Where the wolfs go

Emmanuel

Sun woke me up. I was still in arms of my Jimmy. It's so nice warmth. When I started to wriggle felt soft lips on my neck

"Hello princess" my lonely life changed in blink of the eye to life as couple. It's nice to wake up in warm arms. It's so good hear voice of your partner.

"sleep Jimmy I think it's early" and I was wriggling again to be closer to him. He was gigging

"It's waking me up baby and not only me" I moved my ass delicate just to tease my man. His kissed on my neck become more passionate, his hands played with my breasts. And we're making love again. When we're changing breathing by mind link I hear uncle Jerry voice

'breakfast at my office in 30 minutes'

"Shower together?" my Jimmy also got this message.

After short preparation we were fast on stairs on our way for breakfast in alpha's office. It's not office it's whole floor in one room! At least it's look like that. Got working space and space for lite conversation. On two walls bookshelves from top till top. On rest my pictures. All made from trees showing everyday life in here. I tears attacked my eyes.

"I ordered put them in whole building. After accident. We missed you child very much. But you were away with amnesia" I was crying strong wave just flowed

"Why didn't you try contact with me" I felt here like in home, after crush nowhere felt so good

"Don't be sad wild wolf. George said that with memories you may die. That time will help you" till this women didn't talk I didn't remember her. Now I perfectly know her, traitor, murderer of my parents. Emmanuel is with me with help. Now I could feel her strong, heard her loud, she gave me confidence and power. I stood against her

"George if this plan won't work we dead. Let me kill her! We need be safe. She can't meet with Jimmy I'm sure she is his mate. If those meds won't work if she see one memory. She knows what your parents discovered! I will give her fast death" she was terrified trying make steps back. But got above the ground. Jimmy held her throat and was choking her. Uncle was in shock or talked by mind link. 3 tall and hudge guys came inside and took her in silver chains. When stayed only 3 of us in room they both looked at me

"You sure it's her?" Jimmy was asking me in disbelief I nod. They first act, after asking questions.

"Helen was for years head of gammas! Traitor so close! I've asked you here because your brother is hiding. You played show for him in NY and he runs it's mean he has spy in pack now I know who it was!" he sounded disappointed and angry. But I have more news for him. Helen opened box with the worst memories in my head. Emmanuel comfort me. I cleared my throat

" Uncle I know what my parents discovered" I needed find right words. Can't shoot like from shotgun straight in heart.

"after we were here whole family mom was in Philly helping wolfs in city, dad stayed with us, more with me George was in college. Some guy didn't recognize who is my mom and invited her for meeting of wolfs who wants create new pack under old blood commands. My parents started investigation they wanted proofs and checked who is in before telling you. They found out that rebellion started 2 years before and at first they did something cruel. To check it we went on trip to Europe. And it was part of their detectives work. They found someone in England. Someone on same meds I was" I didn't feel weak but strong but I knew in a moment I will break two hearts.

"Who Sotheana?" Jimmy lost patience

"Your mother Jimmy, your mate uncle" I can't hug them both, I tried tucke in Jimmy's chest but he pushed me away was angry at me. I didn't blame him. I sat on chair waiting for sentence. How they will punish me for being stupid for 10 years.

"Why you telling this now?" uncle was same angry at me as Jimmy

"Voice of this women reminded me" I kept my eyes on the floor. I knew they hate me now. 10 years, 10 years they could be together with wife and mother and me for 10 years like an i***t I was taking meds from my brother. I had a plan to take my things and leave them. I didn't deserve them.

"Do you know where in England?" I wasn't sure but decided will tell all I remember now

"It was village I don't remember name but close to border with Ireland" knocking on the door. Guards came for me. Sotheana you were happy for few days, enough you deserve worst punishment. I was ready! But it wasn't guards Dr Nullan with stock of papers.

"Talk" ordered Alpha Jerry

"On Sotheana is magic and meds are strong witch poison. Because of spell Sotheana didn't ask why she has to use them. Lucky for us she is workaholic and forget them. Without it she would use it till death" magic? It's not excuse. I was guilty of being stupid.

"At my 18th birthday lawyer gave me key to deposit box in Bank. I will gave you it. Maybe inside are answers you looking for. I never opened it, wasn't ready. I will leave now. Hope you will find antagonists. I shouldn't be here anymore" I stood up. I was for 6 days the happiest woman in the world. For 6 days believed it can last forever. But I didn't deserve it. I was traitor worst than this Helen. Hope Jimmy will find new love. Mayby is the way to break our bond.

"Sotheana sit!" Alpha ordered , not anymore my alpha. I didn't listen, my body fought with me. Jimmy held me. It's bond not him. He hated me after what I said, I was sure of it.

"Is Sotheana safe without meds?" Nullan wasn't sure what's going on

"To be sure of that we need wizard or witch to check. But I think witch who made spell thought is strong enough, probably checked it before. When Sothie forgot pill nothing happened. And her wolf is alive so she is capable to heal herself" great weak spell and I obeyed. I needed leave this place, find my brother and kill him. It was my plan. Maybe he will show up on my exhibition. Doris, Doris will help me get gun. It's my plan.

"She needs her wolf Alpha. Emmanuel and Sotheana need transformation. I'm almost sure after both will be stronger and after Sov will get all her memories back. Sotheana is old blood, pure blood her wolf is powerful." f**k you all. I was done.

"Can I get back those meds?" I will kill my brother and take them all at once and forget everything it what I wanted

"No!" Jimmy yelled at me. It will be better for both of us.

"I have news. Thank You Nullan you free" I didn't look at doctor. I've promised him family session but sorry will not do it. We just saw each for the last time

"Helen is weak and talking. We got few names." Jimmy looked at his dad

"She may lie she is strong warrior may protect others by selling some" well I shouldn't be here. But I was stock

"I will not give back her freedom for it. She does it for her family" smart move. No matter how strong warrior she is, still is a mother and will do everything for her children. She killed my parents and wanted kill me. My brother saved me. My eyes are on floor. I was useless.

"Jimmy take Sotheana into woods. Help her in transformation and ask Blade to talk with Emmanuel" I didn't want to. I would not waste more of their time

"It's useless Alpha. No need. I will go. I said what I know. I said what I should 10 years ago. I will not waste more of your time. I'm sorry." It's time for me. Needed go back upstairs and take my bags. Maybe will catch some ride.

"Sotheana what are talking about? You will go into woods with Jimmy!"

"She needs eat firs dad. Last meal was yesterday" I was still not looking at them. For sure wasn't hungry. I's devastated. Jimmy put plate in front of me with scrambled eggs, bread and some vegetables. It's smell delicious but my stomach was knot

"Eat baby. You need strength for transformation". I looked at him and I didn't see hate. I saw care, but I didn't want this life I don't deserve it.

"I want go back to New York" I heard Jimmy's chuckling, have I said a joke. I didn't think so. I looked at him but his father made a plan.

"Sotheana you will eat, you will go with Jimmy. Tomorrow we will go to city to check this bank deposit. Than will go back here. I know you both have to work but until this crisis won't be solve, you work from here as much as possible. You will get help from my trusted people. Sotheana if you will remind anything you tell it only to me or Jimmy." why they cared about me my transformation, about my safety. I let them down

"Child we let you down! We've trust your brother and people who try destroying us. We should take you here years ago. Don't blame yourself for George cruelty!" emerald eyes of uncle Jerry can calm me down same as Jimmy's.

"It's not true. I was stupid! I knew I hate my brother still listened to him for 10 years! I did nothing even to try remember! It was easy way!" I was close to cry again.

"And you wanna run again? Don't you wanna help us?" of course I wanted ! I planned to kill my brother!

"How someone who can't use mind link can help you! I'm weak, I'm stupid and I and I. And Jimmy needs someone stronger and smarter!" I said it!

"You wanna be strong eat, go with Jimmy transform and come back strong as never before. We need you Sotheana!" yeah just to catch my brother and after what will happened? Never mind they wanted this they diserve at least this. I looked at plate and take fork.

Uncle Jerry pet my hair and whispered my girl. Jimmy ate too. They didn't talk when should be planning! Maybe they talk by mind link. Now all will be a secret. I wasn't worth to be trusted.

'Stop doing it to yourself. It's not truth what you thinking. Jimmy loves you and Alpha too. You will be Luna soon. Now eat I wanna run!' my dear Emmanuel I didn't wanna listen to her. I needed find out how to cut this bond to set free Jimmy from burden I was.

Food was incredibly good. I wanted kiss the cook. When I finished Jimmy gave me cup of coffee and cake. He was smiling to me, his bent head it's always best view ever. I wanted remember every second with him, every inch of him to be able to play it in my head when I will be gone.

"Thank you all is delicious. Alpha about my brother. He is not very smart. I mean someone is pulling the strings. He can't be head of operation. I think he is just someone to take blame. Real enemy is in shadows" last sip of coffee with almond milk. I didn't look at Jimmy to thank him. I was ready to go. Uncle Jerry sat by us

"All people I can trust sits now in this room. Please don't talk even with doctor Nullan. This plot! They were waiting for alpha change. Without mate u would be weak, easy to kill son. And you don't spend here much time. Now talk with everyone ask them about they day, families, plans for rest of summer." we sat here I was thinking how stupid I was and uncle made war and political plans!

"Sotheana you killed their plan. They will come from shadows fast. We need be ready. You will be first target. So you must transform and become one with your wolf" I knew he was right. I will do it and if fate gives me opportunity to protect Jimmy I will do it with my life!

"I'm ready" Jimmy didn't take eyes from me. I can't look into his eyes, I was ashamed. I betrayed him. 12 f*****g years he was sure his mother is dead. If I was stronger it would be only 2 years.

"Baby can you look at me?" I can't Jimmy, I can't. And he was between my legs on his knees. I felt his hands on my body traveling to my face. I can't act like a kid and close my eyes. And finally my gaze was in his perfect eyes. I love you but I let you down.

"Hey talk with me, please!" how I love this touch of his hands skin on my face

"What to tell, I'm weak, I let you and your dad down. 10 f*****g years! Without one question about this meds. I'm ashamed, angry and confused why I'm here when I should be in cell" they both gasped. Jimmy was kissing my nose

"Baby you broke the spell, your memory is coming back. It would be faster if we have done our job and took care of our pack member. So please don't blame yourself, please princess." I was in his arms, it's so good can he give me one more chance? Can we still be together? We both on the floor I was on his laps, in his arms

" Sotheana concentrate on your wolf! After we will prepare. I think they may try on your exhibition" I was sure about it. If it will be attack of my stupid brother.

"Or on Jimmy if attack planning real boss, I'm not important. I was before two of us met. Now only way to make leader weak is to kill Jimmy, you Alpha Jerry after will be vulnerable" I mumbled under my nose

"You right we will protect ourselves, so go now and let your wolf out" I must breath

"You have very smart mate Jimmy. Now go and make her also strong wolf" and we were on our way out. Jimmy held my hand strong we on the way too car. Before he opened door for me I got into trap between car and his arms.

We looked into our eyes. He wanted to kiss me or talk

"Sothe I'm not angry at you, I don't feel you betrayed me. Baby I'm furious at them. I'm worry that they will try to hurt you. I can't lose you, you hear me. I want be with you!" I knew he doesn't lie. It's no time for doubts. I kissed Jimmy I wanted his lips the most. We got to the car in our way to place where in peace I can try let go Emmanuel. Jimmy took us to beautiful place with waterfall and meadow. Smell of water and herbs was intense. Jimmy opened door for me and took off his clothes. I wanted try us to work but I wasn't in mood for s*x now.

"are you ready to meet Blade?" should I take my clothes too. Jimmy helped me with t-shirt I took off my jeans. Way Jimmy smiled to me. I loved him so much. Emmanuel liked this smile also but got impatient

"Don't think about pain. Focus on what is good and on Blade. Catch his fur or something. Ready?" I nodded . He made two steps back and I observed his change. Sound was like cracking bones but he didn't scream. His body was growing and I saw beautiful black wolf with dark green eyes looking possessivly on me

" Hello mate" it's like low husky voice giving you goosebumps. I smiled to him, he is part of Jimmy, is perfect. Black with gray shades. I made few steps to him

"Hello Blade" and he sniffed me and licked my face and neck. I could touch him and pet him a little

"We waited for you very long! It was worthy . Our mate is beautiful and powerful. We will defeat our enemies. Now mate transform!" and he licked with his long and warm tongue my face again. I called Emmanuel now she was ashamed.

"Because of your insecure I'm not well now" she made me laugh I incourage her. And catched Blade claw it hurt as hell. I looked into Blade eyes and hear in my head Jimmy voice

'You doing great princess' I was breathing like during birth Blade whispered 'go on' and my bones broke two inhales later I was in head of wolf. She and Blade acted strange. Emmanuel played shy girl I was laughing she shushed me. I asked of one. To go to water so I could see her reflection. She did it and I was able to watch white beauty with big hazelnut eyes. When she and Blade started running I found meadow in her head and walk on it. I prefered not interrupt her and her mate.

'Sotheana you did it' I heard familiar voice and looked around. In far I saw shadow of women, looking like my mother

'Mom' I had tears in my eyes

'I don't have much time child. I'm happy that your mate is your first love! I came give you a gift of your blood. Emmanuel is powerful creature but our kind have more abilities. My gift for you is healing skills, so no one ever will poison you and your closest people again. You will knew how to use it. I love you Sothe' and she vanished. I was crying I wanted at least touch her. I miss her so much

'Sotheana stop crying! It doesn't suit you'

'Daddy!' and I saw his posture. My best friend ever!

'My gift child is seeing the truth. You will always know if person opposite to you is honest with you. It works like with Jimmy. I'm happy for you two. And you be happy kiddo!'

'I promise daddy' and he was gone. Emmanuel was calling me. Something was wrong they smelled bad wolfs rogues. I'm not sure what that means. But I'm ready to help. They run to place we left our clothes. Behind trees run to us big brown wolf Blade stoped him and ripped his throat I saw human behind tree. And heard gun shot. We run to him Emmanuel broke his neck, we heard Jimmy scream, he got shot and we run to him. Emmanuel gave me power back.

"It's f*****g silver bullet. I can't heal" I took his shirt put it on me with mine tried stop bleeding I heard steps. I took Jimmy's hand and showed him to press wound. Quietly I was walking to dead guy with gun and take it. Next rogue was getting close to vulnerable Jimmy I aimed to the head and shoot, creature was dead. I must take Jimmy to car and drive us to hospital. When I was by him thought how to use gift I just get. It's a lot of blood. I put my hand to hole to look for bullet. Somehow I knew I must take it out

"Jimmy look me in the eyes, it will hurt as hell, but I need take it out" his green orbs begged for help. My fingers were looking inside of him for silver bullet. When I touched It burned me but I had to be strong for Jimmy. Without it Blade will help him to heal. And we pressed wound again with my t-shirt. I gave him few seconds to rest, worst part behind us. Now I must move him to car. I put him socks and shoes

"Baby? Better? We will stand up now and go to car, hold me tight!" my boy is strong. He lost a lot of blood still was walking on his feet using me as help only. When I placed him on seat I notice his only clothes are shoes and my t-shirt on wound. I run for our clothes and put on him boxers he wad laughing

" I love you Sothe" yeah he was close to death and saying it. I ignored his words and buckled up him. Again he wad laughing

"Baby I just got shot and you putting seat belt on me?" he must rest not laugh

"I will be driving so better to be safe" he's touching me and pulled my head up

"I love you princess" now his eyes demanding answer. Do I love him? Of course

"Jimmy you were close to death I get it. Your life got thru your eyes bla bla bla. Let's leave big words on better day ok" I must focus on driving and it's not best place and time for such conversations

"You don't have right. Than I would ask you to marry me or to have kids. I'm just saying what I feel Sothe and I love you" I took his hand from my face kissed it and clos8 doors. I have long ride with driver seat. I like be closer to steering wheel. Jimmy is taller and he sits always far from wheel. He was laughing again. It's not funny, I've just killed without blink of the eye two persons and was sweating because had to drive. Behind my belt I kept this gun. We drove I had to ask Jimmy for guidance he couldn't sleep now. Somehow I saw behind trees hudge posture running was it another rogue? Brown wolf jumped on our car. I put break pedal to the ground. Wolf slipped from car on hood so I kicked gas pedal and hit this monster. I passed wolf and drovr faster another creature jumped on our car from my side.

"Jimmy hold steering wheel!" he did what I've just asked for. I took gun opened window a little and shoot. Sound of gun made me dizzy and I heard bells in my ears it wasn't best idea but we were safe. I put gun on shelf between us and drove us even faster. Another rogue jumped on us from Jimmy's side. He took gun now opened window and killed attacker. I heard nothing! Great we will be deaf couple! But with time my hearing was coming back.

"Jimmy talk with me!" I madr quick look at him

"I'm ok baby, we close" f**k it if we gonna die, he needs to know I love him too

"I love you Jimmy" he wad chuckling I saw lights of pack town. We were safe. I saw fully armor guards, I could slow down and parked before hospital. I run to Jimmy side. He didn't look bad, was smiling to me. Nurse helped me get him on bed. They closed glass door before me. I observed them. Uncle Jerry joined me

"Thank you Sotheana for saving my son" his voice was breaking

"He is tough! I didn't do much" I pet his shoulder some doctor came to us

"Miss great job with taking out bullet. You saved his life. We just had to put stitches. His wolf will do the rest. Mr Richardson needs rest and will be like new"

"Can I go to him?"

"Of course. And ask nurse to clean your hand. I see burns from silver on your fingers" I totally forgot about it. It didn't hurt or maybe it's adrenaline. We came to Jimmy's bed. He was sleeping, nurse took my hand and cleaned it. If I have healing abilities it should be gone soon I think or maybe because it's after silver my fingers will be ruined forever? Who cares. I looked at Jimmy he wad calm. His beautiful face, I must kiss him. I put my lips to his forehead and played with his hair. We stayed alone by his bed still for safety Jerry opened channel between 3 of us.

'Any thoughts about attack?'

'They knew where we will be' Jimmy was awake his hand traveled on my back under t-shirt.

'Who has access to cars? They found us using GPS locations' Jimmy is good in IT for me it's chinise language with Russian subtitles.

"Baby I want go from here!" I looked at this grumpy perfection with smile

"First rest please. You don't have strength to walk. I will be with you all the time" I was stroking his face. Earlier was planning to leave him, but when he was hurt and I imagined life without him! It was worst nightmare. I can't lose him!

This attack was stupid I'm sure it's my brother idea. They wanted both of us dead at safe territory. Who let them in? Why they came unnoticed?

'Maybe it's someone from monitoring center if you have here one. They came in without alarm' I can't stop thinking about this attack. I was fighting for our lives. I've killed someone. I felt bad about it. Telling myself they deserved it doesn't help much.

"Sotheana you need rest too child. Go sleep home" I heard uncle Jerry but I don't listen to him. I laid down on Jimmy's bed and leaned my head on his shoulder. Only with him I can rest a little

"I will announce that Jimmy and his mate, future alpha and Luna saved pack. It will gives both some credits. When you both will feel better come to pack house" and he left us. My man felt sleep in blink of the eye. I was awake for some time. When I felt chills I opened my eyes and saw Jimmy's fingers drowning paterns on my arm. I put my head up and looked in my favorite emerald eyes. I was happy again, like my head was cleared from fear, doubts and stings of remorse.

"How long I was sleeping?" I kissed torso of Jimmy.

"20 minutes I think" his voice sounded strong again

"How you feel baby?" I was so worried about him

"Like nothing bad has happened love. I'm ready to go, just waiting for you" it's good news. I was ready too. Just needed something fresh without blood stains

"and how's Blade?" my Jimmy smirked

"You like him hm?" of course I do he is part of my partner.

"I do" was he jealous of his own wolf

"He is ok, wants get out to thank you for saving us" Blade likes me too! It was very good news

"I don't mind, but if you don't feel strong enough tell him that it's nothing to thanks for" and I was falling down from bed with sound of breaking bones. Before hitting the floor I landed in strong grip of beautiful black wolf.

"Mate can't be so humble. Mate could run but stayed and saved us! Mate is hero!" I was blushing Blade licked my face again and held me strong I drown my fingers in his fluffy fur

"Mate and Jimmy will get 3rd gift when Blade and Emmanuel will making love. Jimmy and Sotheana are worth it" so Jimmy is also old blood wolf. Hope we aren't family.

"Blade thank you too. You put down first attacker and saved us too" Blades eyes were smiling he liked appreciation.

"Blade did his job-protected mate, silver stopped him, but mate saved us, we love our mates" and his tongue on my face. It's so sweet to hear love from muffle of so scary creature.

"Sotheana too"

"Sotheana doesn't like love word?" Blade and Jimmy are the same curious

"Sotheana likes use it wise. If you hear it too often will lose on meaning. So don't worry I love you both"

"Blade happy, going back to head" and last lick on my face and I was in Jimmy's arms. He was angry?

"Sotheana told Blade twice she loves him Jimmy heard it only once!" he is so funny and cute when is grumpy and jealous

"Sotheana loves Jimmy when he is grumpy" I'm saying it with sweet and tempting voice and get kiss for my statement

"Jimmy loves Sotheana very much!" we're gigging when someone came to room. Instinct made me take sheet around Jimmy waist. He whispered to my ear thru laugh

"It's only yours baby, don't worry" I looked at him with smile and after kissed in nose I turned into person who enjoyed us, Jimmy slipped me into his arms

"Alpha sent me to bring you clothes. People are gathering in pack house" it's mean was time for us. Woman put clothes on chairs one set for me one for Jimmy. It wasn't mine!

"Excuse me. It's not mine" she looked at me

"We not allowed to enter your room. I saw you by car so brought things I'm sure will suits you. I'm pack tailor got good eye to sizes" she sounded nice to me I had a feeling that it won't first our meeting

"Thank you very much for it Martha" she was my best friend here. I didn't recognize her because now she was grown beautiful lady not crazy red hair girl. She looked at me with smile

"I've missed you Sothie a lot!"

"I've missed you too, I hope we will have time to catch up!" she nodded and left. Strange I hoped we hug

"She is omega. She steal something and got lower rank in pack for it" I didn't believe in this. Will look on this case later. She always was honest!