Over Hot Chocolate and Red Wine

Comeback

“Girl! Doesn’t u miss college? Doesn’t u miss us?” Ed asked me when we are folding napkins for tonight services.

Ed. My only best friend from my class. We met at my mum’s diner. He used to works there and quit after the manager caught him was f**k by his son near the dumpster. Ironically this guy kinda has trashy s*x live. He will let any guy f**k him as long as they has big d**k and left them hanging if they have an undesirable size. Not fuckable he said. Few of them beg for more after one night stand. He just giving them blowjob and stop when halfway. He just walks away from them. What a jerk. I kinda understand why they beg for more. He got a very nice toned body and ass that any men desire. Plus he is good in bed from what I heard from his “victims”. I don’t really care much about his s*x life. He is a good guy when it comes to friendship. I value that in him.

            “Yeah! We’ve been missing u. Our regular hot choc evening is not the same without your stupid jokes.” Lorrie added.

Lorrie is the girl from different faculty from me and Ed but we have the same psychology class on Monday. Kind a gloom to be having a heavy boring subject on Monday morning and Lorrie suggest us for regular hot chocolate evening after the long 3 hour class. It was kinda our thing to have hot chocolate and talk about our weekend. Ed mostly controls the conversation with his new f**k boy over the weekend. Me and Lorrie are listening he criticizes and comparing his each sexy partner. That evening was the only way I got to be myself. Most of the time I just hanging out with Ian. It was quite boring because we only talk about school stuffs.

Ian- how was he? Ever since the fight, we don’t talk to each other. Last I heard from Ed he called all the college board of directors. After few meetings with them, the seniors from his fraternity were expelled from the college and currently waiting for trial for soliciting s*x with minor and child pornography. Yikes! He was right. They are all really bad person. Part of me glad I was save from getting into this mess but part of me still mad at him. I don’t even know why.

            “Did u know Kappa frat was closed this morning?” Ed words come to my ears.

            “Really? How does that happen?”I asked.

            “That Ian guy seems to be pulling some strings with the directors. I wonder if he sucks one of them.” Ed says jokingly. Lorrie laughs at his joke.

            “He would never do that.” I said.

Ed and Lorrie look at me with meaningful look.

            “U knows he is a nerd. He may be reading some law journal or something.” I said defensively. They both know about my encounter with him at the bar and the foreplay. Ever since then, they like to tease me to f**k him for real. I don’t show interest on the tease. Ian is a boring person and certainly not a guy I want to be with.

            “U can come back u know. For good. Everyone doesn’t talk about u anymore. The jokes seem to be quiet down after those fucker went to jail.” Lorrie said while holding my hand.

            “I don’t know Lorrie. I can’t go back there anymore. It reminds me at-”

            “Julius?” Ed cut my word.

I loosen my hand from Lorrie’s and continue folding the napkins. They knew about Julius too.

            “f**k Julius and his bald c**k! He is dead remember? Why do you so hang up to his shadow?” Ed starts barking at me.

            “Ed! Could u please shush down.” I said. Few of other servers start looking at us.

            “I don’t care! U have to come back Ivy. As your coming back celebration, let’s crash into Lyanna’s party at her family log house this weekend. It was few miles outsides the city. And u must come! Just drink booze and enjoy yourself. ” Ed gives me a stern look.

I just nod and continue fold the napkins. Ahh, party. I am sure as hell I am going to lose my mind again.