Crushed
Up until this very moment it feels surreal to be sitting so close to TED after watching him lay helpless; worse is he’s been bed ridden for weeks. I’m glaring at his face and observing his whole body.. I place my hands on my stomach tenderly, still unable to get over the fact that I’m pregnant.. weeks ago I was convinced I didn’t want a baby at all.. As a matter of fact, it was the last thing I wanted.. he’ll, I even went out of my way to get rid of any chance of me getting pregnant when I was still fuming over the findings I made. But here Iam with child regardless of how badly I handled the situation and how much I thought I didn’t want it. The universe is definitely sending me a sign. I think to myself.. The amazing part is that I feel suddenly drawn to this baby.. from the moment I fou
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