The forbidden Love

My name is Jenny and I am 16 years old. I am about five foot four inches tall, i have long blonde hair, blueish green eyes, white skin tone. I go to Summerset High School I am a sophmore or in laymens terms I am in eleventh grade. I have had many boyfriends throughout my high school time but none of them really ever worked out. I deep down am attracted to girls and my family is dead against that they are religious and believe that I should be married to a man and have kids and become a housewife as well as Luna of a pack. I know that I will never be married to an alpha because am a lesbian and I am attracted to girls but they do not know that, I am to scared to tell them. I do not know if I can tell them or if I could ever be who I really am with my family. My Mom's name is Brenda she is 36 years old she had me when she was really young. My father's name is Mike and he is 38 years old and soon as he found out my mom was pregnant he proposed to her and they have been together ever since. We are werewolves they have been together ever since their 18th birthday when they discovered they were mates. My dad was one of those guys that he thought he was one of they cool guys a real smooth talker. She did not listen to her parents and they tried to stop her from dating him but ended up dating my dad he convinced her to give her virginity up. Even though she had me young, after she had me she started going to church more often and she read me bits and pieces from the bible. She became really religious after she gave birth to me, I guess to prevent me from doing the same mistakes. I have not given up my virginity I am barely able to go to my one friends house. I only see my friend at school, then I go home and stay in my room most of the night, I only come out to eat dinner or use the bathroom. Every time I would talk to my family the only thing that they would remind me of is that I would be Luna of a pack and stand next to my Alpha of a pack when I turn 18 years old. I Have two years before my birthday and then everyone will know the truth about it. The question is will they except me or will they reject me for being myself. *Alarm goes off* "Jenny time to get up for school!" My mom calls out. "I am up!" I holler back. I got up and took a shower got after I wash up and get dressed I make my way downstairs for breakfast. When I enter the kitchen I see my father already up eating at the table and my mother washing the dishes that were used to make breakfast. I sit down and my mom turns off the water and places a plate of pancakes, eggs, and bacon in front of me. It smelt so good I immediately dug into it, I took a bite of the pancakes and they were so buttery and soft it just melted in my mouth. I was eating when my dad spoke up to me in between bites of his breakfast. "How are things between you and Jake going?" He asks me. I thought about it for a moment not sure how to answer him. "Fine I guess, I do not like Jake like that." I say with caution. "Why? He seems like he would be a good Alpha and he seems to like you a lot." He says to me. "I am just not attracted to him dad." I said getting a little annoyed. "Well that is okay there are plenty of other boys around here." He said not giving what I said to him another thought. "It is time to head out for school Jenny. Go ahead or you will be late." My mom says breaking the silence between my dad and I. "Right." I said standing up from my seat grabbing my phone and book bag before heading out the door. I was walking down my driveway heading towards the school looking through my phone when a text popped up. *From Jake* "Good morning beautiful."  I sighed in frustration and ignored the text. I connected my blue-tooth headphones and started listening to music. After about ten minutes of walking I felt someone come up behind me and place there arms around my shoulder. I looked and saw it was Jake and I pulled away from him, I was not attracted to him and I was not going to pretend I was. I put my headphones in my backpack and continued to walk to stay out of arms reach of him. "Why are you acting like this?" Jake asked me irritated. "Because I am not attracted to you, and I am not going to pretend I am. I have told you this and you just do not get it." I say to him. "You continued to tell people that we are dating when I have told you I am not attracted to you and I am not dating you either." I continued saying to him. I could tell he was angry with me but I could care less this was how I felt. I turned and walked away passed other students who happened to be watching us at the time. I entered the school and made my way down the hall to my locker to get the books out that I needed for the first few classes. When I turned around I saw everyone looking at me whispering back and forth to each other. I walked in to class and sat down after getting what I needed out for the class I looked up and saw that majority of the class was looking in my direction and that is when I finally snapped. "What are you staring at?! Take a Picture it will last longer!" I screamed out at them. Everyone faced the front and the teacher came walking in and I laid my head down and thought to myself. It is going to be a long day.