DANCING WITH THE DEVIL

MEMORY PART 9: MY DEMONS

Danes P. O. V

Embarrassment ?? That's what I felt the least. Anger filled my veins as she stood and watched, horror and worry evident on her face and yet she said nothing. I could have pushed him back, I could have defended myself in front of this important strangers, I could have put him in his place and made it known to him, that he is messing with the wrong person. But instead I held back, took his harsh words and let him throw his weight around, only for her sake.

I broke many promises tonight. I lied to her when I have ensured her that I am okay every time that she asked. The second promise I broke was one of the most important ones' of them all. The promise I made convincing her that I will never cheat and always be faithful.

I was on my way home when my phone buzzed, taking the call, Treys voice came through my speaker. "Hey bud" Trey said. "Hey, how are you?" I tried hard to hide all the negative emotions in my voice but hopelessly failed. "I'm fantastic, but you don't sound to good? That girl that you have avoided hanging out with me for finally dumped you?" he asked, his voice laced with concern as he lightly chuckled trying to cover it up. " No, but I did have a terrible night" I finally spoke the truth. "Dude, come hang out with me. Im at 'Club Atlas 57'. We will have a few drinks and we can talk about it. I guarantee that you would feel better then you are feeling now by the time we leave the club" he said in his normal jovial tone. " Okay, bro I'll meet you there in 15 minutes" I said and with that I hung up.

Changing the route of my destination I began to question myself. " Do I really love her? Do I love her enough to still be with her even after such an experience? Do I love her enough to be faithful to her even when going to 'Club Atlas 57' which is full on temptation?". Unfortunately before the battle with my inner demons could begin, fancy bold lighting which read ' Club Atlas 57' appeared in front of me.

When I entered, all I saw was girls dressed in really short revealing outfits. Some of these outfits barely covering their bottoms. I searched for Trey distracting myself from temptation, I found him dressed in a black formal shirt and a matching black jeans looking almost as attractive as I do, with a bunch of women sitting around him, expensive alcohol surrounded them as the they flirted the night away. I turned to walk away, I wanted to stay faithful to Jeena, MY sweet innocent Jeena. But the incident which took place earlier tonight replayed in my mind and my feet moved towards Trey and his lustful company.

"Brother" Trey stood up and gave me a brotherly hug. He poured me a drink and I took a seat next to him as he introduced me to the girls surrounding us. These girls were only worthy of a night with successful men such as Trey and I. None of them could match up to the beauty and innocences that Jeena has, however I was drawn to temptation as my manly needs had not been satisfied for months. Trey and I had a few more strong drinks as I filled him in on the events that unfolded earlier this night. "Leave her" his words stung. "but I think I..." before I could finish my sentence I was interrupted by a tall, petite blonde model looking girl. " Would you like to dance?" she asked in a sexy voice. The alcohol was now in control and I was unable to refuse her.

I took her hand as she led me to the dance floor and start her very erotic dance. My hands found their way to her hips and adventured through her body as she smashed her body against mine, gave me a lustful smile and continued dancing. We danced for a few more minutes in this position. " Hey, would you like to come over to my pla_?" before I could finish saying what I wanted to say, Jeena's face flashed through my mind and realisation hit me. I pulled away from the women I was dancing with and started to walk towards the exit, however I guess she caught on to what I was about to say and started to follow me towards my van.

As soon as I realised that she following me outside I turned around. "Listen I can't do this" I tried to explain to her. " but why not, am I not good enough for you" she spat her words in anger. "No, no, no it's not that. I’m in a relationship with someone" I said. " You weren't in a relationship with someone when you hands excitedly explored my body" she said, her face was now red and I could feel the anger radiate of her. "Sorry, I didn't mean to upset you. I didn't know that you was this desperate to get laid" I said giving her a cruel smirk. "Here's some cash, maybe you can take the rest of the night off" I said as I threw five hundred dollars at her. " I'm not a pro- p-p********e, I'm a doc-tor. The only rea- reason why I spent time with you t-tonight is because T-Trey told me that you are single and looking for a girlfriend." She managed to say as she sobbed loudly and tears ran down her now not so pretty face as she turned to leave. I should be feeling guilt for leading on this girl and for cheating on Jenna but it felt good. This filled my empty soul more then being with Jenna, it gave me a sense of power that satisfied me. Yes, hurting this women and cheating on Jenna satisfied me, to know that I can cause such a ball of emotion in the life of another.