Playing With Fire

Chapter 7

I reassured Jax and Yadira I would be fine so they would leave and get settled in. I wasn't fine, I was near from fine. I was hurting for Henly and Jax could tell. He hugged me before they left and told me she loved me too before walking off with the River Ash pack. 

"Who is 'she'?" Hakan looked at me sensing pain in my eyes.

"Jax sister. She was murdered by Alpha Tates men because they were looking for me." I said clearly showing my agitation through words since this was just as much his fault as my own. If he didn't start asking around then Tate would have never assumed anything and left her alone. 

"You and Jax then..?"

"We dated just over a year ago, before he met Yadira."

"So my little mate, why are you so eager to leave?"

"I think you know why, Hakan. I do not want a mate, I need to be focused, you are a weakness that will drag me down." I lied. Honestly I can't deny how attracted to him I am. Hes got long dark brown hair that lays straight past his shoulders and eyes that could kill me if I looked too long.  He looked to be Native American, from what I know about his pack a lot of them were.

The corner of his mouth started twitching like he was holding back a smile. He licked his lips and our eyes met. The fire in them was bright, almost glowing. I could feel myself getting wet just watching the dance the flames were putting on before me. I couldn't look away and before I knew what I was doing I felt my feet moving, drawing me closer to him. I stopped when I was an inch from his face, never taking my eyes off of his. I was hypnotized and wanted nothing more than to f**k him right here.

I slowly reached my hand out until the palm was flat on his cheek, feeling the tingling sensation take over by body. I wanted more, no I NEEDED more. I moved my hand down his jawline and then before he could react I grabbed his neck hard and pushed him back into the tree behind him. I moved my other hand to start unbuttoning his shirt, when I looked back into his eyes they were pitch black and his breathing was coming in short hard breaths. I knew his wolf was on the edge of appearing, one more nudge and he'll come play. That's what I needed, someone who could keep up sexually. 

Men are weak, but wolves are fun. Although I consider myself a top, I definitely love being dominated, I live for the punishment. That's why most of my lovers are Werewolves.

After undoing his shirt I moved my free hand to the top of his pants and inched its way until it was completely inside and holding the bulge over his boxers. I heard a moan escape his mouth and that gave my all the assurance I needed before I slid my hand inside his boxers and wrapped my hand around his c**k. Holy s**t was be big and thick. I'm really going to enjoy this. Damn its' such a shame I'm going to reject him after this. 

I started stroking his c**k and raised my head to look at his face. His head back titled back and resting on the tree. I then got on my knees and pulled his pants down around his knees before grabbing his c**k in both hands and moving my tongue around his tips earning me another moan. 

When I knew he was too far gone to noticed I then abruptly stood up and took off running through the trees. I didn't actually want to escape right away, I needed his help destroying Tate first, but I did want to be chased a little, I knew his wolf would be pissed and take over for the chase. 

'Stop Skai' Akira whimpered.

'Come one Akira, you know we can't actually be his mate.' I thought to her while dodging through the trees.

'But we ARE his mate, Skai. Stop being foolish.'

'He's going to reject us anyways, you know this.' As I blocked her out as I strained to listen for foot steps behind me, only I didn't hear anything. Was he not chasing me? Before I could think any further I was tackled onto the cold ground by a something big. 

I blinked my eyes open and saw Hakan, in his wolf form standing above me. Even in his wolf form I was turned on. Ew, what is happening to me. No no no no no, I will not be dragged down by some fire breathing wolfy person thing, with beautiful eyes, who happens to smell like pine and campfire. Wait no. Stop this now.

I threw my legs into his stomach sending his body flying to the side and stood up brushing the leaves and dirt off of my clothes. I looked over at him before looking around us, making sure we were alone. I then started taking off my jacket, which cause his head to turn slightly to the side, clearly confused. Before I could explain he shifted, showing me his naked body in all its glory and damn was it everything I've ever dreamed about in a mate. Stupid Goddess and her perfect match making skills. 

I let my eyes roam the entirety of him, his broad shoulders down to his rock hard 8 pack. I then ventured further stopping at his c**k. I really wanted to put my mouth on it again, damn. When I picked my head up and met his eyes they were back to normal, no more traces of black, just his memorizing honey brown mixed with a little yellow. I was a little disappointing, I was hoping his wolf would be in control so this creepy woods s*x would be more fun. s****l frustration is alive and reeling in my nether region. I needed to get laid, and right now. 

His eyes watched me throw my jacket to the side and reach for the bottom of my shirt.

"What are you doing?" Hakan questioned.

"Undressing, what else?" I chuckled as I threw my shirt on top of my jacket leaving me in only my jeans and black lace bra. 

"Obviously, " He said before his cheeks turned pink and he looked away. "I meant why?"

Was he embarrassed, or was I not what he was expecting. I mean I'm fit especially for my height. With all the training the last 6 months I know I've lost some wight so maybe I'm too skinny. I haven't really had an actual meal since I left. 

I looked down at myself suddenly feeling a little self conscious before wrapping my hands around my stomach.  I then looked back up at him noticing the way his eyes were fixed only on my face.

"I just thought you wanted to f**k, before I head out. You know feel this mate thing before we reject each other?" I said before looking at my clothes, clearly he was not interested.

"I AM NOT REJECTING YOU!?" He growled, feelings of anger and confusion in his words.

I looked at him before grabbing my shirt, "Yeah but I'm going to reject you, I figured you'd want to pound one out, but I'll just find someone else. I'm too built up for this s**t today." I said while slipping my shirt back on.

"I'm not going to f**k for the first time on the forest floor." He said while looking away. 

Was he embarrassed again.. It's kind of cute.

"Well sorry to break it to you, mate, but our 'first' time will be our only time." I said while grabbing my jacket and walking past him towards my bike. 

"Wait, please."He grabbed my arm, bringing me to a dead stop. I turned and looked at him, he looked hurt.I wanted to wrap my arms around his neck and just kiss him. This mate bond is pissing me off. 

"Look, I'll do whatever you want, I will help your friends, I'll battle Alpha Tate, I'll even have s*x with you right now, just please don't leave me. I've waited so long for you."

"How did you know, before I came here." I sighed before continuing. "I had my scent hidden, so how did you know I was your mate, let alone a wolf." I finished, his eyes flashed black before speaking. 

"Your eyes, I knew what were you were by looking into your eyes. I didn't know we were mates though. I've only ever seen eyes like that once before. My father told me the woman could control water. He said she would bring death to our pack, so when I saw your eyes I sent people out to look for you, I was going to kill you." He said, looking ashamed at his own words. 

My mind was in overdrive, he said hes seen them before. My mother, he was there when they killed my mother. 

I ripped my hand from his hold before punching him right in face as hard as I could. Then I started running, not daring to look back.