Finding my true mate

Manipulation at its finest.

After our run we headed home a

to eat lunch and then take a nap. We were both exhausted. I decided to text Keith and find out how he was doing. He didn't text me back though and I fell asleep.

When I woke up I decided to just spend some time walking the pack grounds. I was walking for a little while when I came to an open field. I decided I would just lay down and watch the clouds pass by and really try to figure out these powers and what kind I had. So far, I know that I can see visions of current situations that are playing out, that I can sense the mate bond between younger wolves and their mates before they turn 18. That was all I knew so far. I decided to test out and see if I was able to move anything with my mind.

Hmmm what is there to move around here... I need to start small....

I looked around, I saw a twig on the ground. This will do. I thought.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and focused all of my energy on the twig. I did this for a few minutes and then I opened my eyes. To my surprise the twig was hovering in the air right in front of my face. I gasped and it fell.

whoa. that was awesome. Kristy did you see that ?!

yes I did. something tells me that you have far more powers than either of us realize. It really is time that we get in touch with these powers. this could be fun.

I smiled at her words. Okay so I can move things with my mind as well. I wonder I wonder if I can tell when people are being honest or not. I know one liar better than anyone in the world. I am going to give him a call.

Before I could call him I got a text message. It was Speedy.

-hey Kallie, wanna come hang out tonight ? we are having a party over here at the new place.

Awesome. Of course I will be there. Just tell me when and where ! I have some things to take care of before then. see you in a bit.

I checked the time oh wow it's later than I thought. I need to get back and call Keith.

I walked back towards the house and decided to just call him on the way so that if we argued or anything, my mom and step dad wouldn't hear. They couldn't stand it and even more so they didn't understand why I continued to even pay him any attention at all. I had broken up with him, yes, but I still cared about him as a person. I knew I wasn't in love with him anymore... if I ever even was. I'm just confused at this point. I sighed and picked up the phone and pulled up his number to call.

-"hello?"

"Hey Keith... How's it going ?"

-"I mean everything is good over here. what about you?"

"Everything is good. so tell me about Jasmine. Enlighten me on who she is. "

-"What ? She's just a girl that Danny is messing around with that's all. Why are you asking that ?"

"Hmmm well let's see. it was a test and you failed. I am so glad that I broke up with you. I'm leaving to go to a party tonight. I won't be talking to you. bye."

Definitely felt the fact he lied. I couldn't explain how I knew 100% that he was lying at that moment but I did.

-"you're doing what !? you can't go to a party! you better stay home."

"Hmmm yeah not going to happen. now leave me alone. goodbye. "

I hung up the phone on him and started getting ready. Speedy had sent over the address and told me to just come over whenever. I was ready to let loose tonight.

Right as I was about to head out the door, my phone rang - Keith.

"What do you need??"

-"Kallie please don't go to that party. I am sitting here with a gun to my head. I will do it."

"What !? Why ?! Don't be stupid Keith. I will stay home if you just leave me be for the remainder of the night until I call you or text you again. you are ruining my life still from 2000 miles away and we aren't even together anymore !"

-"Okay promise you will stay home and I'll leave you alone."

"Yeah okay. bye. stop being an idiot."

He was lying again. I could tell that any tears that were happening, if there were even any were forced and he didn't have access to a gun. He was so full of s**t and I'm not letting him ruin my night. I'm going to this party. I need to meet more people here !

I finished getting ready to go and got the keys. My mom asked me to bring the car back so she could go to work. So I had to make sure to not be wasted by the time it was time for me to be back.

I didn't know everyone that was going to be there, all I knew was that Speedy and Leanne were going to be there. Other than that the others would be new faces. I was a bit nervous but it was all going to be fine.

I pulled I to the parking lot of the apartment.

I am here. I texted Speedy so he would come out and I didn't have to do the awkward door knock and walk in looking for anyone I knew, which was a total of 2 people.

-awesome. I'll be right there.

This was only the second time I had hung out with him, but when we worked together we would flirt hard. Our souls were drawn to eachother. He wasn't my second chance mate. I could tell that, but I had a lot of fun with him and that's what I needed.

Speedy walked up to me and gave me a kiss on the mouth. I brought him in for a deeper kiss and we made out there for a moment. My insides were burning with desire. F**k I just want him to take me right here right now in this parking lot and I don't care who sees.

That was a lie. I did care.

-" I am excited to see you when you have some alcohol in your system." he said and smiled.

"haha oh i bet you are. " I smiled back.

We walked into the apartment. There I saw not too many people. Then again it was an apartment so there wasn't room for a huge crowd. I saw Leanne and her fiance Kade, Ted, Chasen, Dre and Ashlie. There was a guy named Sebastian but they called him bash. There were a few girls there besides Leanne and Ashlie but I didn't care for girls honestly. Unless I was making out with them.

Leanne came over and hugged me. We had gotten pretty close at work and we kind of had developed a thing for eachother but It was unspoken. She knew I had a thing for Speedy. She grabbed my hand and walked me to the kitchen and made me this tall glass of a mixture of drinks. I don't even know what all she put in it but It was good!

I finished the first one and was talking with all the guys in the living room having a good time. I had sat my phone down and then Leanne refilled my cup and I drank on that.

Speedy came up to me "Hey I need to talk to you... alone." he said and grabbed my hand with a smile and we walked to his bedroom. He turned and shut the door and locked it. Then turned to my and pushed me up against the wall and picked me up rubbing his now hard d**k on my dripping p***y. I was instantly turned on. He knew how to get me there with no issue that is for sure.

Clothes were flying off and just dropping on the floor all around us. I sat on the edge of the bed and licked his entire length and let him f**k my mouth. I moaned, something about having a d**k in my mouth just turned me on and made my insides feel like liquid lava.

He pushed me back and put his head between my thighs, "my turn to taste you" he said. I gasped at the sudden warmth between my legs. He was licking and fingering and sucking I couldn't even tell what was what at that moment because it all just felt so good. Right before I came he rammed his c**k in and I immediately squirted all over the bed and him.

"mmm oh my god yes! Speedy f**k me make me c*m again!"

"Ah s**t you are so wet and you feel so good. I'm not ready to finish."

He flipped me over and f****d me from behind and my gosh it felt so d**m good. He knew what he was doing and I was loving every minute of it.

As we were finishing I hear a knock on the door "Kallie! your phone is ringing its Keith... I accidentally answered it."

"We are busy he can wait!" Speedy roared.

Right after that we both came together and kissed eachother for a minute. I felt rushed and for whatever reason I felt like it was urgent for me to get to my phone. Especially after the conversation I had had with him earlier.

I wrapped up in a sheet, clearly still feeling the alcohol in my system and walked out to the party and grabbed my phone and went out on the porch to call him. Ted, Leanne and Ashlie followed me out the door to make sure I was okay.

"Hello?!" He was so mad

"what did you call for? we are broken up and I told you to leave me alone for the rest of the night !"

"Yeah well you also told me you were going to stay home for the rest of the night so there's that."

I instantly felt myself sobering up. What a buzz kill. I rolled my eyes.

"yeah well I changed my mind. I decided to go to the party. you're doing whatever you want whenever you want with whoever you want so I can do the same. we are not together. I broke up with you. you don't get to control me!"

"We are together. I'm not letting you break up with me. "

"You can say that if you want to but as far as I'm concerned we are broken up. I gotta go. bye."

By the time I had gotten off the phone I was already dressed in my clothes thanks to the 3 that followed me outside bringing them to me and helping me change. What good friends they were.

"Everything okay?" Ted asked me.

"eh no not really but it will be." I smiled reassuringly.

I checked the time. "Ah crap hey I gotta go take my mom's car back home. can someone follow me there so that I can come back? I'm not exactly ready to leave yet. "

"yeah we can follow you. " Speedy said as he opened the door.

"Thank you!" I'll get my keys and we will go.

We each got into our cars and he followed me to my mom's house so he could bring me back to the party and my mom said she would just pick me up after work. I gave her the keys and told her I would see her in the morning. I went back out to get in the car with Speedy.

"okay ready to go back now. Keith killed my buzz I need more."

"haha don't you worry, there Is indeed more."

When we got back to the parry it was just Leanne and Kade left. They had a b**g put and were smoking weed out of it.

"Do you want some?" Leanne asked.

"Oh I've never done that before I don't even know what to do to be honest."

"here come here..." Speedy said grabbing my hand.

He took a hit and then went into kiss me and blew the smoke in my mouth while we kissed. He pulled away and I exhaled. This was awesome. I was going to give it a try. So I did and it was easier than I thought. I got high for the first time. I was about ready to go to bed so I told Leanne and Kade goodnight and grabbed Speedy hand and we went to his room.

We spent some time just laying together and talking about what had gone on. We were both getting the effects of the hit we had taken. I got on top of him and pulled off my shirt. I leaned down and kissed him while his hands made his way to my a** and then to take off my bottoms. In no time we were both fully naked and back at it. I couldn't deny that this was probably a bad decision in the making, but my body knew what it wanted in that moment and I wasn't going to deny that it wanted this man in front of me, right here right now. I let him do what he wanted with me. I was pretty out of it but then something changed. All of a sudden I was on my stomach and I could feel him behind me. He wasn't trying to enter in my p***y anymore though, he was trying to f**k me in the a**. That's not something I was ready for. I hadn't tried that and I didn't want to either. I had only been with 3 people before him and one didn't even count. No this couldn't happen.

"no. stop I don't want that."

"yes just let it happen."

I told him no a few more times and tried to push him away, but it was no use. I couldn't over power him. I laid there in pain and just hoped it would be over soon.

When it was all done and over with. I rolled over and just went to sleep. I didn't want to think about anything that just happened. It was a mistake. He was messed up so was I and he didn't mean to force it. Did he? He's my friend of course he didn't mean it.

When we woke up the next morning I got in the shower but right before I stepped into the shower be came into the bathroom and we had s*x again right there on the bathroom counter. I had forgiven for the night before obviously. We didn't discuss it. He had to go to work at his second job so I headed out to go back home to spend some time with my mom. I wanted to swim and relax in the sun.

I hadn't talked to Keith in a few days so it was a good day today. My mom said she didn't want to go to the pool so I met up with Shyann and a couple of her friends. We decided to go to her house for the day when her friends went home. We went up to subway to get some lunch and then just spent the day watching some movies at her house.

It started to get late so I went back home and had dinner. I got a text message from Leanne about going to hang out with her and Ashlie the next day at the mall. We decided to go around noon the next day. Things were falling in their place. I was finally happy.

No more manipulation from Keith. no more bulls**t just me my friends and family in California. I'm ready to move on finally.