"Fall for my bff's brother"

Hi, I am Riya. I’m going to be 23 this year. I have a best friend. Her name is Tara. We have been friends since childhood. Tara have an older brother. He is 3 years older then us. His name is Rohit. I have a secret crush on him. He is the most handsome person I have even met. But I’m not brave enough to tell him about my crush. However he is a playboy who likes to play with the girls hearts and eventually break their heart. Tara knows her brother is a playboy so she always warns me not to have any feelings for him. But I can’t help myself. I know I don’t have any chance with him but still I want to love him from afar. Everything changed when I started working at his company. He began to pay attention to me. He saw me in a club and from that day he started coming after me. I’m trying my best to avoid him but I don’t know how long I can do it. He never paid attention to me then why he suddenly turned his attention to me . I’m having a hard time with myself to control my feeling towards him. It’s very hard to control. My heart breaks whenever I see him with other girls. I don’t know how these things are going to end. I don’t know where my life going to turn, I don’t know if I’m ready for it. Hello everyone. This is my first ever book. I don’t know you guys like it or not. But I am trying my best. Hopefully you support me and please tell me what you like or dislike about my writing. Thank you