my mate & me

changes

I'm now for 6 weeks at Max his place and in these 6 weeks we have moved 6 hours away from L.A. I got a new phone and I changed my Number. I didn't want any contact with the people from my own town. Not that they are worried or something because they didn't care about me anyway. Max and I cuddled up on the sofa with blankets. The table is standing full with Oreo Cookies, chips, brownies and not to forget... COCKTAILS!! We are having a Disney night and in this very moment we are watching Frozen 2.

We love Disney and we are both totally in love with Olaf from frozen. That cute little snowman... I want to have him...

"HAHAHAHA WTF SAMANTHA?? THERE IS NO SAMANTHA IN FROZEN" Max screams while bursting out in tears from laughing. "This movie is the best!" I can't stop laughing about the Samantha part...

"This will all make sense when I am older..." Max sings while wiggling his eyebrows to me. "SOMEDAY I WILL SEE THAT THIS MAKES SENSE" I sing on top of my lungs. "ONE DAY, WHEN I'M OLD AND WISE I'LL THINK BACK AND REALIZE THAT THESE WERE ALL COMPLETELY NORMAL EVENTS" we sing together.

"hahaha you two are adorable" A voice said behind us. 

The mom of Max is standing behind us. She is one of the sweetest persons I have ever met.

"Hey ehh listen Bella... I got a surprise for you..." She starts.

"I know how much difficulties you have with your weight so I got you one of the best doctors to look what the problem is and we might be able to fix it." 

The tears started to well up in my eyes. I jump up and pull her in a big hug.

"Thank you so much for doing this" I whisper.

"We are going to be gorgeous!" My wolf sings. "I know! finally we will be beautiful" I answer back.

I can't believe she is doing this for me. It's one of the sweetest things anybody ever did for me.

"You have your appointment tomorrow at 15:30" she says with a big smile on her face.

"Omg... tomorrow?? That is so fast! how did you do that?? Didn't he had anything to do or somethin."

I started to be a bit nervous. Nervous in a good way but yeah... Nervous.

"Mom... how did you arrange this for Bella on such short notice?"

"Well let's say that we go way back. we used to be good friends and he owes me a lot for saving his life back in college." she winks. "I'm going to get some coffee" she turns around and dissapears into the kitchen.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I'M GOING TO BE BEAUTIFUL! FINALLY!"

I jump up and down but Max just looks at me with big question marks all over his face.

"Bells... you have always been beautiful... You know that right?" 

"No I'm not... I might got a little bit better since I lost my braces 2 weeks ago but, I'm still fat and I still have acne.... It's not for nothing that my own mate doesn't want me.." Thinking about Jace stings. "My whole highschool was bullying me because I wasn't the ideal looking girl..."

Max pulled me in a hug. "For me you've always been beautiful... Honeybear" I smile against his chest. "Sweet but that doesn't change anything..." 

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Beep beep beep the alarm goes. I jump up and see that Max is still sleeping.

I jump on top of him. "MAX WAKE UP IN 2 HOURS WE HAVE TO LEAVE BECAUSE IT'S 3,5 HOURS DRIVING AND WE DON'T WANT TO BE LATE!" "uhg give me 5 more minutes"Max growls. 

"Come on waky waky you... you..." F*ck I can't come up with anything...

I hear a small giggle coming from under the blanket. "Happy much? you can't even come up with words anymore" "OOOOOH zipped you." I rushed into the bathroom to take a fast shower. After I finished I wrap myself in my towel and start brushing my hair. "Today is my day" I say as I look into the mirror.

I put on a black dress with white little flowers and put on my Vans. I run down the stairs if all of the sudden I smell the deliciousness sweet smell of... PANCAKES! When I arrive in the kitchen I see Max his mom  baking pancakes. "Goodmorning" She smiles sweet. "Max told me pancakes are your favorite as breakfast so I thought that today might be the perfect day for pancakes!" she hands me over a plate with 4 pancakes. "Hmmmm They are delicious!" These pancakes were by far the best pancakes I have ever eaten. "What is your secret?" I ask while wiggling with my eyebrows.

"Hahaha I'll teach you when you get home. Now you two should hurry up" She points to Max who is standing behind me with a pancake hanging out of his mouth. "yeah wha... I need to eat also." "Okay I have no idea what you just said but we need to leave otherwise we are late."

If you don't wanna see me

Did a full 180, crazy

Thinking 'bout the way I was

Did the heartbreak change me? Maybe

But look at where I ended up

I'm all good already

So moved on, it's scary

I'm not where you left me at all, soIf you don't wanna see me dancing with somebody

If you wanna believe that anything could stop me

Don't show up, don't come out

Don't start caring about me now

Walk away, you know how

Don't start caring about me now

Aren't you the guy who tried to

Hurt me with the word "goodbye"?

Though it took some time to survive you

I'm better on the other side

I'm all good already

So moved on, it's scary

I'm not where you left me at all

We both sing along with Dua Lipa. In 20 min we should arrive.

"How are you feeling babe?" "I'm happy but a bit nervous... Is that strange?"

"No ofcourse that isn't strange. That's very normal, You're whole life is going to change."

"Maybe I'll turn out gorgeous" I joke. "You are perfect as you are Bells." Max winks. 

We park the car and walk through the huge entrance. When we arrive at the service desk I see a really beautiful blonde woman looking up. "Hallo, can I help you?" She asked with a sweet smile.

"ehh yes. I have an appointment with Dr. Rivera at 15:30."

"Can I have your name?" "My name is Bella Armani" 

"You can take place in section B. I'll let Dr.Rivera know you're here."

"Oehhhh a coffee machine!" Max looks like a little child who gets a lollipop for the first time. We get our coffee and as I turned around I hear my name. "Bella Armani?" "That's me!" "Nice to meet you. My name is Dr.Rivera." He holds out his hand towards Max. "Hi I'm max." he said politely while shaking hands.

"follow me, my office is at the end of the hall." We take a seat. "Okay Bella. I think I know what the problem is but I'm not 100% sure yet... You are the last wolf with blue fur am I right?" I nod. "Your grandma used to have the same condition. Your grandma came to my dad when he was still running this bussines. Somewhere in your genes it goes wrong. We have only seen it with wolves who have blue fur... Except for the ones who just keep eating like pigs, But I don't think that's the case here."

"ehm... No... Not the case." I answer back slightly confused.

"I will prescribe you some pills that will change the Genes that makes you fat and with that your acne will dissapear also. You see it's all connected." "Okay... but for how long do I have to take these pills?" "You will see results after 3 weeks and you can stop completely with the pills after 6 weeks. After that there shouldn't be any problem anymore." "And if it didn't changed anything?" "If it didn't work you can call me and we will do some tests." He smiles politely. 

"Okay, thank you!" he walks us out.

 When we arrive at the service desk the blonde woman hands me over the pills. "Here you go, the description is inside the box. If there are any questions feel free to send us an e-mail." "Thank you so much! Have a nice day!" I say happy. "You too! Goodbye." She waves as we walk out the door.