that there is more out there than fear and blood. Tell me that one day I can close my eyes with fear and open my heart for love.” I stand tall in front of my father’s gravestone. As the wind blow harder than ever.

“It has been years and I still haven’t found my Luna. Everyday goes by and I feel myself going mad. The only thing to fight this is my routine nights out with the boys.” I clear my throat as I stick my hands in my pockets.

“Tell me there’s more out there. I need to find her, this is the battle I can’t seem to win. Where can she be? All I have for love is seeing the fear in the others face. Yet I have already made our pack taller and stronger than ever. No pack even tries to start a war. We are at peace but deep inside me I don’t feel it.”

Most days I am in my study to think through all my thoughts. Sometimes I caught myself asking father for answers. But on this particular day, the day father let his ego took over and got himself kill. This day I chose to speak to him here. I feel like I was more open with him and the Goddess at the same time. Feeling some kind of sign to keep me going on. That I was doing everything just right.

Sometimes it was questionable.

“Like us finding our mate! We need to go out there and find our LUNA, soon!” I ignore Malcolm, for all he does is tell me to find her. Taking the title only increase this need for her.

As I take in the conversation I get a mind-link from Mason. “The cars are here Alpha,” letting me know it’s time to head out of town.

“Thank you Beta, I will be right there.” I closed the mind-link as I walk up to father’s stone and bow my head.

Next to his stone was mother’s. I also bring my hand to my lips and back to touch her stone, giving her a kiss. Mother’s spirit was always here when I come. It was like she was never gone. The scent of her is very much comforting. Or her bear hugs sneak over me each time I think of her. “I miss you mother.”

Most days Beta Mason and a few other warriors get together to go into town to a night club. I would leave Gamma Sarah in charge of the pack when we are away. I usually have a ball at these things. Watching the girls dance and fall over their heels at just the beauty sight of us. The girls go crazy when we come in. The boys come to take out their needs. As I do too but, these last few months I haven’t had the urge to play with these girl so much.

Don’t get me wrong, if a fine sexy girl comes up. I still give her a taste of something. Mostly I just been letting them get down on their knees to suck me off. Malcolm has just been driving me crazy with this whole finding mate thing. He won’t let me f**k anyone. So I settle for a good blowjob.

I’m a male. So what.

As if I wasn’t already hearing enough of that from both Beta and Gamma. They keep asking me to get out there and look for my Luna. I mean I do go out, but it’s really only for clubs and business meetings. I stop going out to those galas and big parties some packs have. I don’t have time for all that other s**t. Like come on, where the f**k am I suppose to look for her anyways. She can be anywhere. For all I know she might not even be of age and i’m just gonna go mad over here and start chopping heads again.

“Come Alpha, get up and find a fox to dance with.” Beta Mason nudge at me as I lean back on a long couch and drink my thoughts.

“I rather kill a fox than dance with it.” I snore at him.

“Just for one night man. Let loose and don’t think.” Malcolm growls at him. Telling him to shut the f**k up. “Alright whatever man. Beside the red head over there has been staring at you. But if you don’t want to, than I will.” Mason chuckle at me and I look over the direction of the girl he pointed at.

“She’s cute but not our Luna.” Malcolm growl.

I got off my ass and push Mason to the side before he steps down the platform. He laugh at me as he sees me engage at the woman. She was slim and had small breast. Her hair was red like the frame and she had a nice smile to match her lips. Her body was nice and curve, her dress was low cut. Again she had little to show on top. She wasn’t my type but still pretty enough for a little something.

“You know you can always take a photo beside starting all night.” I use my seductive voice.

“Why take a photo when all I want is to feel full.” She meets my match as she bit her lips. As we talk back and forth a bit I smell her arousal in the air. She was just a human. It blooms heavy on her.

“Why don’t you tell me what you want and I’ll see if I have something to fill you up with,” leaning over her. Engaging in her lust.

“A quick taste ain’t never hurt a girl.” She lean in to close our space.

“Ohh it may hurt a bit.” She smirk at me and pulled on my collar to follow her through the crowd. Eager fills her.

“Don’t do this. She’s not our Luna!” Malcolm growling at me.

“So what, she’s probably out there doing the same thing. Maybe she doesn’t want to find me anyways!” I snap back.

“She our mate. The Goddess chose her for us. That’s all that matters.”

“She already knows i’m not worth it. So what’s a little p***y here and there will do?” This is an every day fight with Malcolm. It was like he didn’t have the same thoughts and urges too.

“What if she’s waiting for us. And all we’re doing is taking hoes back to back. Just stop and go home Travis!” God he never shut the f**k up. He needs this more than I do.

“Fine! If it would get you to shut up. We’ll just go home then.” Malcolm wagging his tail at his won.

“But i’m still beating my d**k later and I better not hear you say a word!” Malcolm lay down and nods his head at me.

Sometimes I feel like leaving Malcolm in charge. Maybe I just need to lay back into the darkest side of my mind. Just ride along as he deals with this s**t. Goddess knows I need a break or three.

He is so into the whole mate s**t and i’m not. I know she’s not thinking of us. The person I became doesn’t deserve their mate. I’m not worthy to her. And Malcolm and everyone else doesn’t see the truth. My mate is better off.

The red head pulls me into a stall and got on her tippy toes to kiss me. She had dry lips so I pull away from her. Keeping my face emotionless. “Mmhh well are you gonna giving me a taste or not?” She trail her fingers down my chest and over my belt. Making me hard quicker. f**k it’s been a long time.

She grabs my hand and place it over her breast. Giving it a little squeeze. She lift her dress a little, it was dark but I can see just a hint of her lace panties. “Or did you wanted to see what I have on the menu first.” Damn I want to bend her over so badly and f**k her good, she won’t remember a thing.

“Throw up and run!” Malcolm yelp but I ignore him. “She too easy, probably got crabs down there.”

“Ugh f**k! Malcolm can you shut the f**k up!” My anger lash out to him.

“No! Get the f**k out of there NOW!!” He howls until I crave in.

While Malcolm was c**k blocking I was looking stupid starting at the damn girl. She stares back at me all confuse and I pulled my hand away. And pull my zipper down. She bit down on her bottom lip. I can see the urge in her eyes, wanting me to f**k her.

“Don’t man, think of how better our mate will be!” Malcolm growl.

“Just shut up. One time won’t hurt.” I tell him.

Before we can argue, my mind back trace to her as I felt her warm mouth on my long shaft. Taking me slowly.

“Aahh fuck.” I moan. She looked up with smile eyes at me. Feeling pleased at my groan. I can tell by the way she twist my c**k with one hand while she sucks me off. Telling me she done this many times.

It has been a long time since I’ve been release from a woman. With Malcolm nudging at my earlobe every time I encounter any women. He plead to me to walk away and await for our mate. But who knows how long that will be. She might not even be in this state for all I know.

“Just stop her now and we can finish later. Let’s just go home Travis. Come on!” In the back of my head Malcolm kept persuading me to go home. And quickly I grew annoy and lost interest.

I grunt in frustration and pull her off. “Enough w***e!”

She glares at me hard. “What the f**k is your problem! I thought you want..”

I quickly adjusted myself. She stands up and cleans her mouth. “Hey! You can’t just treat me..”

“I’m done! Go f**k some other asshole!” I turn away as she tries to pull me back. I shoved her away and leave the stall.

“f**k you asshole! You’re missing out!” She yells at me.

“Our mate will be better.” Malcolm gloats at his success once again.

I storm out the bathroom and link Mason to grab the boys. He ask no question and does as I say. Giving me a smug smile as I pour myself a shot on the drive home.

“What!” I growl at him.

“Nothing man!” I growl and roll my eyes at him, as I take another shot. I wanted to drink and get lost in my thoughts. “I see the red head met your needs huh, was she good?” He laugh and the other warriors laugh as well. I said nothing as I enjoy the ride and the music. I don’t want to talk about what happen. The guys will just laugh at me more.

As we drive back home I grab the bottle from the back and storm off. Mason try to talk to me through our link but I ignore him. I already know what he was going to say. And I didn’t want to hear it. Malcolm is already gonna give me an ear full tonight.

I walk my way through the pack house and straight to my study. Taking a cold glass from my personal bar and pouring myself a large drink. I just want to be alone and get lost in my liquor. “Aahh f**k all this shit.” My throat burn at a huge chug I took.

“You happy now huh? We’re home, ALONE!” I felt a huge hole grow every day. Feeling myself losing control without my other half. Just the thought of her burns. Yet I see myself at flaw.

“Yes. I’m happy.” Malcolm chuckle but I feel he isn’t all that happy. And I just wanted to punch him.

I throw myself down on the leather chair with my drink in my hand. “f**k you man, f**k you!” I stick my middle finger in the air and Malcolm ignore me NOW.

“What the f**k really. God damn it, really!” Malcolm lay down pretending to sleep.

I shake my head as he does this s**t every f*****g time. It doesn’t make any sense. He pulls me away from every p***y just to have me drink myself away. Like drowning in the alcohol is better than p***y.

I took in the silence as I lit the fireplace on. Crossing my legs and tapping my glass as I think through my life. Wondering all my what if ‘s.

As minutes goes by I found myself staring under the fireplace. Thinking about father’s lies. Wondering what he had in that box. After his death I didn’t even come to the study for a long time. I kept busy in my office and being the new Alpha in all. After a while I had forgotten about the damn box. But now i’m here as a drown myself in another bottle.

Usually I would just go into the woods and let Malcolm out. But he’s asleep and i’m s****l frustrated right now. I had to do something to get my mind off track. And watching porn to fix what the red w***e could of done is not gonna fix it. So I got up, place my drink down and look for a loose board. I knock on four before I found the right one. I peel it back and then another along with it. Giving me enough room to dig my hand in and find the box. When I found it I pull it out and sat it down near me.

So many thoughts ran through my head. Even Malcolm open up one eye to see. “What kind of s**t do you have?” We both stare at the box until we build the courage after finishing our glass.

“Well let’s see what kind of s**t he’d been hiding from us?” Malcolm said.

“I don’t know man. All I know is that it was important enough for him to hid it until his death bed.” Letting out a big sigh before taking a step into father’s deepest secrets.