Where the wolfs go

Feels like home

My eyes were opening slowly. Bright strong light coased me pain. My head hurt as hell. I felt like time just made a circle and again I'm in Switzerland alone with my brother. With fast blinks finally my eyes get used to light in room I wad laying in bed. I looked on surroundings. My hand trapped in big hand. Jimmy was sitting on hospital chair I think he was taking a nap. I tried free myself from his grip. And met with his eyes. I've missed this green orbs. Can I smile I think I can. In my room we not alone I saw Jimmy's father and behind him some woman. If my brother didn't get me to Europe I would be around family 10 years ago, like I was in that moment.

"How long you all here by me?" it was hard to speak I felt drained Jimmy gave me water

"You passed out few hours ago. This young guy is all the time with you and we ordered reserch and came here" I have no words to say them thank you. It's seemed so natural, like in real home. I closed my eyes for a moment and saw white wolf she ordered me to follow her we're walking till we reached beautiful meadow. She run happy around me. I could touch her fluffy fur.

"I thought you ready for connection with your mate and pack. Sorry." she is more like Jimmy than me. Never speak much just what's important

"I'm too weak for this all" I took my eyes from her, I didn't deserve such strong and beautiful wolf. I'm creep, I'm nothing

"Bulshit" she just dropped and run again

"Why my brother did it?"

"Because he is weak and you are strong" She will piss me off in one moment she felt it

"They will tell you. Now listen I finally am strong enough to help you and be with you fully. U will get back your past and our future is bright. Now you go back them I will be back when you will be ready for Blade" and I was again in hospital bed. Jimmy looked terrified. This woman cleaned eyes from tears. I forgot about his father

"I'm screw! f**k!"

"Why what happened, baby need some more words" he is so f*****g sweet.

"My wolf will show up only if I will be ready for blade. So I understand that need die or be wounded" all were laughing at me

"Baby Blade It's my wolf's name. So if you see him she will reviel" wow good name better than Emmanuel! I sream in my head but she was gone. Preparing for her mate. Are wolfs waxing their intimate areas? Or she need rest to take control over my body. Some guy in white came with smile on his face

"Good to see you awake Sotheana. I'm doctor Nullan and will take care of you. We examine pills you were using 10 years. I need ask you few questions" he looked at uncle and this woman they nodded and left us. Jimmy tried get up but I held his hand strong. Doctor just snapped his shoulder and asks him to stay if it's my wish. I felt more confident when he was touching me.

"Why you start remanding things" Can't lie to someone who is trying cure you

"3 years ago. I did picture which become cover of very popular magazine." I looked with shy smile on Jimmy I felt squeeze on my hand

"And I have since a lot of work, traveling. At first I forgot one pill, after two, three. Than had flash backs, faces in my head, places showed up. When I met Jimmy on Sunday was 4 days without them and felt I must be close to him. And I'm here after 9 days without meds." Is it helpful I'm not sure but Nullan writing all down.

"Your wolf, Jimmy said tried take control over you?" he wasn't much impressed by my story. His voice was calm like it was just another same case

"Jimmy said we must come here and I protested so Emmanuel try took control, she command me to listen to Jimmy" and mayby just eyebraw up?

"Earlier nothing like that happened?" terminator!

"when I woke up after crush heard nothing. I just was sure few things. That I hate my brother, that my parents are dead and that I have to check my things to get back my photos" I had to breath while talking

"What photos?" s**t, maybe I should asked Jimmy to leave

"I love making pictures. My parents bought me camera. When I woke up I only remembered that no one can see them. Now I remember why. Alpha forbidden take them away from here and my friend helped me take 3 of them away. I spent my youth on keeping them safe" this friend is Jimmy. It was 3 pictures. My parents dancing, my friend playing with leaves and Jimmy reading on bench. All three I made sitting one tree. My first artistic work.

"You got them?" doctor please show some emotion!

"Only one. Rest burned. I hidq0 them in my jacket, behind lining, had them always with me. I begged my brother to show me my clothes I had on me while crush and he gave me them. It was trash, burned. Two pictures were dust only one wasn't ruined" I had tears in my eyes. Those pictures were my treasure. Jimmy gave me them last time we were in this place. By we I mean by dad, mom brother and me. After I started school in NY my mom was more in Philly than with us dad was working hard and my bro in college. After we left this pack house I felt lonely. This pictures were my best friends.

"Can I see it?" It's medic case? But what the hell, why not. You can't tell exactly who is on and where it is. I knew rules and I broke them but me and Jimmy chose safe pictures. Now I remember. He catched me when I felt from tree after I made him my one and only past memory on camera. And he helped me print it and take it out. We weren't friends. When he catched me I was 12 he was 16. Than it was big age difference. But I liked him since forever. He really was my first crush. When he was 16 becaming man. Was tall slim so handsome. And always surrounded by girls. I liked watching him from my room. My windows was on sport side of territory so I observed him playing basketball or football. And it was best view ever. But he also liked be on his own. Just to read, to be away from all attention. I was on tree making pictures of flying leaves when he sat under it, took book from his hoodie pocket. Book looked so small in his big hands. I made 2 pictures and lost balance. First lost my camera and second was holding branch when whole body was hanging. Broken legs it was my future I thought when I let go this branch but instead landing on hard ground I was in warm arms of Jimmy. He was laughing at me looking on my body full of scratches and bruises. 'you wild wolf hm?' I don't remember how long I was in his arms but it was best time of my life.

"It's in my bag, hidden" I took my head to wall. Someone brought my heavy bag. And looked at me with hate. Jimmy smirked and took it on my bed. Open for me but I asked to turn it and got into my secret pocket both were impressed of my spy skils. I took picture and gave it to doctor.

"Wow how old were you doing it?" first emotion

"13 or 12 I think"

"Who helped you take it out?"

"I don't remember" I lied, I'm protecting my mate. Sweet squeeze on my hand.

"And where is camera?" he is more interested in pack safety than mine!

"probably here with stuff from my old room. It was rule I can make pictures but camera with card stays here. Never broke it. Is it important?" well I did a small break of rule but nothing against pack, can we leave it alone.

"Sorry just asking because in alfa office are beautiful pictures of pack members now I know who made them, always wanted meet the author and ask for same for me and my family" finally he is showing some feelings and emotions

"I can't climb on trees anymore but I'm making better pictures. Just let me out of here and I promise will do my best" I feel healthy and wanna be in bed with Jimmy by my side. I hate hospitals

"You have here cameras?" f**k will lose them

"Yes we were supposed to go looking localisations for work. And I always have them in my bag."

"I will buy you cards to it just say which and I will ask for this session"

"No problem. Can I go from here. I don't like be chained to bed" please let me go cruel doctor!

"If you tell rest of your story. You remembered three things and after?"

"At college I thought I got strong intuition. Do this, not this, go, not go. Things like this - do this picture said my inner voice when I saw Jimmy between girls and because of it 3 years later I had to meet with him again. When I don't take pills voice is stronger. Once in Europe I forgot meds after 5 days without them I saw her. I was sure it's dream white wolf running in my head. And today I talked with her. She wants Jimmy wolf to came outside." I think it's all he has to know.

" from where you have meds?" the worst question. It so hard thinking my brother did such harm to me

" Every month my brother brings me them" my tears falling I'm trying be tough. Jimmy can't just hold my hand he is on my bed and I'm in his arms.

"OK Miss Thompson. We need exame that medicine. Try avoid stressful and nervous situations. And tomorrow try get out your wolf. I think it's all"

"Doctor why she passed away in pack house?" Oh I forgot about it. And Jimmy, oh my Jimmy how you care for me!

"Let's ask Miss Thompson" both looked at me

"Emmanuel connected me with Jimmy and pack, she was sure I'm ready" wasn't sure what's that mean

"Let's check, Mr Richardson you first" Jimmy took my hand and smiled to me

Baby let's do it fast and go from here. This chair it's f*****g uncomfortable

Was he telling me this or I heard his voice in my head. I was excited jumped on bed enthusiastic

"Try answering" I was! ok focus Sov

Hi

Sotheana it's that you

Am yes bad person. I'm trying talk with Jimmy

Close now you talk with his father

I'm sorry

"s**t I've talked with your father" I was giggling like teen

Hi

Hi it's doctor Nullan

"f**k!" both were laughing at me. For them it's like breathing! I was disappointed, sad and close to give up. Uncle Jerry came to us. Great what was missing the audience. I put my head on pillow and looked at ceiling.

"Baby try again!" you sweet but no!

"No" It's hard and I was making i***t from myself.

"Sotheana try!" why I felt it's order. I looked at uncle

"I don't know how, it's like my head dialing to random person. I don't know how." In Jimmy arms I felt better but why we marked when he should be with wolf capable to use most basic power

"Don't hide and look at me" again order which I can't disobey

"Think about me. One memory and say by link Sotheana" with uncle Jerry memory? Me on his laps we talk about my future

Sotheana

You see it worked. Now think about Jimmy and talk with him

3 years ago, Jimmy with beer under wall, looking as best model I ever work with

HI baby

Hi love you did it. You see. Now we can go and I can show you our room

"You free Miss Thompson" Jimmy took my bag and me in brides way in his arms. I said fast goodbye to doctor Nullan and uncle and we were in pack house on stairs to our room. How It's sounds 'our' room!

"Princess you like a feather but your bag goddess how you carrying this" it's not much inside I think.

"you tried my bag with cameras batteries and chargers this is almost empty" I'm use to it and I like be prepared

"Hermione bag"

"What?" I had no idea what was he talking about another wolf territory topic ?

"In Harry Potter Hermione had small bag but inside everything even tent" I was laughing its sweet comparison

"what floor you have to carry me and my bag?" will this stairs ever end

"Penthouse baby, 6 floor, no elevator" my poor big wolf

"You know I can walk" I prefered walk alone I was thinking to use his strength for something more effective than carrying me

"Don't worry baby, if you want I will f**k you till morning" we're gigging

"Not much time left" I was teasing and tempting my perfect man

"I must be faster than" I grabbed his neck stronger because he was taking at once 4 steps and I didn't trust him anymore. Floor is massive its easy to get lost in here. We're before doors to' our' room. I never was so ready for adventure like now. My future with Jimmy how it will looks like when we be back to city. Will we still live apart? Together at his or my place? We both got apartments for singles. Not much separe space to work without looking behind other arm. Why I'm thinking about it now.

Room we in is massive with hudge bed, place to rest and work. Our things from car were already inside. I touche the ground and run from one corner to another. I looked out window but it was dark.

And jumped on bed. Was I acting like baby? f**k it I had fun.

"Thanks that you didn't tell who helped you with photos" I smiled to him

"I really don't remember" now he was smirking. Of course he knew I was a little lair. And I earned kiss for it. Sweet kiss, passionate kiss, and I was on my back with him above me. Now I remember him since childhood and it's so easy to fall in him. I looked at him and saw other person, not stranger but man I know whole my life. I could compare him- boy with a man he becomes. I saw him 14 years ago for last time I have to learn him but I know that Goddess was kind to me. She gave me mate I've been loving since I was a child. My stupid brother took me 8 years of love. If I met Jimmy at my 18 birthday we would be 8 years together.

"Baby where are you?" well I must decide talk or s*x. Nah better cleared things between us

"Have you recognized me?" did he? Was he like my brother? Thinking he knows better than me

"3 years ago no. I felt your wolf. I knew you are my mate. But I let you go. On Sunday I had your name and surname. My father remained me details. My plan was being with you from distance on Saturday take you here to tell you the truth. But fate chose different path" oh my green eyes, my death and life. I wasn't sure if I was angry at him or not. He felt that it will be talking night and sat by my side opposite to me so we can looking into our eyes.

"Why you let me go?" I think I didn't want answer

"I was i***t. I was focused on work and after my stupid relationship. I felt I won't be good for you. After I tried find you. This stupid magazine editor didn't gave me your full name only Sov." I put my hand in his. I wasn't at those time also ready. Just after being cheat by professor.

" 3 years later Goddess crossed our paths again. And this time Sothie you were without chances to rid of me. You didn't feel mate bond. In me it had been growing up every day. And when I saw you with pencil in hair, baby I'm vulnerable when it cames to you" I could only kiss him. He stopped me, f**k!

"Princess when I realized who you are. It's funny. My mate is girl who years ago felt from heaven straight into my arms" f**k! Prince charming!

"it was only tree!" for my shyness it was too much. I took my eyes from him. His thumb under my chin, made me look into his eyes.

"What happened to my wild wolf? Don't be shy by me. It's sexy and I love it, still please if you want say something to me do it always!" I like when he is adamant, I like this chills with this bossy tone. I nodded and smiled to him.

"Baby let's make a deal. If we wanna us to work we always will be honest with each. You don't like something tell me, something annoying you tell me I will do the same. Deal?" let's try why not

"Will you tell me everything even the worst truth?" I didn't wanna name worst truth for me it was to soon. But I want to know if he gonna tell me that doesn't love me anymore

"Yes and I'm asking for the same in return" ok ok ok. I trusted him he said after s*x we will be together as couple and we are. I stopped thinking that what he is saying it's just big words

"I will always" and we were kissing like for the first time. His hands on my face I was addicted to this rough touch to his lips to our tongues restle.

"Baby if u wanna talk we can if you wanna make love we can"

Why he was doing it, why he was making me feel so comfortable and wad thoughtful.

"What you prefer?" I asked in break in our kissing while was sitting on him with my legs around his waist ready to be one with him again

"We will talk before breakfast" and we're kissing again. I was in hospital long shirt. It gave his palms easy access to every part of my body. I was turn on, felt his bonner. I like being on top of him rub my body on his d**k. I was wet only on think about his d**k inside of me. I took his t-shirt I wanted kiss every inch of his perfect chest. He tasted so good. His skin is delicate he likes when I bite his n****e. And lost control with one move I was on my back

"Hey I liked be on top of you" he just chuckled and got back to kissing me again. I lost my pj's and he was tasting my body, yeah I like when he's teasing my n*****s with his tongue. I just discovered I have tickles on stomach. My p***y loves his kisses.

"You do magic down there!" I mumbled wriggling from pleasure. My c**t was growing like wanted to explode.

"Come for me baby" hardly understood it soon would make his wish. He helped me c*m by putting first one after two fingers into my v****a.

"Oh my gosh Jimmy" I waa screaming and bit pillow my body was trembling in convulsions from pleasure he just gave me and it's just foreplay. I was catching my breath he laid down by me nude. Oh can I be on top or it's invitation to blow job. Let's check. First kiss I wanna taste myself and my travel down is about to start. I adore his body. Definition of perfection! Let's tease him with small bites on my mark, first I sucked it like I will his d**k in the moment deep my teeth and traveling lower my perfect pink, round n*****s - suck and bite my new fun and I went lower. I wasn't sure if will be able to fit all his d**k will use help of my hand. Skin of his p***s is soft and tasty, vains make it most beautiful d**k I've ever seen. I kissed it and took slowly into my mouth. Sucked it. I'm not expert in blow job's. But tried my best. I felt his precum on my tongue, he tastes like he looks. Why I was in air and on my back

"Enough baby, I prefere your p***y" and he's making place for him between my legs

"I'm so bad?"

"You fantastic but I like coming with you so let me in baby and come for me" I knew he didn't lie. His d**k in me it's extasy. His moves, tens of his body, his lips on my neck. I'm so lucky, so good oh so good! How he was doing it every time better and better. His lips on my mark so it was time not now

Little longer baby let me cherish little longer

As you wish my love

His hips slowed down a little I think it's not first time when I heard love word. What's between us going so fast but I don't wanna rush more. I don't need words

Ready

And my caveman f**k me rough and when he made it hard and fast I felt his teeth on my mark and wave of heat flowing thru my body but I had one more mission before drawing in pleasure. I bit his neck. Now he's joining in this perfect moment of climaxes together.

"So fuckin good" I wasn't able say more. My Jimmy laid on me. His lower arms under my shoulder I could touch his tens arms and blade-bones our heads were in crocks of neck and shoulder we can sniffed our scen. His scent after s*x remains me forest after rain.

"I'm so f*****g good or your orgasms?" did my caveman need little compliments. Was he insecure his perfect eyes pounded in my demands answer. I love you boy but it's for another time, I smiled to him revising his bang

"it's hard question because one follows from the other. You great in s*x which leads to great orgasms. Or I have massive orgasms because I'm having best s*x with you. It's like palindrome" he smiled and leaned on his back. I followed him to be in his arms. Have I said something wrong.

"You know..." ups. I waited not sure what to expect just drown circles on his chest with my eyes on him.

"Jimmy?" he groaned .

"I'm angry. We lost so much time. I could have you so many years now!" I was hugging him strong. I felt exactly the same

"Don't be greedy baby. Univers is with us. No matter how hard our enemies trying we are together" I wanted to chuckle but it wasn't time for it.

"I'm not greedy I'm jealous that some other men have been touching you, baby"

"When you start your s*x life hmm?" typical man. My woman pure, me no!"I was chuckling

"I was 20" what? I didn't believe in it. No f*****g way! I got up to look at him in disbelief

"What? I was trying save myself for my mate but in college it's f*****g hard. Testosterone hit you from inside girls are almost nudne and I was weak" phi. But thing is stereotypes sucks. You see handsome guy and you judging him. Handsome - man w***e without chance for relationship. Ugly - will stick to you for life. With professor he was 20 years older from me. Not many students were interested in him. He was flirting with all but it was his brain most seductive and his work. He was handsome of course but how he dragged me to his office on my graduation. It was exciting my brother and his wife outside, students, professors. But never gave me this among of pleasure I just felt. I never was so satisfied like with Jimmy.

"sorry baby I judged you as s*x machine since this monster between your legs stands at attention" I can't lie to my man and promised to be honest. But I said it as joke. His hands on my face he's not angry. But it's hard for both of us. Bond makes you so jealous. I started this topic but I don't wanna hear with how many women he were. Need know just one thing. But we got time

"Baby I've told you I'm not saint. But also I don't spent every night with different women. I had occasional s*x, I was in relationship. But baby it's nothing compare to you" I kissed him I wanted hear this.

"have you ever took here a girl?" why I ever have to ask about such things

"No, and I never took one into my apartment, it's my den. Now ours" I felt strange. First I don't know why I'm jealous about past, second what mean our apartment. New territory for me.

"Sorry I don't know why I'm so jealous and insecure" he's hugging my strong

"Baby, I get it I'm jealous of your past too, I'm jealous of every guy who's looking at you. Here we will be every year more. In New York baby I want us to live together. We will find something bigger, what you think about it?" was he reading my mind?

"I like my apartment, you like yours. It's fair to find our. I think" ok I met him 3 years ago, I knew him since childhood but we together like two days! It's crazy. But I was in totally. I can imagine easily our future.

"I will ask dad maybe we own few empty on Manhattan"

"Jimmy if we talk about your dad. Why I obey him? I don't get it" its not best time to talk about his father, both naked after great s*x.

"His Alpha of our pack. We can't disobey when he gives orders" for him it's so easy. For me it's new land, continent more

"Even to you?"

"Yup" my man git sleepy. He didn't sleep in his bed, we had bussy night after a lot of work, after all this happened now it's almost 3 am.

"My boyfriend is tired hmm?" he just nodded in sweet way

"what's side of bed you prefer?" we're planning life together and I did not know it

"It's great how it is now baby, lay on other side I will cuddle to your back"