One Shot Wonders

Best Friends

Jasey Rae and Andy Biersack

Jasey's P.O.V-

"Please... Ppplllleeeaaasssseeee Jasey. Come with me, I need you there. It's not going to feel right without you.... You make me feel stronger." Andy pleaded with me. My best friend Andy Biersack, since we were both 14. We've been through every awkward stage together. We've seen each other through the hardest and darkest of times.

He was also very protective of me. He scared away every guy I ever liked. It irritated the s*hit out of me but I did have a thing for douche bags...I even moved from Cincinnati with him to LA when he left. I was lucky that my grandma lived out there or I wouldn't have gone and I would have been devastated...

Now he was in a legit band. He was fulfilling his dream and had made it big. Black Veil Brides, Andy's dream, his baby. It was becoming more and more popular and now they were playing warped tour. He wanted me to come with him and the guys. It made me nervous thinking about being in a cramped space with four other guys that I didn't know very well yet, for long periods of time. It even made me nervous thinking about being in a cramped space with Andy for a long period of time....

Not that we didn't have a billion sleepovers over our lengthy friendship... But... Now that we were grown up, well older, things were a bit different for me. Andy was no longer some little boy. Even though he still had his immature boyish habits he was different. He was, 'a ladies man' I guess you could call it. He was still the Andy that I had always known but, girls flocked to him now.

With his long hair, and make-up painted face. Hahaha... His lipstick. I laughed at the thought. My lipstick... Girls swooned over him. I went to every single Black Veil Brides show, when I wasn't working my little convenience store job and it never ceased to amaze me how the females would act around them. I had even witnesses a few of them fainting. I got a kick out of it.

There was another thing though. That confused me. That I didn't get a kick out of. For some reason... I would feel, jealous of the attention that Andy would give the girls. Especially the really pretty ones. The blonde ones... The ones he smiled ever so sweetly at. I knew when he was nervous. He had this little awkward chuckle that he would do. And he did it all the time around all those pretty girls, that obviously made him nervous.

I HATED IT. I didn't want anything to do with it. Usually when he would chat with the fans, I'd make my way out to my car and smoke a few cig's. Or tell Andy that I was tired and needed to go home. I'd always find some excuse. I didn't like myself for doing that to him. I was his best friend and I felt like I was ditching him when I would leave before he could hang out with me after it was all over. He loved to gush to me about how good being up on stage felt to him. Seeing the fans react the way they did to them.

They were amazing.

Something in the pit of my stomach told me, things were drastically going to change. I was terrified of losing Andy. He was my best friend. He was the only one I turned to when I felt like my world was falling apart.

And now it felt like it was falling apart again and I couldn't turn to him this time. This time it was different. This time I couldn't find the words to tell him what was going on inside of my head... Even if I could, I would never. He was already becoming so hard for me to reach. I didn't want to lose him forever.

"Andy. You know how much I would love to come. And I support you no matter where I am. I will always support you. You are my best friend. You are so strong Andrew Biersack. You don't need me to go on tour with you. You can do this without me. And you have the guys. They are amazing. Can you believe it? You are so lucky to have such amazing guys there to do this with you and support you as they are lucky to have you. It's not just you and me anymore Andy... You have this band. And your fans.... They have you guys and you guys have them and they need you now. Please don't be mad at me. Please... And I have to work... I can't lose my job. Not now, you know I'm starting college in the fall." Excuses... Excuses. Rambling. Even though it was all true I rambled when I was nervous. Unfortunately he knew that...

We were sitting inside my living room, on chairs opposite each other. He had his chin propped up against the back of his hand as he intently stared at my face. For a moment I thought he might beg me to reconsider. I couldn't read the look in his eyes. I had no idea what he was thinking. I knew him so well and now, I had no idea what was going through his head. It wasn't normal and it bothered me more than I liked, really.

"Ok." He said, cooly. "I understand. You have your life and I have mine. This isn't all about me. I'm being greedy asking you to come with me..." His voice was still even and collected. It bothered me that he agreed with me and let it go. Again, this wasn't like Andy. He would usually whine and beg when I said no to something. Like a little boy and Id always give in. There was a part of me that wanted him to beg... There was a part of me that didn't want him to take no for an answer.

"No you're not being greedy... I get why you want me to come and Id love to but I-"

"Jasey. It's ok really. You don't have to explain. Just promise me something ok?"

He pushed his hair completely out of his eyes. I could now see some kind of emotion there. An emotion I couldn't name. I didn't understand. I had no idea what he was feeling. I was so thoroughly and utterly confused not being able to read him.

"O-ok... Anything..." I whispered.

He smiled gently at me.

"You'll text me everyday."

Oh... That's all. Well, I guess what was I expecting, right? "Of course Andy...." My voice was so quiet. The sadness I felt was a bit overwhelming. I didn't want him to go away. I didn't want him to leave me...

"And don't let any stupid f*uckers take advantage of you ok? You deserve a good guy. I won't be around to scare them away." I swallowed hard. I couldn't believe he had said that. He came out and admitted that he scared guys away from me. After all the times he tried to deny it.

"Are you admi-"

"I have to go now. I gotta pack. I don't have anything ready. I know... Normal me. But I'll talk to you tomorrow ok?"

I watched him stand and I stood at the same time, panicking all of a sudden as I watched him walk towards the front door.

SAY SOMETHING JASEY! My brain screamed at me. But say what!? What was I going to say? He wasn't going to admit it again. He brushed it off like it was nothing. Obviously he wasn't making a big deal out of it because it wasn't a big deal to him. It was just a casual comment. Because he cared about me. Because we were best friends... Just friends.

UGH. What was I thinking.

He turned as soon as he reached the door and held out his arms. "Give me a hug you butthead." He grinned at me and my heart fluttered. What was happening to me?

He was just Andy. Just my dorky, quirky, weird best friend... That's all.

I slowly walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him as his arms squeezed me tightly. I felt his mouth at my ear and I shuddered. "I love you Jace. Please stay safe while I'm gone." He kissed me on the cheek before letting go and he put his hand on the doorknob, opening the door.

"I love you too. I'll be fine." Again he smiled at me gently before he walked outside and began to head down the front pathway towards the street. Was that it?.....

I quickly shut the door and locked it, hiding the tears that started to fall. I was... Crying. I couldn't watch him get into his car and drive away. I stood against the door for quite sometime before I made my way up to my room and shut the door.

I awkwardly sat on my floor, running my fingers through the carpet. I didn't know what to do with myself. And a long time passed, I'm sure and I didn't move whatsoever. I simply stared at the floor, replaying the conversation I had with Andy over and over in my head. Andy Biersack. The big rock star. Not just my best friend anymore. He had so many people that adored him. I could only imagine how many more would as time went on. Black Veil Brides was going to be so successful. I didn't have a single doubt.

When I finally decided to move I only moved to my bed, staring out of my window this time, at the night sky. In that moment I knew. I could admit it to myself. It all made sense.

I didn't just love Andy. I was in love with him. I was such an i***t. I had fought it for years. Telling myself I just found him attractive because he was growing up and becoming a man, therefore he was becoming even more good looking, because I mean psh, he was always a good looking kid. So it was normal and it would pass, meaning I would adjust and things would still be as they always were between the two of us. And even if he didn't act like a man when we were together. He acted liked the same dorky 14 year old that was always by my side since the first day I met him. We were both outcasts and accepted each other.

I began to cry again, feeling utterly irritated. Why did I have to be in love with him!? I was going to ruin everything. Even if I didn't tell him. It was going to be extremely difficult not to act weird around him now. He knew me to well. He would know something was wrong and he wouldn't give up until he knew the truth. Which he really couldn't know. Especially not now. I was already going to be losing touch with him. He was already falling so far out of my reach!!!

Why did I have to realize that I was in love with him now!? When he could have pretty much anyone!? Not that he would ever want me.... But... Still. I'm sure he'd end up in a relationship sooner or later... We never talked about how he felt about relationships really. He wasn't ever in any... I was the one chasing down boys and he was too busy chasing away the boys I was chasing.

He even scared away the guy who almost took my virginity. At some random house party where we really didn't know any of the people. He had barged into the room the guy took me into and pushed him off of me and onto the floor. I was so furious... I was also very drunk.

I ended up thanking him later. I was glad my first time wasn't with some random drunk dude I didn't even know.

He was always there for me and now I was losing him. I would barely see him anymore. I felt nauseous trying to stomach the thought and began to cry harder. At that very moment it started to rain and it was coming down hard, pounding on the roof.

I sighed and then took in a shaky breath.

I need a cigarette. Lucky for me our back porch had a canopy. And I loved the sound of rain. Maybe it would help to better calm me.

I grabbed my pack and threw my jacket on as I hopped off my bed and made my way out of my room.

Just as Andy's life was finally coming together, mine was falling apart. So suddenly too. Who was I kidding though. I had been harboring feelings for him for so long now...

Ok. I had been harboring feelings for him since I first met him. But we clicked so well I never wanted to ruin our friendship with an immature relationship. I didn't know how to be in a relationship.

I could hear my grandma snoring lightly and I smiled as I began to make my way down the stairs. At least I had her. At least I still had her...

Maybe Andy being away was a good thing. Maybe my feelings for him would dissipate. After constantly being together for almost 6 years it was going to be hard but there were so many time where Andy..... Where Andy had reminded me that I was stronger than I thought.

God....

My whole world revolved around him.

I quickly made my way to the back door and unlocked it sliding it open quietly, stepping outside. I shut it again and leaned my back up against it and I took a cig from my pack and placed it between my lips, lighting it.

My eyes wandered to the sky again and I watched the ran. Andy and I had danced in the rain before. We were drunk and on our way back to my house. It was before I started driving and his car broke down. The rain reminded me of Andy. That's why it usually calmed me.

But right now it wasn't working as well as I had hoped and as I puffed away on my cig I started to cry again.

Was this how it was going to be now? Andy always gone, me always crying. Having to hide my feelings and lie to him. To tell him everything was perfectly ok when he would ask.

"But I don't want you to leave me..." I whispered to myself. I didn't want him to go...

I finished my cig rather quickly and put it in the ashtray on the little table we had out here. Without thinking I walked out from under the canopy, feeling the surprisingly warm rain begin to hit my face and body. It felt so good and I put my arms out, closing my eyes.

My mind was racing and I couldn't stop it. I needed some sort of comfort. Rain, rain, please wash it all away...

"Who?" My eyes flew open as my body jerked around to face the door in our backyard gate. The only person other than my grandmother and I who had the code was...Andrew Biersack of course.

Who else would show up in the pouring rain, while I was having a mental breakdown because I realized I was in love with them.

He was drenched.

"How long have you been out here?" I asked, thoroughly surprised.

I watched him shut the gate and then head over to the porch.

"Awhile. Your turn." He was now standing in front of me, studying me.

"My turn, what?" This was all so weird. Horrible timing. I thought he had left... Maybe he never had. But why?

"Who don't you want to leave you?" I watched him push his sopping wet hair off his forehead and take a step closer to me. I refused to move. I refused to look like an i***t when I already felt as horrible as I did.

"You weirdo. Why the hell didn't you go home. You should be sleeping in your dry warm bed, did you even pack?" I changed the subject, hoping he'd let it go. Was he watching me? How else would he have heard what I said.

"Jasey, answer the question." He took another step forward and it took everything I had in me not to step backwards. He was inches away from me and I could feel the heat he was radiating. Even though he was soaking wet...

"Andy, I was just muttering to myself. It didn't mean anything. Can you just let it go, please."

He put his hands on my shoulders, squeezing down a bit roughly. "Can you stop playing games with me? Can you stop all of this. Stop lying. Stop acting like you weren't talking about me!?" He raised his voice and stared down at me.

"I-I don't know what you're talking about. Andy come on... Why would I be talking about you?" I asked desperately wanting this to stop. I was going to end up letting how I really felt slip.

"Jasey. You drive me nuts!" In that moment he pulled me tightly against him, wrapping his arms around my back. Without thinking about it I wrapped my arms around him too and he leaned his face down to mine, pressing his lips lightly against them. What was he doing!?

I tried to pull my head away and he slid a hand up to cup the back of my neck. He held my head in place, gently pushing his tongue into my mouth. I moaned quietly as he continued to kiss me, the rain still heavily pouring down onto us.

Just then I shivered as a chill ran down my spine.

Andy pulled his lips off of mine and chuckled. "Let's go inside." I didn't say anything as he let go of me and grabbed my hand into his. He led, and opened the door. As we both went inside he shut it behind me and then started to walk again.

We went up the stairs and straight into my room where he shut and locked the door. And then we were sitting on my bed, our bodies facing each other. He kept my hands in his, on his lap. I kept my eyes on our hands. I was trying to calm my breathing. I had no words.

Andy was sitting outside of my house this whole time. And he... Kissed me.... It felt just as good as I thought it would. I didn't understand...

"Look at me." He said softly. And I did. I looked directly into his eyes, my brow furrowing.

"Why did you kiss me?" I asked, softly as well.

"Why do you think I kissed you?" He took a hand from mine and brought it up to my cheek, caressing his thumb back and forth over top of it. The warmth of his palm against my clammy skin made me shiver again.

"Because you.... Because..." I looked down at our hands again. "You feel the same way... As me...."

"What way Jasey. Tell me." He cooed and I felt butterflies begin to swirl around in my belly.

I took in a very deep breath and then looked up at him again, feeling the tears threaten to start back up. "I'm in love with you." I whispered, suddenly feeling terrified. But Andy grinned and slipped his hand from my cheek, slowly down my neck, across my collarbone and then across my shoulder where he pushed my jacket and shirt sleeve down.

"I'm in love with you too Jasey. I can't pretend that I'm not anymore. It's too hard. It's taking everything in me not to say a word. And you're right... I was admitting to scaring guys away from you because... I always wanted you."

He trailed his hand to the other shoulder and I helped him tug off my jacket.

"Look at you, you're soaking. You need to get out of these clothes."

I nervously chuckled at him. "You're just as wet. As me.."

"Probably more so than you think." He chuckled, raising an eyebrow. I couldn't help but punch him in the shoulder as I felt my face grow insanely hot. "Shut up..." I whispered, standing up and walking over to my closet. "I'll give you a shirt and I'm sure you'll fit into my pajama pants."

As I opened my closet door, I felt him come up behind me and put his arms around my waist and place his chin on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry... Was that too much for your virgin ears." He whispered in my ear, making me shiver again. He was teasing me. He always loved to tease me. I was such an idiot... He must have been doing it because of his feelings for me. I just always thought it was in a friend like manner. I mean I teased him too...

"Andy, shut up..." I repeated, feeling my heart begin to race. "Now let me get us some warm, dry clothes..." My voice was quiet and low.

He didn't budge though. He kept his arms around me and his chin on my shoulder.

"What if I don't want to put on different clothes, what if I just want to take the ones I'm wearing off.... And then take off yours?"

My stomach clenched hard and my heart skipped a beat as his lips made their way to my neck and he pressed them softly against it, leaving little kisses up and down.

"I-I... Uhm..." I felt him start to walk us backwards, and he sat on my bed, sitting me on his lap.he continued to kiss my neck. He ran his hands up along my sides, bringing my shirt with them and then finally he pulled it off over my head. I gasped "Andy...."

"It's ok Jace, it's just me baby..." He called me baby. HE. CALLED. ME. BABY. I think I was beginning to hyperventilate. He lifted me gently and sat me on the bed before he stood up. I watched him turn to face me as he gripped the bottom of his shirt and pulled it over his head, throwing it on the floor.

And then he had his hands on his belt, undoing it slowly.

"W-what are you doing?" I stuttered out.

He grinned at me. "Talking my soaking wet clothes off. What else? Take your pants off. It can't be comfortable still sitting in them."

He was making me more nervous than he had ever before in my whole life.

I ignored what he said, watching him slide his pants down his legs and then kick them off. I've seen him just in boxers a million times but I couldn't help but notice the outline of his..... Yeah.... In his boxers. He must have been cold. Gahhh! What was I thinking.

"Why were you sitting outside of my house in the rain?" I asked out of the blue. Changing the 'taking off my pants' subject.

"I was contemplating coming back and begging you to come on tour with me... " He said, sitting on the bed next to me.

"You have a car..." I stated.

"I got lost up in my thoughts. I was sitting on your porch when it started raining. I was thinking about... Telling you the truth. I was terrified even thinking about it and I just forgot that it was raining. As crazy as that sounds...." He mumbled.

"Andy Biersack... Terrified?" I teased, trying to make light of the situation. His almost complete nakedness was making me so nervous right now and I was sitting there in my bra and I knew he was gonna suggest I take off my wet pants again...

They were starting to get really uncomfortable. Before he decided to again, I quickly undid my belt, button and zipper before pulling them down and throwing them across the room. Of course he looked right over at me but I kept my eyes straight.

"Does that surprise you?" He asked, his voice serious.

"How can you ask me that Mr. Tough guy...." Again I chucked nervously. But then he put his hand on my knee and my body jerked against him.

"It's ok Jacey, it's just me remember..." He brought his mouth to my ear to whisper into it, squeezing my knee a tad bit tighter.

"B-but no it's not.... Things are different now. They'll never be the same...." I sighed.

"I don't want them to ever be the same." I turned to look at him wide eyed, a shocked expression plastered on my face. In that split second, he pushed his lips onto mine, leaning me back until my back hit the bed.

And then he lifted his other leg up to straddle my waist as he continued to kiss me. I gasped into his mouth as I felt his hardness pressing against my leg.

Yes I was a virgin but I knew enough about s*x and human anatomy to know that, that was his d*ick and he was super turned on hahaha.

Also I don't think I ever mentioned how Andy had walked in on me giving a guy a blow job too... And he stopped it. I felt so embarrassed, I didn't talk to him for a whole week. It all made sense now. Andy's amazingly horribly, inconvenient timing.

There were so many times where I might have lost my virginity but it didn't happen.

After kissing me for quite sometime he let his lips travel down my neck and down across my collar bones, his fingers traced up and down each one of my breasts and in between my cleavage. I was terrified that he was going to take off my bra. I had never been fully naked in front of Andy let alone any guy.

"I-I can't believe you got in the way every time.... Every single time I...." I trailed off as his lips made their way across the tops of my breasts too and I inhaled deeply. His tongue made its way in between them, trailing a path up and down, repeating the motions a few times.

And then he lifted his head to look at me.

"It was because I wanted it." He said with a serious expression on his face. He reached down between us to gently rub his hand along my belly. Again in clenched and began to shake.

"W-what did you want?" I was suddenly confused. But then his hand slithered down in between my legs and he gently pushed one to the side, giving him better access. He began to rub his hand up and down over the from of my underwear, causing me to half whimper half moan. I couldn't help but shut my eyes. It felt so good. That's the one thing I never, ever, did. Let a guy touch me here...

Of course I had touched myself dozens of times but it never felt this good. And it wasn't just some random guy touching me... It was Andy.

I felt him move his fingers to the side as he snuggled himself between my legs, his knees nudging apart both of my thighs.

"Your first time Jasey. Your virginity, silly." He ran a single finger up and down along the space where my underwear met my skin. With every stroke, the fabric inched closer and closer away from my center. He was pushing it to the side.

My heart was racing at about a million miles a minute. I was so excited and scared at the same time. I suddenly felt embarrassed. Extremely self conscious. I immediately began to wonder and think about how many times he had done this before.

I stopped right away when he slipped a single finger underneath, finding my c*lit, which he immediately began to stroke gently. My body bucked into his and again I moaned. Without thinking, I mumbled out "I'm scared." And he stopped right away. He brought both hands up to my face again, holding my cheeks.

"Look at me sweetheart." He instructed softly. Now he called me sweetheart. I swear my heart was going to escape out of my chest. He had never talked to me like this before and now that my feelings were out in the open and accepted, it was overwhelming.

I let me eyes open again to find him staring intently at my face. Those beautiful blue eyes... I had always loved them so much. They knew so much about me. They could always read me so well.

"We don't have to do this right now if you don't want too. This isn't the only thing I want from you Jasey. I want all of you, I promise. I love you so much..."

He kissed the tip of my nose gently, continuing to keep eye contact. He was waiting for a response.

"I w-want to.... I want you. I want you so bad...." I whispered. I made him smile and I couldn't help but smile back, as nervous as I was. He had a contagious smile. "I love you so much..." I whispered again.

He began to kiss me once again. Very gently, taking his hands off of my face and trailing them gently up and down my sides. His fingers played at the rim of my panties again and then he hooked the sides and slowly began to slide them down my hips.

As soon as they passed my knees he pulled his mouth off of mine, bending down a little to get them past my feet.

And then he was on to my bra, his hands reaching around my back, unclasping it quickly. I helped slide my arms out and he threw it onto the floor.

He surprised me, by standing up, staring intently at my bare body. I watched him grab hold of his boxers and swiftly pull them down and off. I could see him watching my eyes fall in between his legs. I made an awkward, noise in my throat at the site of him... Naked. He was incredibly hard. And incredibly... It was hard for me to think it... Big. Big, long, wide. I hadn't seen very many but I knew his was bigger than any I had ever seen, or touched. Of course it would be....I felt faint.

There were a few girls that he had, had one night stands with that had a hard time accepting that he didn't want anything more from. Maybe it was because he was.... My mind needed to shut up but.... Maybe it was because he was good... In bed.

He was also incredibly good looking and talented and funny and....

"Are you ok?" He asked me, still staring down at my nakedness. I was laying on my bed, naked......In front of Andy. About to have s*ex for the first time. About to have s*ex with Andy my first time. I could feel my body tensing up at the thought.

And then he shocked me by getting on his knees in front of me on the bed.

"What are you d-doing?..."

He inched closer putting a hand on each one of my knees, slowly spreading my legs apart. "I think you know what I'm doing, you may be a virgin but you're not naive." He said sweetly.

I tried to close my legs, but his hands firmly held me in place. "N-no... Don't do that...." I was freaking out about him... Looking down there. I was pretty sure I was beginning to have a panic attack.

"You don't have to be afraid. It's me, Andy. Your best friend for the past 6 years... Trust me Jacey please. You're beautiful..." I stopped fighting him, hearing the pleading tone in his voice. My legs fell limply apart, resting on the bed. I watched him smile as his eyes examined me. He took both hands off of my knees and I felt the tip of his finger grace the tip of my c*lit. My whole body jerked.

"That's th-the thing... It's you... I don't wanna disappoint you... When you could have anyone." I wanted to be honest with him.

His hands were suddenly grabbing onto the undersides of my legs and he pulled my butt to the very edge of the bed, as he propped my legs over his shoulders.

"Stop it. You gorgeous woman." And then his mouth descended. His tongue slid right up my center, swirling around my nub before flicking it back and forth, ever so slowly.

I arched my back off of the bed, as I began to moan. His tongue felt so f*ucking good. His breath and his mouth... He knew my o*rgasm was going to hit right before it did and he began to move his tongue faster and faster until it finally did and I quietly let his name slip from my lips. He ran his tongue up and down over my slit before he stood up again.

Once again he was pressing his chest against mine, snaking his hand between our bellies and circling my c*lit with his finger now. My body twitched at the overwhelming sensitivity. "Andy.... It's too much..." I said softly. He was staring down into my eyes again.

"I have to make sure you are wet enough baby... I'm sort of.., well I'm big and this is your first time. I don't want to hurt you." His words sent butterflies swirling around inside my belly.

"O-ok...." I whispered, still staring up into his eyes. I trusted him. I trusted him more than anyone in this whole entire world.

"This is crazy...." Again I couldn't stop myself from saying something, it just kind of... Flew out.

"What's crazy?" I felt him reach down and grab himself and then the tip of his d*ick was slowly sliding up and down in between my lips, he dipped it in slower yet and I whimpered Now I was starting to really freak out.

"Doing this. Doing this with you." That made him laugh and my heart skipped. I wasn't expecting that.

"Why is it so crazy to be doing this with me?" He asked, grinning.

"B-because..." I swallowed hard. "Because I've always wanted too..."

Still gently dipping in and out of my entrance, he placed his other hand on my face. "I wish you would have told me how you felt. I was so scared I'd push you away if I did. I struggled with myself every day. Found ways to push the thoughts from my head. I didn't want to lose you..." He said quietly. And then he slowly began to inch himself in deeper, quickly taking both hands and placing them firmly on my hips, he stood up. "This is going to hurt. I want you to know. I want you to be prepared. I'll make it as quick as I can, Jace...."

I nodded at him, bringing my bottom lip in between my teeth. He held eye contact with me the whole time. Reading...

He was so big... Inside he was so much bigger..

And without warning, with one swift, quick thrust, he entered me completely. I cried out his name, clenching my eyes shut. He was so big...

He pulled back and then did it again. "ANDY!" And then again...

"It's ok, sweetheart. It's ok...." His voice was gentle and calming. And even though I felt a dull aching pain, radiate into my tailbone and lower back I opened my eyes to look at him again and I nodded.

"I'm taking this as slowly as I can..." His voice was strained. I knew it must be hard for him to be... Gentle. Just knowing him, I just knew gentle s*ex wasn't his thing. Yes. I had even thought about that when it came to him. Quite often actually. I had a lot of dreams about him.

Soon he found a steady pace and his movements became continuous. I couldn't keep eye contact and I had to close my eyes again. He leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on my lips.

And then I heard him groan and it made my heart erratic. His voice was so deep in his throat. It wa animalistic almost. I had never seen this side of him, obviously and I absolutely f*ucking loved it.

"You feel so g-ooood baby..." He groaned out again. The discomfort was fading and soon, it started to feel good. God it felt good... I used to wonder if it would feel good at all the first time, but Andy stretched me so d*amn perfectly I had a feeling that was why. His movements and his rhythm were perfect.

"F*uck me harder." I found the balls to say. Even though it scared me to be bold just yet. I still didn't know exactly how 'hard' Andy could f*uck me.

I lifted an eyelid to look up at him. His face was plastered with a devilish look and I quickly opened my other eye.

"This is your first time Jasey, I don't want to hurt you..."

"Do it." I moaned.

He pulled out of me, confusing and disappointing me at the same time. But then he gripped my hips tighter and flipped me onto my belly so fast I didn't even realize what was happening until I was staring at the wall.

"A-andy?"

"I can't say no to you." He whispered softly. "But don't get mad at me ok?" The way he said that, confused me. Why would I get m-AD!!!! He rammed back into me hard, slapping my a*ss, before he grabbed my hips once again and began to dig his nails into my flesh.

"Mmmmmmn ANDY GOD!!!!" I growled. It hurt so f*ucking bad, it felt good.

"I told you." He teased, a tinge of amusement in his voice. "Hold on." I listened, grabbing onto the sheets, not that, that would do me any good.

He began to thrust his d*ick in and out at a much faster and a much more brutal pace.

I knew it. I knew this is how Andy liked it. A continuous trail of moans and groans left his lips. I couldn't stop whimpering.

"I want you t-o kn-ow me... The whole entire me... " He said, increasing his speed.

I could feel my insides clenching and so could he. "Yes." He moaned. "You're so close babygirl come on." I wanted to c*um. I wanted to so bad.

"Please...." I begged out loud.

"Ready?" He asked. At that very moment I felt him begin to c*um and he was moaning so loud I was sure my grandma would wake up. But I couldn't think about it for more than a few seconds because, right after... My o*rgasm hit. I cried his name into the bed, muffling the volume.

"It feels so good!!!" I lifted my head for a brief moment so he could hear me.

"I know beautiful." He said, breathlessly as he rode out my o*rgam before he slowly, ever so slowly stopped moving.

*Andy had just f*ucked me. Was the first thought that crossed my mind as I felt the aftershocks of my o*rgasm wracking my body. He felt so good... He was so good... I loved him so much it made it feel so much better. It was so much better than i thought it could ever be... My first time. And I knew it never would have been if it wasn't with him.

He put his hands on my a*ss, bracing me as I felt him carefully pulling out of me. I shuddered as his tip dropped out.

And then he was flipping me onto my side, wrapping his arms around me and pulling us up to lay side by side on my bed. His arms cuddled around me. "That was so amazing." I couldn't help but say. "I never thought it would be you..." I felt high. "I was so scared...." I continued.

"I was scared it wouldn't be me... I'm so glad baby. Knowing that you feel the same way Jace..... Has made me the happiest person in the world. My soul finally feels content." He explained.

"Now I can have you whenever I want hah!" I laughed out loud, making Andy laugh.

"You are ridiculously adorable, yes. And you are mine." Andy chuckled.

"Yes... S-so what does that mean then...." I whispered. Suddenly a bit nervous again.

He ran a hand through my hair and gently pressed his lips up against my neck causing me to shiver.

"You are officially my girlfriend." He said ️confidently. "YOU. ARE. MINE." He began to gently nibble on my neck causing me to gasp.

"A-and that makes you... My boyfriend." He stopped to laugh in my ear.

"Why yes, that's correct you silly, goofy little thing..."

FINALLY.