It has felt lonely being home alone all day today, but I think I needed it. It gave me the quiet, alone time I needed to really process Ezra's death. I won't be able to move on until I fully grieve him and I haven't been able to do that the past few days. Everything has been so hectic that I have been going between denial and complete devastation. I spent the first half of the day crying in bed, but then I remembered Jackie's words, "Live your best life and live it for Ezra, too." So, I got out of bed, had a shower and cleaned the apartment.
Searching through the fridge, I am trying to decide on what to make for dinner. There's not a lot here as we haven't been cooking lately. I find what I need to make some chicken fajitas and begin prepping the vegetables. I am stirring the chicken in
