Chapter Nineteen
The next morning, I got up early. It was Sunday. I looked at my phone expecting to see a missed call from Jen. She didn’t call. My heart was hurting. I wanted to fix things so bad. I called her. My calls went straight to voicemail. I wasn’t sure what to do. For the first time in a long time, my pride didn’t matter. I wanted to talk to her. I didn’t care what I had to do, I wanted to fix things.
Finally, I had found someone to make me smile again and this bullshit happens. I finally found someone that made me want to change. Jen was the type of woman I would do right for. She was the type of woman that only comes once in a lifetime. A part of me felt like this was karma. Maybe the universe had dealt me the hand that I had dealt so many. While sitting on my bed thinking,
