Chapter One
"I love you."
I managed to push down the ball that formed in my throat. My heart had skipped a beat; I batted my long eyelashes. My ears had waited to hear those words from him but I never thought my heart's response would be to stop working for a few minutes. I had imagined flashing my pearly whites with my heart leaping for joy and sealing his sacred words with a passionate kiss on the lips.
My heart had started to bang against my chest like a captive that wanted to be let loose. Callum could most likely feel bang after bang since he was pressed against my chest and my back was firm against is soft bed. Our eyes refused to travel anywhere else but our faces. It was like we were in a trance but a good one because I loved to gaze at his deep blue orbs. My hand which were round his neck found it's way into his bushy mane of a hair. It was disheveled from my manicured fingers running into them as we made out in his living room. My fingers massaged his scalp; he let out a soft growl. A growl that made goosebumps appear on my hands.
"You don't feel the same way?" His voice was law and soft like he was expecting a heart wrenching news. By now my heart had resumed working as it should.
If I didn't feel the same way I wouldn't be half naked on your bed. I didn't say this out loud it instead I gently pushed him off such that he was now sitting on the bed, his back against he wooden headboard of his bed. I sat on his laps, my eyes glancing at the obvious bulge in his grey joggers. My legs were parted open as his body was between my legs. I noticed he looked down and ran his tongue over his lower lips at the sight of my soacked yellow panties.
I ran my fingers over his hard tone chest. My index fingers went to his n****e and I sucked in my lower lip. I stretched my head up and ran my tongue over on a side of face then my mouth went to his n****e, latching on it like a newborn dependent on it's mother. When I got his n****e between my teeth, gently gnawing, my ears picked on his satisfied growl. A smirk found it's way to my lips as they departed from his n*****s.
"I've loved you even before you loved me." I gave a reassuring smile.
The corner of his pink lips curved up. His hand went to neck like he wanted to choke me and soon I found myself underneath him. His lipss were pressed against my lips, still warm and soft. They parted slightly allowing my tongue to slip inside.
Warmth blossomed in my chest, sparks igniting as our lips moved in synchrony. He still tasted of beer. I hated beer but I found my lips still tied to his. Soon his hand was moving up and down my thighs. I felt a tingling sensation like a surge of electricity moving up my thighs. I enjoyed it and protested against is lips when his hand halted when they got to my waist. His lips captured mine swallowing the protests.
My eyes widened when he yanked my panties down. I widened my eyes and stilled my lips it kissing back anymore.
"Trust me." He whispered against my lips. I clasped my eyes shut; my heart had resumed it's banging. "Trust me, Leila." His voice was soft, reassuring as he stroked my cheek with his palm.
Sighing, I took the bold step of laying his mouth on my mouth, kissing him again. "I trust you, Callum." With a smile etched on his lips, he nodded and captured my lips. His hand went under my marron blouse, his contact against my skin erupted butterflies in my belly.
It didn't take long for us to be stark naked in his bed. He parted open my legs, his hand on each side as support so all his body weight wasn't on me. At his first thrust, a frown crawled it's way to my features and my lips parted open to let out a groan. He kissed me, taking my fingers and spreading it out on the bed.
Each thrust birthed moans which I got out in ecstasy. I had never felt this way and until I felt him inside me I never knew my body desired him. My insides desired him. Our sweaty bodies were still grinding against one another when his thrusts became rapid.
I noticed is eyes turn into a strange colour. I frowned. His dreamy deep blue eyes had turned into a glowing red color. "Callum."
His ears disappeared and I screamed at the top of my voice trying to push him off but he he did budge. A large horn grew from his forehead then his body was covered in black fur. Tears has started to trickle down my cheeks as I screamed for the monster which her mate has transformed into to let go of her. Just as he grabbed her arms, his claws digging into her skin, she yelled at the top of her voice, writhing in pain, "Callum!"
Leila shot up from the bed. Beads of sweat arrayed her forehead and her pajamas was drenched in sweat. She heaved a sigh, shaking her head slightly. Her voice was sore from yelling in her sleep and her head had started to hurt. She ran a hand in her curly brunette hair and ran a hand on her face. She was tired of the nightmares. The same nightmares each night.
Huffing, she reached for the lamp and turned it on then rested her back on the headboard of her bed. Was this a way of the universe punishing her from running and never looking back? Leaving her abode and coming to hide away with the human with her children was starting to seem like a horrible idea since she barely had peace of mind because of the constant nightmares.
Leila knew very well what she had to do for the dreams to stop but was she ready to face a part of her life she had long shut the doors of and buried deep down in her heart?