David & Alexandra

SMS Message David : Hi! Arch. Alex, can I invite you for a dinner? This is David Gernale by the way. Alex : Engr. Gernale… really you’re inviting me? Me of all the people.  David : Why not ?  Alex : Because the last time I saw you… I’m a w***e and a s**t to you. David : That’s a long time ago Arch. Can’t we just forget about it. We will be working together now and you were not with us during lunch, hence my invitation. Alex : Oh Ok, Sorry about that outburst. Alex : I can’t go out tonight maybe some other time. David : Why? Date? With the boyfriend?  Alex : It’s none of your business anymore Engr. Gernale, but for your peace of mind I don’t do boyfriends anymore. It’s not good for my own mental health. David : Oooohhh K, But you know me I don’t take No for an answer. Spare me at least your next night. Just a Dinner Architect for old time sake.  Alex : Still stubborn Gernale… Ok Wednesday Night. Just let me know where.  David : Thank you Arch. I’ll pick you up at the office or your place.  Alex : No, Engr. Gernale… I’ll meet you wherever we’re Dining.  David : OK! OK! OK!…  see you Wednesday. I’ll let you know the place. Alex : Bye Wednesday I’ve set our meeting ( I don’t consider this a date ) in an Italian Restaurant. I know she’ll hate me about this… she hates fancy restaurants. Oh well this is me now.  - “Ewan ko sayo Gernale hindi pala date ha, arte mo din… na miss mo naman ang Exi mo” anas ng malikot kung utak…  - Shut it brain… Shut it !!! Wow! Really did she dress up for me. She’s wearing a little black dress, her blazer hangs on her shoulders. The dress fits her perfectly, shows her curves and cuts above the knee. And she’s walking confidently towards me… she’s seducing me I swear. F**k!?&@ tagala mas lalo na siyang gumanda, lalo pang gumanda katawan niya she used to be too skinny but now… she’s sexy as hell.  “Sorry, pasensiya na sa suot ko… no time to change galing ako sa Client Meeting” bungad niya agad sa akin.  “It’s OK, Sweetheart you’re a Goddess ano man suot mo” I gave her a peck on her cheek, she gasped and just looked at me. So she didn’t dress up for me… talaga pag Client Meeting dapat sexy. S**t!? lalaki siguro Client neto.  - Aiisstt ! Judgemental lang Koyang, grabe ka kelan ka ba titigil sa panghuhusga - Bakit ba? Totoo naman ah, baka nga lalaki niya pa yun… - Siya sige dyan ka masaya, huwag ka sanang karmahin… “What do you want to eat?” tanong ko sa kanya “You order for me, I don’t know what to eat here… you of all the people knew that” ha, just what I taught she hates it here.   “And please don’t waste your money on Caviar or Foie gras, Swear I won’t eat it” habol niya pa I ordered us some salad to start with, a pesto pasta and cheese, tomato and arugula pizza. We ate our dinner discussing the Project we’ll be working on. She’s really one genius architect. I've never doubted that, I know she’ll excel her field nakita ko na ang potential niya kahit noong bagong bago palang siyang arkitekto. ~~~~~~~~~~ After our dinner meeting, I invited her somewhere private so we could talk. We end up in a quiet cafe of the Hotel we are in, nasa Hotel premises kasi ung Italian Resto na kinainan namin. “So what do you want to talk about” kaka upo pa lang namin sa cafe “Let’s order first, are you in a rush or you just want to get rid of me” balik ko sa kanya tsaka ko siya nginisian. She just looked at me with those lonely eyes. Coffee? Tea? Or me?” tudyo ko sa kanya with a playful smile “Tea for me, Thank you” may tipid na ngiti sa labi niyang sagot sa akin Pagkabigay ko ng order namin sa waiter, na tahimik lang kami walang gustong maunang mag open ng conversation. Sandali lang dumating din ang order namin.  I stared at her sipping my coffee, she’s just looking down at her tea.  I lean on the table and reach her chin and lift it up so she would meet my eyes. “Maybe now you’ll agree to sleep with me, I’m an Engineer already not the foreman you used to know. Maybe now I’m worthy enough for you.” she gasped on what she heard… I rubbed my thumb on her chin, then to her lower lips.  - How I miss those lips… I’ll be a hypocrite if I say I don’t f***ing miss her. I terribly miss her. But I can’t give in to the love I used to have… I thought we used to have.   Marahas siyang bumuntong hininga… tsaka hinawi ang kamay ko sa baba niya at sumandal sa upuan niya… “S**t! Tang na mo Gernale” bulong niya “Watch you mouth Lady”  “May pa let’s forget about it ka pa. Doon pa rin ang bagsak natin. Naisip ko na ito eh pero akala ko naka move on ka na. Hindi pa pala nag puputok pa rin yang butse mo.” iiling iling niyang sabi “I understand now more than ever why you’re so angry about what happened dahil hindi ka isang foreman lang ang totoo anak ka ng may ari ng kompanya. God!? natapakan sobra ang ego mo.” patuloy niyang bunganga sa akin. “Whatever Lady, So is my offer good enough for you? You’ll let me f**k you now!?” uyam kung balik sa kanya “So I’m still a w***e to you, God Gernale you still think I could do that s**t?” malumanay niyang sagot sa akin “You’re a w***e to me nothing more nothing less and that's how I will treat you” asik ko sa kanya “Haaay, I thought you knew me? Hindi pala, kung sabagay ano lang ba naman ako sa isang heriderong kagaya mo. I’m just a piece of s**t.”  “You can’t fool me with you pity talk, huwag kang paawa hindi na yan oobra sa akin” singal ko sa kanya “Hindi ako nagpapaawa, uulitin ko ang mga sinabi ko dati. I did not cheat on you, hindi ko ginawa yang kalokohang binibintang mo sa akin. Pero kung mapilit ka sa gusto mo… sige kahit labag sa prinsipyo ko kung doon ko malilinis ang pangalan ko sayo. I’ll agree to your proposal.”  “Papayag din pala dami pang sinabi” tssskk. “Naisip ko na din ito dati, if ever you’ll asked. Sabi ko I’ll submit myself to your demands just to prove you wrong… mahal nga kasi kita”  malumanay niyang sabi pabulong na ang dulo but enough for me to hear it but choose to ignore it… mahal mo mukha mo... “I just never thought we end up like this” nangingilid na mga luha pilit niyang pinipigilan “Excuse me, banyo lang ako” sabay tayo niya at iniwan ako sa lamesa - F**k!? sumobra na ba ako, hindi ako pwedeng umatras… Hindi ako matatahimik pag hindi ko siya nakuha… at anong mahal, she f***ing cheat on me… mahal, she’s a s**t... Compose na itsura niya pagbalik sa table namin. Wala na ang malungkot niyang aura kanina. Wala ng emosyon ang mukha niya. Wala na ring buhay ang mga mata niya.  “I’ll give you 24 hours with me, gamitin mo ako hanggang gusto mo. Pero pagkatapos nun makakalimutan na tayong nagkakilala tayo.”  “Give me a week to prepare for you. Magpapaganda ako para sayo para wala kang masabi baka sabihin mo lugi ka. Manonood ako ng sangkaterbang p**n videos para to the nth level ang performance ko, ayoko namang may masabi ka sa pag puputa ko para sayo. Siguro naman that’s fair enough for you” walang buhay niyang sabi. “Next Saturday, is that good enough for you” habol niyang tanong sa akin… Napatunganga nalang ako at napatango sa kanya.  - S**t!? mali  na nga siguro tong ginagawa ko… “Una na ako Engr. Salamat sa dinner at tsaa, huwag kang mag alala hindi ko tatakbuhan ang mga sinabi sayo ngayon, para matapos na rin to” tumayo na siya at walang lingon lingon na iniwan ako. Sinundan ko lang ng tingin ang pag alis niya.  - F**k!?%$ S**t?! This is so wrong…  - Baliw ka na Gernale, ikaw may gusto niyan panindigan mo…