Love, Cali

Chapter 14

"Tara na!" Masungit na sabi ko kay Siege.

Agad naman syang tumayo at saka nagpaalam kina Eidrian at Lili.

"Cali I thought you didnt want Eidrian or anybody else know about your feelings?" Natatawang sabi sa akin ni Siege.

" Alam mo Siegfried ako wag mo na inisin dahil kaninang kanina pa ako inis na inis pakiramdam ko nga sasabog na ang mga pisngi ko sa sobrang galit.".naiinis na sabi ko sa kanya.

Tawa naman sya ng tawa habang nagmamaneho sya.

"Alam mo hindi kita maintindihan Cali, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit kailangan mong pahirapan ang sarili mo ng ganito," sagot nya pa sa akin.

Na pa buntong hinninga nalang ako sa sinabi nya.

"Akala mo naman gusto ko to? Akala mo gusto kong mukang tanga lang ako palagi? Akala mo masaya.ako.sa tuwing nakikita ko kung gaano kalapit o kasaya si Eidrian sa ibang babae?" Nasstress na sagot ko sa kanya.

Umiling iling lang sya sa akin at patuloy na nagmaneho.

"Alam mo Cali gaya ng sabi ko sayo ikaw lang ang magpapadali ng buhay mo. Kung hindi mo kayang sabihin kay Eidrian yung totoo at hindi mo din sya kayang mawala sa buhay mo isa nalang ang solusyon na meron.ka. And that is to complete forget all your feelings for him. That is the best thing that you can do, trust me." Seryosong sagot sa akin ni Siege.

Na pa isip naman ako sa sinabi nya.

Baka nga yun lang ang paraan para maging okay na ako. I just need to get him out of my mind and my heart its gonna be that easy.

Yah Cali, so easy...

Easy as 1 2 3 yeah?

"I am not sure if I can do it. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko yung option na sinasabi ko Siege honestly hindi mo lang kasi ako maintindihan cause you never fell in love. Lucky you I guess," malungkot na sagot ko kay Siege.

Tinawanan nya lang ako at saka nagpatuloy sa pagmamaneho.

Falling in love was easy as 1 2 3 but forgetting someone you love is another story.

"Thank you dude, sa uulitin." Biro ko sa kanya pagdating naming dalawa sa bahay.

"Wala ng uulitin Calixhsa haha," sagot naman nya sa akin bago sya bumusina at umalis.

Ngumiti lang ako at kumaway.habang tinatanaw ang paalis na sasakyan ni Siege.

Pagpasok ko sa bahay namin na tulog nalang ako kaagad pagkatapos kong maligo. I didnt have the appetite to eat. I just decided to take a bath and just sleep.

"Hmmm" I moaned.

I felt something's playing inside my shirt. It was circling around my belly button.

"Shh" someone whispered against my ear.

I almost jumpes when I heard him whisper.

" Ypu smell so good Cali," he whispered again then I felt his lips on my shoulder.

My bare shoulder. I am just wearning my nighties.

"Did you put these on for me Cali?" He asked while playing with my short night dress.

I am just wearing as spaghetti strap silk night gown.

"Ahhh," was all that I said when I felt his hand played on me down there.

"Fck Cali, you are wet hon," he said in a hoarse voice.

He slowly lift my night gown up to my chest.

And his lustful eyes took its time on checking every inch of me.

I couldn't help but held my breath as he snugged towards me and sucked my npples like a hungry baby.

"Ahhh Eidrian, uhh." I moaned.

That was when I felt him bit my npple a bit. It was a bit painful but damn so pleasurable.

" Yes Cali, call my name. Call me Cali, I'll make you c*m like there's no tomorrow," he said as he grabbed my thighs and then went down there..

When I realized that this is no longer a dream I forcefully opened up my eyes.

"Oh fck!" Laking gulat ko nung makita ko si Eidrian doon.

Oo.

Doon nga wala ng iba pa.

"Ohhh ahh, fck E-Eidrian what the hell?!" Hindi ko na halos makilala ang sarili kong boses habang pinapanuod ko sya.

I felt his tongue thrust inside of me, kasabay pa noon ay mariin nyang hinawakan ang dibdib ko and then squeezed one of my npple.

" Ohh damn that felt so good," nawawala sa sariling usal ko.

"I know, and I am the only one who can make you feel like this right Cali?" He asked me while rubbing him against me.

Damn.

What is wrong with this guy.

He literally looks head over heels for Lili earlier tapos heto sya ngayon?

Oh damn.

"Why do you fancy Siege driving for you Cali?" Puno nang inis na tanong nya sa akin.

Hindi ko na maisip kung ano ang isasagot ko sa kanya the only thing that I knew right now is that I like this feeling.

I like it whenever I feelt him.

Gosh Cali you sounded like a perv*rt!

He slowly lifted me up.

He sat down to my bed and then made me sit on his lap.

He hungrily kissed me as I felt his hand on my waist.

Slowly he guided my hips to move.

Para akong mababaliw sa nararamdaman ko habang naka tingin ako sa kanya.

Parang nanlalambot ang buong puso at pagkatao ko.

Oh Cali no, no, no do not go there.

Ipinangako mo sa sarili mo na magtitira ka ng para sayo.

Eidrian's were also closed.

His right hand is holding my bre*st while his other hand was grabbing my as*.

" Ahh,.I just can't get enough of you sht." Mura nya.

His actions slowly changed and I knew right then and there what he meant.

I immediately grabbed my sheets and then sit down beside him.

Parehas kaminh naghahabol ng hinings ng mapatingin kami sa isat isa.

"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" Tanong ko sa kanya habang naka takip pa din ang kamay ko sa kahubdan ko.

" I just wanted to check up on you, kakausapin sana kita kanina about Elliot. But you were so.grumpy so I have just decided to talk to you here. Kaya lang when I entered your room I heard you moaning my name in your dreams," naka ngisi na sabi nya sa akin.

Kaagad namang naginit amg mga pisngi ko sa sinabi nya.

"How dare you?! I dont believe you! Magdamit ka na mga umalis ka na dito sa kwarto ko!!!" Naiinis na sigaw ko sa kanya.

Eidrian laughed as if there's no tomorrow.

"You dont have to be shy about it Cali, you know that I enjoy everything that we do as much as you enjoyed it right?" Natatawang sabi pa nya sa akin.

I couldnt help but felt humiliated and hurt with how he say it.

Literal na pang fck buddy.

Nahihiyang tinakpan ko ang mukha ko at saka ko sya inirapan.

"Umalis ka na," walang emosyong sabi ko sa kanya.

"We'll talk Cali," makulit na sagot nya sa akin.

Na pa buntong hininga naman ako habang nakasilip sa napaka amo nyang mukha.

Eidrian looks like an angel, napaka amo ng mukha nya para sa isang lalaki. Siguro dahil kamukha nya yung mommy nya at dahil kamuka nya yunh.mommy nya na mukang angel na ibinaba sa langit eto at mukha din syang anghel na may sungay nga lang.

"Okay then, grab your clothes and get out. Magsshower lang ako tapos susunod na ako. Magkita nalang tayo sa garden ni Mom," sabi ko sa kanya.

Parang bata naman syang tumango at sumangayon sa akin. Isa isa nyang pinulot ang mha saplot nya at walang kahihiyan na sinuot yon sa harap ko.

Agad naman akong lumingon sa opposite direction nung nagsisima na sya na magbihis.

Natawa naman sya sa reaksyon ko.

"Still the very innocent Cali, I'll wait for you at the garden," sabi nya sa akin bago.lumapit at hinalikan nya ako sa forehead.

Agad din syang lumabas at naiwanan akong nakatingin magisa sa pader.

I breathe in heavily.

Is this how it is going to be?

Paano kapag may Lili na?

I am dead sure we wont be doing this anymore..

I dont know anymore on how I should feel with the turn of things.

Ang hirap.

Eidrian surely knows how to make my heart race and ache at the same time.