Numb Thorns

Definitely a bad idea 4

After what seemed like a long time, he walked me to his car, opened the door for me and made me sit into what i realized was a new car. He got a new car and a BMW at that, i really like his expensive taste, he helped me put the seat belt in place and with a soft smile he placed a longing peck on my check, something I wished landed on my lips instead. He hurriedly ran to the other side of the car, entering the drivers seat, he made me admire him the more, something I do unashamed.

Jeremy.

The way you look at me, it’s really worth the efforts I put into doing all I could to get here in time. I don’t think if you would like to go out with me or would you want to get home first or do you want your driver to take you home instead, although I would love to be your driver today. I saw the way he was trying to be calm and respectful, he told me his plans for the weekend and if I was okay with his intentions or if I wanted something different or wanted to add anything anywhere. I literally loved the fact that he wanted to make me more comfortable and spoiled rotten, after a quick reflection I sent the address of where I would be to Olive and other security protocols to her I made up my mind to have and enjoy myself to the fullest, sending all cautions to the wind, I told him we could enjoy this weekend together.

He was very happy and so I was. He even made a playlist of all my favorite romantic songs, he gave me a box of my favorite candies and cookies with my orange juice to go with it. He became a chatter box while he drove, holding my hands softly, stealing glances here and there at me, he couldn’t hide his excitement and feelings anymore and I love every minute of it.

We got to our destination, a five star luxury apartment, we were welcomed with smiles and warmth from the reception. I know about this place, it was among the places I wanted to visit with my husband before the divorce but here I am, in this silky comfort with a much better view of life. We got checked into our suite, he helped me unpack my bag from the office, I realized there wasnt any personal stuff for myself, he noticed my concern and came to my rescue. He held my hand and walked me to the wardrobe, he had all my favorite hair wash and oils and deodorant, he also got comfortable wears and lingeries. They were from my favorite brand also. I was amazed at how he got everything I needed, the details and the way they were presented, truly he paid apt attention to me when we had discussions of gateaways like this, I haven’t felt this much bliss for a long time.

After a warm shower, I finally felt much better and relieved, most of my anxiety had disappeared, he was such a softie and shy too.I decided to tease him a while. He ran to have his own shower too giving me time to observe the whole place and a few moments to myself as well. I went to the table, he had prepared, I took a bottle of wine, popped it open and poured out some for myself, it’s taste was amazing already bringing the desired attitude from me. I took more sips from my glass, eating a bit of everything that was on the table ranging from fresh fruits to exquisite foods and sweets. I love how everything smells and tastes and feels. Was still in my own thoughts when I felt his hands and embrace around my body, he hugged me from my back and that gave me tingles. I held his hands and welcomed his warmth giving him more space to feel more. I turned around, locked eyes with him, I held his eyes and started touching his upper body. His chest tightened, all his muscles pumped out, giving me more details while I toured his body. He was shocked I was taking the lead, I made sure his hands were secured on my waist, something that simple but seemed very hard to do, I could hear his chest pumping in and out. I love the effect I was having on him, I wanted to see him melt into my hands slowly and nicely, while he couldn’t hold me gaze anymore he closed his eyes tightly shut, i kept on touching him, his moans became the sweetest song I have ever heard, I continued touching and placing kisses on his body and everywhere making him realize just how perfect he was. I know he liked it, because his grip on my waist became stronger and unstable as though he was falling apart, I held onto him and leaned myself closer than we had ever be, before I could allow myself to tease him more, I got on my tippy toes, with my eyes shut closed too, I gave him a kiss or rather kisses. That was when all hell got loosed.

They way we were fighting for dominance with our kiss was as where two titans fought, the intensity grew stronger and out of our control, it was as though we were in another time and dimension. I didn’t allow him to dominate me in those kisses and that made him wanting to prove himself more to me. He held my butts tightly but satisfying in all its ways, he grappled on them holding me still perfectly in place.

Our lips and hands moving together, exploring and ravishing each others bodies, moving in sync like they have their own minds. He planted deep sensual kisses on every part of my body while he looked for a comfortable spot on the couch, he placed me gently and aggressively on the couch, his hands and body never leaving mine. Like a goddess he worshipped my body, every inch of my mind was blown away when his lips met my middle part. He looked up to me and I swear I could see stars. Stars in his eyes too, he was staring intensely into mine, he came closer to my face, kissed my cheeks, lips, forehead every part of my god damned face and whispered into my ears

Damn Baby, you are like an entire universe, I don’t think I will be able to measure up to your demands, your body is going to be the death of me; you Alexandra will be the death of me, you are like a goddess the heck Alexandra you are the most breathtaking goddess and I am willing to offer every part of my existence to pleasing only you and seeing to making you manifest in all your glory.

Those words gave me the courage and strength I never knew I could master, I grabbed onto his face and kissed him some more, he smiled at my actions and kept the intensity mutual. Slowly he kissed my already soft n*****s, biting and kissing and rubbing them simultaneously, he kept on kissing and sucking my whole body while I did more of everything I wanted to do to his. I was brought back to reality and taken out of it almost immediately when his lips met my middle lips, the way he teased, sucked, kissed, licked them almost made me turn into an ocean. I couldn’t contain or control myself or feelings, I grabbed his hair, holding onto his head like my life depended on it. He kept on giving me those sinful kisses and I exploded into a million waves. He kept on with his actions not minding how much juices i produced. He didn’t stop, it was as if he couldn’t have enough of me, he licked all my juices making sure none escaped or touched the couch it was as if they gave him more strength cos he kept on it steadily and softly. My body electrifying, his too was getting those little sparks with each passing moment, he gave every damn part and nerve of my body the feeling and excitement it had never had before. I was in a place I couldn’t imagine or wish to exit from. My body gave way to this man, accepting him wholly like he had the blueprints of my body. Jeremy flooded my imagination and body with love and affection I never knew I could experience in this life time. He was definitely a bad idea a very bad one at that. His body and mine came to a place were we felt as one in body, soul, imaginations and thoughts.

The end.