In Love With ME

"As useless as ever", "Who is this, if not our stupid, naive drama queen, seeking attention all the while with tears switched on mode?" "How can you be this stupid to decide something like this, without discussing it with us?" "You never deserved to be a mother, that's why God punished you like this." "Sitting in the house all day long, how would you know how difficult it is to earn all of that you are enjoying now?" "You don't even know how to talk to people without stammering, how do you expect me to introduce you to everyone - my friends, colleagues, boss - at the party?" "Have you at least seen yourself in the mirror before deciding to wear the same dress as her?" "A hen that cannot lay eggs, talking back to me, do you even know that I can throw you out of this house with a click of my fingers, and you would have nowhere to go?" "Why did you come here again? What will the relatives say ?" "Can you please stop being selfish, at least for a few moments, and think about others? She will be very angry about this. Please spare me, I beg you." "She is more of an older sister to me than you have ever been. She is the elder sister that I always wished for, but could never have." "I wish you were never born. You are the bad omen we could never get rid of." "I love you so much. I have been waiting for so long. Finally, got you kitten." "Don't ever think of going away from me now. After searching for you like a mad and possessed being for 2000 years, I got you, not to let you go away from me." I woke up with a jolt. Calm down. Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, Breathe out. 1,2,3,.....,28,29,30.' It worked. I looked at the time. Oh God! Not again!! My past coming every night as my nightmare, I can understand that, but what is this dream at the end. It's only a voice, very soothing though, and those captivating pair of brown eyes. Who is this person claiming to love me, waiting for me for 2000 years? Did I watch too many fantasy K-dramas, to dream something like that? But this dream comes too often these days. Is it some ploy, or prank? Am I being too paranoid just because of a dream?