Love, Cali

Chapter 16

Matapos naming syang iayos ay ipinaayos ko na din sa mga kasambahay naming yung pulling bed na sya namang hihigaan ko.

Matutulog n asana ako nung bigla kong marinig si Eidrian na nagsasalita.

His eyes were closed.

“Selene, Selene baby,” he whispered.

“Selene,” sabi nya habang may luha na unti unting pumapatak sa mga mata nya.

Para akong nanlalambot habang pinapanuod syang paulit ulit na tawagin ang pangalan ni Selene.

Naka upo lang ako at pinapanuod sya.

“Selene please wag kang umalis, wag mo kong iwanan.” Umiiyak na sabi nya habang natutulog sya.

Napansin ko naman ang sobrang pamumula ng pisngi nya.

Agad akong lumapit sa kanya at hinawakan ang noo nya.

“Shht. May lagnat ka pa? ano bay an!” frustrated na sabi ko.

Tatayo n asana ako para kumuha ng bimpo na ipapamunas sa ulo nya at saka ng gamut nung bigla nyang hinawakan yung kamay ko.

He opened his eyes and then looked at me.

“Selene baby,” he said and the next thing I knew? He was already on top of me kissing me like there is no tomorrow.

I can still feel the warmness of his lips and tongue as he passionately kiss me.

“hmm,” I moaned.

Sht ano ba Calixsha.

Calixsha! Nako ayusin mo ang sarili mo Cali! Umayos ka! Please lang!

“Hmmm Selene, please please don’t leave me baby. I will do everything, everything that you want me to just, just please don’t leave me Selene.” He whispered against my ear.

Para akong nanlalambot sa ginagawa nya.

Hindi na ako makapag isip ng tama.

His weary eyes were looking at me but I can bet my life on it that it wasn’t me that he is seeing right now.

He slowly took his white shirt off and then placed my hand across his chest.

I couldn’t help but curse as I felt my hand touched his bare chest.

Oh my fcking gosh.

Calixsha tandaan mo hindi ba nalilito ka pa sa gender mo?

Ni hindi mo nga sure kung katulad ban i Eidrian talaga ang gusto mo at attracted ka lang sa kanya o baka naman babae ang gusto mo?

Come on! Sabi nila Tomboy ka hindi ba?

“Ahhh,” I moaned again as I felt his lips travel from lips down to my neck.

What the hell?!

“E-Eidrian its me. I-It’s me Cali,” sabi ko sa kanya habang dahan dahan at maingat na inilalayo ko sya sa akin.

I don’t want him to think na ipinagtutulukan ko sya because right now he is really so vulnerable.

“Hmm, hmm smell so good.” He said as he snuggle on my neck.

His other wand was playing on my waist.

I felt his hand inside my pajama, slowly playing with my bum.

Oh my sht.

He slowly lick and bit my shoulders, medyo ibinaba nya yung loose shirt ko para maexpose yung shoulders ko.

He looked into my face and and then stopped for a bit.

Akala ko talaga hihinto na sya pero hinigit nya ako at saka siniil ulit ng halik.

This time it was deeper, hungrier and more passionate.

It was as if he wanted to pour his heart and soul into this kiss.

“Hmmm,” he said in between our kisses.

“Selene,” he uttered as he continue to kiss me.

Nasasaktan man ako sa bawat pagbanggit nya ng pangalan ni Selene ay hindi ko na iyon ininda pa. I know that he needs me now more than ever.

He slowly lifted my shirt up.

Showing my black brassiere.

He was looking at me as if he was so amazed, nahihiyang tinakpan ko ang dibdib ko at tumingin sa baba. Pakiramdam ko ngayon ako nakaaramdam ng kahihiyan.

Aabutin ko n asana ang shirt ko na nasa baba ng kama ko para isuot ulit pero bigla akong hinigit ni Eidrian sa beywang ko.

He aggressively kissed me, l*****g and tasting every bit of my lips and my mouth.

His hands travelled down to my thighs and then the other on my back.

Para akong nalalasing sa bawat haplos nya sa balat ko. I have never ever felt like this in my sixteen years of existence.

Nung na unclasp nya yung brassiere ko tumambad sa kanya ang dibdib ko na ngayon ay wala ng kahit anong saplot. Agad na naginit ang mga pisngi ko at pakiramdam ko eh pulang pula na ang mukha ko ngayon.

Agad kong tinakpan ang dibdib ko dahil sa sobrang hiya ko.

Sa tanda kong to ni minsan walang naka kita ng dibdib ko. I never wore girly clothes and never wore bikinis! Hindi ako sanay nang may ibang nakaka kita ng katawan ko.

Palagi lang akong naka over sized shirt at pants.

“Don’t cover them. They’re so beautiful…” he said as he lowered his head and then suck one of my npple.

He played with it with his tongue, slowly sucking and biting it while his other hand was pinching and savoring my other peak.

Para akong mababaliw sa ginagawa nya.

“Oh sht. What the hell uhhh.” I moaned.

Parang hindi ko na kilala yung sariling boses ko habang sinasabi ko ang mga iyon.

“ahhh,” I moaned again when I felt his hand playing with my slit.

Oh sht.

“Uhmmm ahh,” impit na ungol ko habang nararamdaman ko syang pinaglalaruan ako roon.

What the hell what the hell is happening?!

Come on Cali you were the one with the sound mind! Do something! Utos ko sa sarili ko pero ayaw ata talaga akong sundin ng sarili kong katawan.

I thought I was on a sound mind but I guess I just thought about that.

I couldn’t help but moaned again, this hoarser and a bit louder.

“Ahh sht Eidrian uhhh!” I exclaimed when I felt one of his finger inside of me.

“Hmm, you like this baby?” tanong nya sa akin.

Hindi ko alam kung naka sagot pa ba ako sa kanya o ano.

The next thing I knew is that I probably filled the whole room with my moan.

Dahan dahan din na nagtanggal ng damit si Eidrian.

And I almost choke when I saw his nakedness.

He was a walking glory.

“You like what you are seeing?” he tipsily said.

Matapos ni yon ay dahan dahan syang lumapit sa akin at hinubad ang pajama ko.

He was looking at me intently,after removing my pajama I was now left only with my black panty.

Parang nagapoy ang paningin nya ng makita nya iyon. Agad syang bumaba roon.

She showered kisses to my thighs, then slowly going there to my ‘you know where’.

He bit my panty and slowly pull it downward.

Parang apoy na dumadaan ang hininga nya sa balat ko.

Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ba ang iisipin ko.

He slowly parted my legs and then eat me there.

“Uhhh sht ahhh!” daing ko habang patuloy lamang sya.

“Uhmm so sweet, you’re so sweet my love.” He sweetly said as he thrust his tongue more.

Para akong mababaliw sa lahat ng ginagawa nya.

Gustong gusto ko na syang patigilin sa ginagawa nya pero ayaw sumunod ng katawan ko.

“You are soaking wet baby, so fcking wet for me.” He aggressively said and then inserted two fingers inside of me.

It was a bit painful at first but when he started moving slowly the pain was changed into pleasure.

“Uhhh ahh, sht uhhh Eidrian,” I couldn’t help but moan and ssay his name.

“That’s it baby, yes say my name.” he said to me and then suck my c**t and played his tongue there.

Hindi ko na alam kung saan ko pa ba ipapaling ang ulo ko sa lahat ng nararamdaman ko.

Eidrian reached for my hand and then placed it in his roaring c*ck.

He made me touch him. Halos mawalan ako ng hininga nung hawakaan ko ang kahabaan nya damn he is huge.

“Ahhh fck yeah that’s it. Yeahh” He moaned as he guides me hand in stroking him.

Slowly and then it will become faster and faster.

“Ohhh uhg I cant take this anymore fck,” he said.

Inihiga nya ako at hinalikan ulit.

I slowly felt something poking my thigh, he lowered his head and then continued sucking my brea*ts like a baby. I was so lost with the feeling that I got so shocked when I felt him entered me.

Sht.

“Aww!”maiyak iyak na sabi ko habang nasa loob ko pa din sya.,

“Shh shh, it’ll get better baby I promise,” he whispered into my ears.

Hindi sya gumalaw pero nasa loob ko pa din sya, he started showering kisses to my face and there I slowly felt okay.

Dahan dahan na din syang gumalaw ng may sobrang pagiingat.

“Uhhg ahh,” I moaned not so sure if it was out of pain or pleasure.

Dahan dahan pa din ang nagging pag dalaw ni Eidrian at habang dahan dahan syang gumagalaw ay pakiramdam ko mas nakakapag adjust ang katawan ko sa laki nya.

“Ahhh ahhh,” I moaned as I felt him slowly making fast movements.

“Uhhh fck this feels so good. You don’t know how much I waited for this. Uhhh fck!” he exclaimed.

He lose control over himself and then started thrusting faster and deeper in me.

It was painful probably because he was too big for me but the pleasure sht.

He was savoring my brea*st while thrusting in and out of me.

We both moaned in pleasure as we hit the peak.

“You are amazing my love, I love you so much Selene. You don’t know how many times I dreamed of this. Than k you baby,” sabi nya sa akin at saka hinalikan ang nook o.

Parang nanlamig at nanlambot ang katawan ko nung marealize ko ang nangyari.

He still doesn’t knpw that he was doing it with me.

Tahimik na napa iyak nalang ako.

Mabilis akong naligo at nagbihis, hirap man akong kumilos at lumakad pinilit ko pa din ang sarili ko na mabilis na makapag bihis at makapaglinis para malinisan ko din at mabihisan si Eidrian.

Halos maubos ang hininga ko sa pag lilinis at pagbibihis sa kanya.

Habang sya ay mahimbing na natutulog.

Malungkot akong tumingin sa kanya, hinawi ko yung buhok nya na tumatakip sa maganda nyang mga mata kahit pa naka pikit sya makikita mo na maganda talaga yung mata nya dahil sa shape nito at dahil din siguro sa haba ng pilik mata nya.

I gave him a kiss on the forehead bago ako humiga sa kama katabi ng kanya.

The next morning I acted like nothing happened.

Like it was all just a dream.

Because it was to him.

But not to me.

Eidrian never learned about the truth.

Hanggang ngayon, all he know is that we are making out and then that’s it. Hindi nya alam na may nangyari sa amin.

Hindi nya alam na nakuha nya na ang lahat sa akin.

I guess I will never ever let him know about it.

I will let the time fade that memory of us away…