The Same Forever.

If I can't have you in this lifetime Then I will wait for you in another. I think the hardest part about these feelings I have for you is that I can’t tell anyone. I can write poem after poem, I can keep a running tally of everything you’ve ever said to me that made something in chest squeeze tight around my heart, I can make note of every song that reminds me of you. But I can’t tell a soul. I wouldn’t mind so much if that didn’t include you too. I'm looking for you every corner I turn. I think you'll be there like there's a cosmic connection but I can't say I love you. You made that clear. So where does that leave me? The Same Forever. Yesterday a person asked me what friendship means to me. I replied. "A true honest and selfless friendship is like finding a star that shines and twinkles with another in duet." I get so depressed around the end of the year because it just means I have another year ahead of me, another year of struggling, feeling miserable, not being able to cope. I don’t want to keep going. The Same Forever. - Abdullah. A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.