I hate that I love him

Santa clause is coming to town.

Christmas is less than three weeks away, Im sitting in the living room of Lady Jeffries friends house talking about a white wedding.

“We want snow” she smiles and it makes me smile too.

“We want sparkle and excitement” she adds letting me see how happy she is.

“But not tacky” she states holding up her well manicured hand with a huge diamond ring sitting on her finger.

I write everything down and she gives me a budget which isn’t really a budget at all seems as daddy will be paying.

I personally don’t understand why anyone would want to get married at Christmas, I mean its so cold and, well, white.

But its her day and I just do as I’m asked.

Aiden has been spending more time with me at my apartment than he has his own.

I don’t mind because I love having him around.

We cook together and laugh together and he cant keep his hands to himself, not that I can either.

Poor Jenny has walked in on us in an uncompromising position more than once.

She doesn’t seem to mind though, shes actually taken a shine to Aiden and that makes me happy.

We decorate the apartment with ornaments and tinsel, with Aiden picking us up a very large Christmas tree.

Work is crazy with everyone wanting to buy that perfect gift for their relative or loved one.

Aiden comes with me to place some flowers on my sisters grave, something I have been putting off since she died.

I could never seem to face going on my own, but I know she would approve of Aiden.

Three days before the wedding I am running around like a headless chicken, organising the grand hall where the reception will take place.

Everything is coming together and I have to say its changed my mind on a Christmas wedding.

The bride herself checks up on my work the day before almost crying on the spot.

“Demi its beautiful” she sighs looking around at all the sparkling lights and fake snow that has been brought in.

“This is just how I imagined it” she adds pulling me into a strong embrace.

“Please tell me you will be attending tomorrow” she asks still holding my hands.

“Yes of course” I reply,; “I wouldn’t miss it for the world” I add thinking about the beautiful blue dress I bought.

Aiden has been in talks with his lawyers all week regarding his divorce, Olivia wants to keep the apartment and her name on all documents relating to the business.

Aiden believes she should not have any part of what his father built, much less a share of the profits.

But she keeps bringing me into it and that pisses Aiden off no end.

This is not going to be a quick divorce and I truly believe Aiden wants it dealt with quietly for Lillians sake.

When I get home I climb in the shower feeling exhausted, It’s a feeling Ive had for the past few days and I think I must be getting sick or something.

I feel Aiden before I see him, wrapping his arms around me and rocking me gently form side to side.

“How was your day” he asks kissing my neck and shoulders.

“Good, how about you” I ask pulling his hands up and placing them over my breasts.

“Mine was good” he breaths rolling my n*****s between his fingers and thumbs.

I rest my head back onto his chest as he moves his hand down between my legs.

I moan quietly and let the feeling of his finger deep inside me consume my body.

He strokes my hard bud placing his spare hand on my throat, another pleasure I insist on.

I love how he dominates me, how he takes control of my body.

I feel my orgasm rise like a tidal wave making me cry out under the running water.

After my shaking has stopped I turn and drop to my knees watching Aidens face light up with desire.

I take his hard member in my mouth rolling my tongue around his tip tasting his salty ness.

He closes his eyes for a moment but then continues to look down upon me.

He makes the letter o with his mouth and I know he is loving every minute.

I cup his balls in my hand and take his shaft deep in the back of my throat, over and over, again and again, up and down.

He is totally lost in what I am doing.

“Demi...I” is all he can say before he shoots his load into my mouth groaning and grabbing the walls for support.

I stand up to his smiling face.

He looks totally relaxed taking me into his arms and kissing my head.

We stand in the shower for a little while longer just being in each other’s arms.

“So we have the wedding tomorrow” I say climbing into bed where he lays waiting for me.

“Arhh yes the famous Harrington wedding” he sighs pulling me into his arms.

“We don’t have to go if you don’t want to” I say stroking his arms with my fingers.

“I think my sister would kill us if we didn’t attend” he replies kissing my shoulder.

He’s right of course, Lillian would be very upset if we didn’t go.

“Besides its a free bar” he jokes and I smack his arm playfully.

“Good night Demi” he says all sleepy,; “I love you princess” he adds kissing me again over and over on my shoulder and neck.

“I love you too Aiden” I say yawning loudly and closing my eyes.

I get to the wedding before Aiden because I want to make sure everything has been finished to a high standard.

I didn’t realise the Harringtons were kind of a big deal.

Lillian comes to see me just before she leaves for the wedding ceremony, telling me I should be getting changed.

“I will be looking my best for when you all arrive back” I say giving her a Wide smile.

“Are you sure you cant attend the ceremony” she asks tucking a stand of hair behind her ear.

“I need to make sure things are ready for when they arrive” I answer,; “besides that’s why Aiden is taking you instead of me” I add trying to get her to leave.

She smiles and nods before walking to the main doors.

Right I have around forty five minutes to check on the table decorations and get changed.

“Well now isn’t this pretty” I hear a voice from behind me.

I spin around to come face to face with Olivia.

She has a look of disgust on her face mixed with a wicked grin.

“Olivia” I say sounding positive.

She walks around looking from table to table.

“I’m just looking to see if Aiden and I will be sitting together” she says holding a pair of white gloves in her hands.

She still has on her wedding ring and it makes me angry.

“No you will be on table Eight Olivia”,; “Aiden and I will be on table Two” I reply with a sweet smile.

I didn’t know she would be attending until I saw the table plan this morning and I also knew she wouldn’t be able to resist having a dig at me that’s why I stayed behind and convinced Aiden to escort Lillian.

“You listen here you home wrecking w***e”,; “ you think he really wants you” she hisses making me even more mad.

“He’s just using you to make me jealous” she sneers and its the first time I see how ugly she really is.

“And why would he do that” I ask folding my arms across my chest.

“You think your so smug”,; “how do you sleep at night knowing you took another woman’s husband” she smiles walking around me looking me up and down.

She stops in front of me folding her arms.

“I didn’t even know he was married” I reply looking at her feeling genuinely sorry for what I did.

“Olivia I didn’t know you existed” I try to reason with her.

But it falls on deaf ears, she looks so bitter and her eyes are black.

“Look Olivia I am sorry ok” but before I can say anything else she cuts me off.

“I don’t want your sorry, I want my husband Back” she says poking my chest with her long finger.

“Well that’s up to Aiden, not me” I reply stepping back away from her.

“Hah” she shouts in to the air, ; “you need to end things with him now” she adds sneering at me and bringing her face close to mine.

“Because if you don’t, I will end you”, ; “if you thought life was lonely before, just wait until I’m finished with you” she breaths onto my face making me hold my breath.

After a few seconds she stands and walks away pulling her gloves onto her boney hands.

But not before turning to have one last dig at me.

“You know he made love to me that night I came home right” she smiles and purses her lips, she then turns and carry’s on out of the door.

I feel like crying, she has made me feel totally worthless, and was what she said true, did they make love.

Now I have all this weight on my shoulders, Do I tell Aiden or do I carry on as normal and not let her win.

Does it matter that he slept with her, yes of course it does, who am I kidding.

Thirty minutes later Aden is by my side with a Kiss on my cheek, he looks so handsome in his blue suit and silver tie.

We all take our seats and listen to the various speeches at the head of the table.

I can feel Olivias eyes boring into the back of my skull.

Once we have eaten I make my way to the bar for a drink, and a large one at that.

Aiden comes to my side asking if Im feeling alright and when I see Olivia looking I smile and pull him down for a kiss.

He deepens our kiss sending my head off in a spin.

“Lets go home please” I ask wanting to get away from Olivia.

We say our good byes and walk to the car.

“Did you know she was going to be here” I ask as he climbs in behind the wheel.

“Yes I did” he replies starting the car.

“Why didn’t you warn me” I sigh kicking off my shoes trying to warm my feet.

Aiden touches my leg and says sorry.

“I thought you would be with me the whole day” he says turning down a quiet road but not removing his hand.

He slides his palm all the way up my leg and under my dress but never taking his eyes off the road.

“Pull over” I yell making him jump.

“What’s wrong” he asks startled and confused as to what’s happening.

“Aiden just pull over” I repeat a bit more calmer.

He pulls over behind a group of building where you cant be seen from the road.

I remove my seat belt and his letting him know what I intend to do.

I climb onto his lap and kiss him with all that I have, while he wraps his arms around me and deepens our kiss.

I rise above his lap and unbuckle his pants in a hasty need to get to what’s inside.

He rips my underwear clean off my body snapping the delicate material like it was a Kit Kat.

I lower myself onto his hard wood and moan into his mouth, the feeling of him filling me up has my mind in a whirl.

He yanks down the front of my dress exposing my breasts and he wastes no time in popping them in his mouth and sucking hard.

I rock my hips back and forth finding the friction that’s needed in order to make me explode.

I kiss him greedily like he is my drug.

Up and down back and forth by body rocks brining a hissing sound from Aiden that I love to hear.

We are all arms and legs and breathing bodies when I tell him I need to come.

He too lets go as my orgasm washes over my body making me scream out into the empty parking lot, Aiden too growls into my neck trying to calm his breathing.

“Wow” ,; “that was amazing” he breaths placing one of my breasts back into his mouth and flicking my sensitive n****e with his tongue.

“And so random” he smiles kissing me once more.

Once we get home I head for the shower, feeling yuck between my legs.

“Wine” he asks as I walk away to enter the bathroom.

“Yes please” I call out behind me.

I turn on the shower and wait for it to reach the correct temperature while stripping from my clothes, tossing my dress to one side.

Putting on my robe I join Aiden back in the kitchen where he pours me some wine.

“Oh Aiden look” I say excited walking over to the window in the living room.

“We will get our white Christmas after all” I say looking at his reflection in the window.

He rests his chin on my shoulder as we watch the snow gently fall from the sky.

“Merry Christmas Demi” he says wrapping his arms around me.

“Merry Christmas Aiden” I reply pulling his arms tight and swaying from side to side.