Do You Love Me Or Hate Me?

[Lucy's POV] It's friday 5:30am and believe you me I don't feel like getting out of bed.Imagine your life without your parents who meant the world to you.Its been really hard for me but am glad my Grandma is trying her best to make me feel better.I moved in with her after my parents died I haven't been so good to her and somehow I feel horrible about it. I got transferred to this private school last week and it's been ok I guess I haven't made alot of friends since am not that talkative atleast not now.But on the first day I met Nick, Jane and Mikey they are cute but very annoying to be around.Today they'll be picking me up so we can go to school together I don't like the idea but since the accident I don't really feel safe driving. Oh I forgot to introduce myself,huh? I'm lucy,1 7years old and a high-school senior. I drag myself to the bathroom and take a quick shower and start dressing I love jeans and big t-shirts which if they are not black in colour I go with blue.M y grandma thinks am odd she keeps telling me to try bright colours but that's not me. " Did you hear what happened?" Jezz guys don't you know how to knock? Anyway what happened?,Nick and Mikey are now dating!!! Jane says.What? I knew Nick was openly gay but I knew nothing about mike from what I had learnt he is the quiet among them and I kinda thought he was straight.Well I was wrong Am really happy for you guys cmere I hugged them and I could notice for the first time they weren't being annoying and also Mikey had this spark in his eyes and the brightest smile I ever saw they must be so in love. I wish I had a boyfriend he had to be handsome,tall,funny,he had to treat me right and he had to tell me am beautiful everyday.Oh Well that will come someday I have had my heart broken a couple of times and I didn't want to go through it again We got to school just before the bell rang.Am good in Maths and this is definitely my best class,I got in but I noticed this weird looking guy in a corner with some guys I guess his friends I have seen him once or twice from what I have heard people say it's safe to avoid him because if you become his target then you might as well be dead. DEAD THEY SAY. His eyes met mine and goose bumps began to rise along my arms.I quickly looked away shivering and sat down.But I couldn't take him off my mind and my heart kept beating furiously.Thankfully the teacher came in Mr.joseph our maths teacher and also the school coach he is very handsome and you can see girls drooling everytime he got in class. The lesson went by so fast and after the teacher was done and gave us the homework he was gone,I couldn't wait to meet up with my friends remember me saying they were annoying yeah that's what makes them perfect,But before I stood up I heard footsteps coming my way I knew who they were so I put my head down to avoid looking at them But the footsteps stopped and a shadow loomed across me and started to come my way but then stopped by now my whole body was shivering. " FAT ASS OR SHOULD I SAY UGLY NERD" "Look at me when am talking to you"he growled and I lifted my gaze at him wishing that the ground should burst and swallow me whole but since it didn't happen I thought of running but my feet couldn't."Don't even think about it"he pushed my books on the floor and sat down on the table his friends laughing at me.He curled a lock of my hair around his finger ."I hate everything about you and I bet everyone in your life thinks of you as a disappointment ugly nerd"He held my arm and pulled me up and then stopped and looked at me with a disgusted face.By now everyone a crowd was gathering in class and it was so embarrassing.He pushed me back to my chair and leaned his face inches from mine and smirked devilishly."when you get home tell your mommy and daddy to buy you new clothes of which I doubt if you can ever look good " I couldn't bear the insults so I stood up and left crying,I hate that guy and I hope to never see him again that obviously won't happen Am new in this hope you enjoy the story new chapters coming up