Where the wolfs go

Why?

"How can I help?" I couldn't keep myself need touch him, at least his hair. He was doing the same.

"It was great day" he said it so quietly

"Yes it was. You ready for rest of ours plans?" he nodded is grumpy I think

"What's bothering you?"

"I'm hungry" I burst out laughing. Someone knocked to my doors I made some distance between me and Jimmy

"Enter" It's Sam he brought me working staff. MacBook, work cell and box with my business cards I put everything to my bag. And he was on his way out. Again only me and Mr grumpy. Now I was one who kissing his nose, he looked so sweet

"Let's feed you, come" I took my heavy bag and we're leaving together through my office this b***h looked at us. It gave me hudge satisfaction. I know me and Jimmy were on first stage of relationship and I was acting like his owner but I can't do nothing with this stupid jealousy I'm a lady of this knight b***h wanna scream at her. When we're waiting for elevator my man was so tired. His head was resting on my shoulder. Carol didn't take eyes from us. I didn't hesitate, didn't push him away. I did something opposite I was stroking his head. We both forget about place we in his hands kept my waist when elevators doors opened my caveman pushed me to the wall. He waited till we disappear behind doors and no one can stop us from kissing. We could do it for few floors down till we stopped and some people joined us. He was playing again with my thongs in his pocket.

"I want them back" murmured into his ear. Way he bent his head with smile I love this view. I was learning him, what means small moves, ways of his behave. Head bent something on his mind , hope it's not about giving my thongs by all this people around. I felt his hand on my ass, it's nice touch his finger climbing thru my spine up to my head it gave me pleasure chills.

"Can we take taxi and go straight to my place?" I like him in such mood. It's sexy, hope shows not very often because on long term can be annoying. I can say yes. I wanna see how he lives, what colors he likes, what is inside his fridge

" I don't have with me tooth brush or nothing"

"Don't worry, say yes please" of course he got it at home for his one night ladies probably.

"I will give you my clothes, tomorrow we will go to you in the morning." but again I will not use after pill. Still got time can do it in the morning probably we will have some s*x tonight

"Fine let's go" I rolled my eyes after one look on his satisfied face.

Jimmy put his hands up and taxi parked immediately. My gentleman opened doors for me and jumped in after me. Gave address and took his phone to order food. I wasn't much hungry so again told him to surprise me. His apartment is much bigger than mine. Loft style. One hudge room with kitchen eating space and living room. By the window small working place. Love it! A lot of black but with red color of bricks with dark green and brown elements. I put my heavy bag on desk and where is bathroom? He took my hand and for tour

"Here we sleep" wow king size bed, now I understand why he preferred to stay in his place.

"Here you can chose something more comfortable than your office outfit" it isn't wardrobe it's another room! I saw t-shirts and took first, he gave me shorts. Again on the move. Another door to open. What a bathroom! Shower, bathtub hudge mirror white and black colors everything in style of beginning of last century.

"I don't have drawer with tooth brushes. But here is spare to my electric it's yours" so his home wasn't prepared for every night new girl. I felt better. When you look at guy as Jimmy you don't see future husband. You see forever bachelor. Guy for one night, fun. And it's what I thought about him 3 years ago and on last Sunday. Forever boy not capable for commitments. And more I'm with him more feel stupid because I judged him like this, made hudge mistake. I know he said that isn't saint. Still now I can't think about him as guy who use women for his satisfaction only. Times changed of course and we women also act like this. It's easier. But I never stop dreaming to have real relation with guy. To have man by who I can wake up everyday. From thoughts brought me back his kiss in my temple. He still wasn't bored of me.

"I ordered Chinese. Will be in less than 40 minutes. Mayby shower together?" it's tempting! 40 minutes it's a lot of time. Without talking I took off my shirt and looked at him doing the same. f**k! He is handsome! Mountain on muscles builds in perfect proportions. And with brain! What I did that universe crossed my path with this perfection?

I don't remember much from time before accident only emotions. Sometimes book I have read. When he touched my body like this it's exact same as I remember I imagined while dreaming about love of my life. It's rough and gentle. It's fill with care and urge. It's touch I need and want. s**t! What's happening to me?

Hot water, hot lover, hot s*x. Wasn't he tired? I look at his monster between legs and bite my lower lip. For him it's like invitation and again I was trapped between wall and him. He was hungry of me, this time we f****d harsh and fast. Only 2 orgasms. Again last c****x together. Every time he is close to finish he is kissing spot on my neck with marks of his teeth and every time it's giving me pleasure and orgasms. I screamed his name.

"So good, f**k!" I murmured while his groaning my name. f**k!

"You so tight princess, so perfect" he looked at me. I was drawing in his eyes.

It wasn't good moment but better sooner than later I had to ask this

"Jimmy? You always don't use condoms?" s**t I felt ashamed. His smile didn't disappear from face.

"With you it's my first time" does he tells it every woman? I looked into his eyes and again I know he wasn't laying to me. It's my brain playing with me, later all lies will hit me with double power?

"I'm not on birth control" I blushed like crazy but he deserved to be aware of the fact that our fun can lead to not very funny pregnancy

"Tomorrow please remind me at my flat about after pill ok?" he smirked

"You don't have to. I had Vasectomy" and he was kissing me like nothing just happened I pushed him away

"So why you used condoms?" his hands on my temple, way when he pet my hair was driving me wild

"Sothie I'm quite a catch even magazine wrote about this some time ago" I hated his sarcastic tone in this moment

"I did procedure after college and even I was in relationship I used for 3 years of it condoms. Later always with protection not to catch diseases." Why I trust you so much? If you will betray me one day it will hurt so much!

"You the first I want feel completely! You the first with who I want have kids. But don't worry we have time and we safe" I attacked his lips I trusted him even after my stupid small experience but my inner voice was saying me to do it to trust in every his word. I should keep my guard up but I don't want to I'm afraid, I'm terrified!

"Come food will be in few minutes" we left shower he dryed me with towel and I did the same to him. He's rolling towel on my hair and kissing me again and again. Thankfully we heard bell! He put fast shorts and t-shirt and run to open. Great he took my clothes! I wrapped with towel and went to his wardrobe again. Can I? I'm not sniffing around just taking t-shirt and where are shorts? I looked around felt his eyes on me and shorts flew under my head when I took arms up to catch them my towel went down he laughed and enjoyed the view. I was groaning at him.

"Food ready!" my gorgeous man left me space. Got few minutes to put his clothes on my back and butt. I could smell him all the time. This scent made me dizzy.

He is great host. Table was ready he waited for me, but before I needed my pills I'm 70 percent sure I packed them.

"Eat I have to check something" f**k I can't find them. I think I forgot about them for few day. Will I die without taking those pills. I was counting it will be more than week without them and still life functions was working, nothing hurt me and to tell the truth I felt better.

"What's happening baby?" I joined table and took food. If we're building relation I can't hide my past forever. Mayby after meal will go for pills and my things?

"You know that I was on plain with my parents?" he only nodded focusing on me and my story I was about to tell.

"I was badly hurt, almost died, lost my memory. When I woke up I was hmm tabula rasa. I remember emotions, situations but that's all. Sometimes I recognize people from past. But because of my condition my brother still bringing me pills from Switzerland where I have been cured. And to tell you the truth I forgot about pills. Now I think I didn't use them for a week. Food reminds me of them. But I left pills at home. I have small panic attack now because I'm not sure I can for so long not taking them." did I sound like an i***t? I have no idea what I have been taking for 10 years and I wasn't sure why I need use them.

" How do you feel without using those pills?" wow I have curious partner, not ignoring my statement.

" Will not lie I feel better, stronger and I think I have more flesh backs than ever" his face changed, he was seriously angry. Stood up from table ordered me to eat and left to bedroom. I ate and was waiting for him longer moment. Why he left in anger. Have I said something wrong? He came back with bag in his hand. In jeans and t-shirt. Ready to leave his face his eyes I was scared

"What's going on?" he barely touched food, and now looked furious

"Sorry baby but we leaving. We going to your place pack yourself for few days and don't use but take those pills with you!" I was terrified. My head was spinning around

"Why, what are you not telling me. Please don't keep me in darkness tell me!" my inner voice shout out to me to listen to Jimmy. It wasn't only voice anymore She had control over my body. We stood up, he noticed my eyes

"Emmanuel give her back control. I will take you to pack house and we will run in woods ok, I promise Sotheana will trust me with your help but please now you need trust me too!" What he just did to me! I was me again

"What the f**k!" I was frighten, shaking I didn't know what's going on with me, with my mind with my body

"Sothie look at me" His harsh tone hurt me but somehow I couldn't disobey

"Your wolf tried take control over you. Your inner voice its Emmanuel. Baby Look at me. I can't lie to you, you are my soul mate you know when I'm telling the truth and when not" how he knew that what f*****g wolf. My inner voice begged me to listen to Jimmy

"Prove it!"

"I don't like your skirt. It's truth or lie?" he was smiling

"Lie"

"Correct. I don't like Nathan. Truth or lie" I looked into his eyes, he was still smiling

"truth" how I knew it

"You see. I can't lie to you it's work both sides. You can't lie to me also. You wanna try?" I nodded , he waits

"I like when you comb your bang to the back" Maybe it's to easy I always try mess with his hair

"Lie. Hmm I thought I look better this way" what if he was playing with me I needed something stronger.

"my wolf is white" how I knew it and why I didn't panick only at thought I'm werewolf.

"Truth" she was taking control over me but didn't expose so how's he know it. I'm confused

"Princess you are mine mate. My one and only. I know it since I met you 3 years ago. When I saw you I thought I'm not ready, but every day since I had regret for letting you go. You didn't felt bond because of your meds. You not taking them and your wolf finally can be one with you. That's why you feel us stronger. That's why we here now, that's why you've marked me yesterday. I'm taking you to place where rule people like us. They will help you remember your life and to help your wolf. Please trust me. Deep inside you remember all, you know what you are" Jimmy has tears in his eyes, he felt my pain like this bond its far beyond s*x and love. Emmanuel, my wolf was speaking louder to me. Begging me to go with him. I wanted do it.

"What if this pills block my wolf for a reason?" I was terrified I just find my love what if I die trying to satisfy him

"Doctor will tell us. But he needs examine you and those meds. I don't wanna sound like crazy but I'm afraid your brother did it on purpose" I hate my brother. It's not something I get after accident. But I woke up with this feeling. Mayby we did something to each other and it's his revenge to take me away my true nature, my true life, my past.

"Let's go! What should I take. We need work" wave of tears just poured from my eyes. I wanted know as much as possible about my former life but I have my today's too. I have been building it for so long. 10 years living in lie, still I like what I achieved. I can't lose it. I want all, is it possible

"It's not far and we will be back for your opening. I will be with you all the time no matter what decisions you will make. You bit me, you took me as yours, sorry baby but you sentences us for life" he didn't sound disappointed but happy. He put his forehead to mine his hand kept strong back of my head. I listened to my wolf when I bit him. And he did the same. He warned me that our s*x will mean relationship, he wanted to wait but it was me who rushed everything. I don't regret. But now I know that all he said was truth. It wasn't just talk to get me.

"Take your heavy bag we will take all you want just please let's go"

"I can't go in your shorts. It's 4 blocks walk" he cleaned my face with care from tears. Kisses on my nose of course!

"We will drive so don't worry. You can take my other pants wardrobe is yours just let's go you need help. And you have to be in safe environment I don't know what will happen if your brother hear about your mate" so it's not only for my health but also for my safety. It' was strange I hate my brother but why he would hurt me, we shity family still family. I got up and went to his wardrobe even only short distance to car I can't look like this! I found some sweatpants. Much too long and too big. I rolled them up and used his tie as belt. Hip hop star Sov Laidies and gentleman the view made me smile but it's better than shorts looking as pj. When I got out he was finally eating. But with free hair. His bang loose covers a little his eyes. I had to kiss at least his temple.

"Ready Sov Z?" we can laugh why not. Probably for some stupid reason my brother drug me for 10 years to cover my true nature and hide past but why not laughing at my look.

I sat opposite to my mate he needed to eat

"When you will finish" I used boss voice. I noticed fortune cookie break it and read

"Trust your heart it's mith you can't broke it" I was giggling Jimmy took his. Read and looked at me. Without revealing his fortune. I made sad face and puppy eyes.

"Happiness only helps those who help themselves" so was he helping me now? Or my brother did all this years? No I trust more this almost stranger than my brother. Jimmy finished I helped him to clean. We did it natural. We worked as team. Jimmy took my bag on his shoulder

"f**k do you have inside corps?" yeah it's heavy I like be prepared

Before we walked out Jimmy put sweater on his back with sleeves tied in front to hid my bite mark. Hid it also on my neck

"In case we meet your brother, he can't see it. Baby I know his your family but I'm afraid he has been hurting you for this years. We have to be sure first ok?" I thought the same.

"When I woke up in hospital only he was by my bed. I hated him, not love, like, I didn't remember his name just this feeling of hate. He said that's its only us from now. I left as fast as possible to Princeton after came back we see each only once a month when he brings me meds" if he can heal me I must tell everything. When we were at my apartment I tried pack my things as fast as possible. I wanted be on place. My wolf must run. I was ready got many things I will probably not use but I like have more than less. When we were on our way back someone was on the other side of doors. Jimmy stood up and hide my bag behind one with my cameras. It was of course my brother

"hey sis. I'm bring meds" I let him in. He freezed when saw Jimmy

"George - Jimmy, Jimmy - George" they shaked hands and looked like worst enemies on each

"we already met, what are you doing here Richardson?" my brother - social animal this thought made me laugh

"We're working together Thompson. It's something about you have no idea of" I love this guy. I really am. I took pills

"You may go George"

"containers first" of course control if I was taking pills. I had it all in bathroom drawer. Needed first empty them. This prick was behind me

"I need take also after pill, you sure you wanna watch?" he may be cruel for me but he is like virgin in nowdays s*x life and run from me I closed doors, threw away pills to toilet left only 1 in both containers. Without meds my hearing worked better every word was clear

" You know she can't be around old life!" he tried be quiet

"She has no idea who I am, we saw each 14 or 15 years ago. We work we f**k after this project will go back to our lifes" Jimmy really tried be calm but I felt it was hard for him he wanted kill my bro. I must interfere.

"You may finally leave!" I gave him containers

"What you're wearing? You totally crazy!" I laughed tried rap he looked like i***t. Jimmy was shaking from laughing hid his eyes with hand

"I had accident with paint had luck that Jimmy got gim sweatpants in car I'm here to take batteries and change so f**k off here" I was more irritated than Jimmy

"I can keep company to Jimmy while u will changing" I rolled my eyes

"I will f**k him before change. So if you wanna see how grown up do it I don't mind" and he run out of my place. But stopped by the door and turn to me

"u just used after pill! Will take another after him?" he really wanted this conversation?

"We're f*****g since Sunday so I need one every 3 days. Our together work ends next week so I will use 3 more such medicine mericles if you have to know. Jimmy use condoms but I prefer double protection. I don't wanna end up like you in dead relationship" I hate this man, I never liked him I looked at his grey eyes they disgust of my words.

"See you next month!" I didn't answer. I know that it won't be next month, not ever again.

Why I trusted him all this years with pills. Why I was so stupid? He is dumb, ruined our family business and was close to ruin my life.

We were alone I jumped on Jimmy he catched me and we're kissing like animals. We both knew my brother was still by the doors.

"I want you" I mumbled when he gave me space to catch breath.

"This time couch?" he asked louder for my brother for stupid George. If he was poisoning me I must be person who will kill him

"This table be harsh" we heard steps down. We could end the show but we kinda got into action again.

"Give me back my t-shirt and pants" he groaned and I was nude my hands on table he was behind me, making place between my legs, I on my elbows waiting for his harsh entering but he was gentle. Played with head of his d**k with my opening, kissing my back, squeezed my ass, having fun with my body and when I got nervous he got into me with full length I can only moaned from pleasure. Hi fulfill my wish and took me harsh, possessive. His hips were fast and move back and forth with power his d**k every time hit my inner g spot giving me pleasure, my liquids were like river my inner walls bouncing on his d**k tighten around his length.

"Come for me baby, oh yes come for me" I was close so close

"Oh Jimmy so good, harder" and again he's on my command I drawn in pleasure

"Yes baby that's it, you so tight so tasty" he must bite me again and we can come together I was ready for next wave of heat another wave of Himalayas of pleasure. I felt his hands on my shoulders he leaned on me I like warmth of his body, his lips on my neck looking for his mark playing with us because want give me time to catch air before another climax

"Come baby" I Murmured , I was ready for our together c*m. I adored this finishing at same time we totally one at this c****x. But he slowed down took out his d**k and turned me I was in his arms my butt on a table legs spread wide and he's back inside me. Same harsh, same possessive I could put my hands around his neck could look into his emerald eyes. He put his head up gave me access to his mark. It's giving Jimmy also bigger climaxes. If he executes my orders and wishes I'm for him too. I bit him and his c****x hit him like thunder and at the same time when my nails pounded into his back his teeth in my neck and we felt the same

"So good"

"f**k Sov!" we tried get balance and breathe. I cuddled to him as strong as I could . He comfort me with his gentle touch and kisses in my hair and temple

"We need to go" I know that, in this moment he was only one I desire. I took his hand and we went together under shower this time without s*x, fast washing out lust and passion. It's getting late.

We had a lot of time, it wasn't short. My head was full of thoughts, what ifs and love. I got a lot information to process, but I was kinda calm when I was looking at driving Jimmy. His hands on steering wheel so sexy, my fetish. And when he squeezed leather material I imagine it's my ass.

"Jimmy because of bond although so many happened I feel safe after only one glance at you?" I felt a little ashamed

"I think it's love and trust more princess" And I was red. His sweet smirking only made my blush growing. He took my hand and kissed

"Bond helps us find each. Pointing that you and me are chosen. We feel desire, urge to be together. Pain is smaller if mate touching you. We can't lie each, s*x it's magic but how's bond unite depends from us" as wolf I should know this things! Be aware of my capabilities!

"it's possible to be mates and don't love each?" I'm like puppy blind

"Yes, it's possible"

"f**k it sounds complicated" I crossed my hands on my chest again my attitude made him laugh. But it didn't sound as laugh at me more to me

"Don't worry you got it in your system baby, soon it will be obvious like breathing" his hand on my inner thigh helped a little.

We're entertaining to National Park

"Jimmy we can't come in here, it's forbidden! Why are you laughing" I can only slapped him in the shoulder

"Ordinary men can't we can. It's our home. My future Luna" what! How! Why!

"Am I think I'm confuse right now"

"Don't worry baby we got time" and we got to place like the town in the middle of f*****g super secured national park. In the middle is stunning building higher than rest and of course we parked in front of it. I was astonished by view. Jimmy came to me and closed my mouth with his finger under my chin. Our things were still in car and it drove away I wanted call after this person but Jimmy took my hand and led us to stairs. We enter to the hudge hall leading to common room. Inside few people looked like we're waiting for us.

I knew one of them. It was in my head I know him I remembered being on his laps and laugh. I was crying like crazy it's coming back to me. I was in this room many times. Emmanuel order me to show respect to him. But I'm just crying and whisper

"Unckle Jerry" I felt warm hand of Jimmy on my back and Uncle heard what I'm saying and hugged me strong

"Yes Sotheana I'm uncle Jerry don't cry please. We here to be happy not sad. We got you back!" why my brother took me away my family, my support. I was broken, sad and my hate to my own brother was growing. Now I remember he and his mate were my parents best friends and Jimmy, oh Goddess Jimmy was my first crush. I was 10 he 13 or 14.me on tree he with friends running. Now I remember it. From tears to sick, panicking laugh.

"Baby what's going on?" all were confused but left me space. I needed distraction

"Do you remember when I said that from teen I'm faithful to one picture?" I was waiting for his reaction he nodded

"It's yours" now we're both laughing like crazy and we're cleaning our faces from tears. I got kiss in nose and we back to normal. I cleared my throat hope no one will ask about details

"I'm sorry for my behavior. I can't cope with what happening in propriet way." I tried show respect and bent my head. Now I felt I need obey this older man, uncle Jerry. I felt connection with all in this room. My head was spinning. I couldn't breathe. And I land in warm arms. World was black. Please don't let me die. Was my brother protecting me all this time? It's impossible. Jimmy, Jimmy I need you, where am I?