Chapter 15
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SEBASTIAN
Anthony had already fumed and left, oh and he left his wife here, he told her to meet him at the club whenever she wants, but she's pregnant obviously, so that can't work. So she's here trying to talk to my mother and Rebecca to keep her busy.
Honestly I pity her, Anthony obviously married her because of the company, but it's different with Rebecca because she's fully aware of that.
Camille actually loves Anthony, she really does that I feel sorry for her, because he's never going to return that love for the rest of his life.
Anthony doesn't love, he doesn't let anyone or anything come close to his heart.
The only thing he ever did was getting my father's company and see how that's making him act.
Sometimes I just want to end everything and give it up to him but, I just can't; Anthony can't do it. He'll run everything based off his emotions and feelings and it's a bad start.
Everyone was having fun, My mom were with the ladies, my dad had gone inside right before Anthony barged out angrily.
My eyes started to wander around the house and it landed on the person I was looking for.
Asher.
He was at the balcony, looking outside.
I walked over to him and stood beside him.
"Beautiful place you have here sir", he said.
"All glory toy dad".
I sighed, "Asher,I want to thank you so much for standing up for me today, I really appreciate that. My dad scares me so Much I don't think I have that kind of courage to speak to him like that, but you did and I'm grateful".
He board, "The pleasure is mine sir", he said and turned to leave, he was avoiding me.
I'd do same if I were in his shoes.
"Asher", I called, making him stop on his tracks.
"Sir?".
"I want to apologize for my behavior of recent, I've had a pretty absurd week and I'm sorry I snapped at you".
"Not a problem at all, I do understand".
He was lying, he didn't understand s**t. He just wanted to get as far away from me as possible.
"And uhm", I said coming closer.
"I want to apologize for shutting you out, about what happened that night, I -"
"Sir what are you talking about?", he asked looking me dead in the eyes.
"That night, when I got back from work late and went to the bar and got drunk".
"Yes, I brought you home with the help of the driver, that's what happened that night sir'.
Professional sarcasm, epic.
"Asher I-"
"Will that be all, sir?", he asked.
The way I hate the way he says this, "Sir thing", is irritating and getting out of control, I'm disgusted.
I sighed, "Yes Asher", I said and he gave a bow and then left.
He's still hurt.
I really messed up.
And to think I was the one who made the first move!
He definitely hates me.
But I think this is for the best.
I'm not ready for a fucken scandal.
I'm not.
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"What do you think my father's gonna do if I tell him I'm into men and I want to marry a man instead?", I asked my best friend; Timothy.
He spat out the drink in his mouth.
"What?!".
"I'm gay man, fucken Bi? I don't know, but I'm attracted to men more than women", I announced.
"Damn dude, Veronica really messed you up for real".
"No it's not her, it's way long before her, I've always liked guys, I just use women and s*x to suppress the thoughts and feelings".
"Okay should I be worried?", he asked laughing
I rolled my eyes, "You're the last specimen in the world I'd find attractive ", I said.
"What Is going on with everybody? first Stephanie, now you?".
"Dude we'll talk about your homophobia later, my problem ", I said.
", I'm not homophobic, and you know the answer to that question damn well.
Daddy Is fucken homophobic and you know it. And you know he will disown you and strip you off the company if you dare come out. So please, remain in the closet".
I sighed and raked my hair.
"Do you know what had been frustrating me for the past one week? I hooked up with this guy and I blew him off the next day and I can't stop thinking about him, I can't stop thinking about how much I've hurt him and I can't stop thinking about being with him, I'm frustrated as hell that I can't be with who I want to be because my dad is a fucken Alpha male".
"Look, your choice, it's either him or the company, and I don't want you making any damn decisions because of a man, even if it was a woman.
Rebecca is a lesbian right? and she's fully aware of the whole contract thingie, right? you guys can be married and have your affairs, nobody will think otherwise ".
"It's too risky Tim, it'll cause a scandal. Her's, won't be a problem, it's totally okay if people find out, me on the other hand? f****d up and I don't want to be with this dude in the secret, I want an open love damn it ', I groaned.
"Whose the guy though? that's making you go this crazy? someone I know?".
I shook my head, "That I can't tell you".
"Why not? dude you've told me everything already up until now, I mean I Just found out you're into men , now you want to keep this one a secret from me too".
I shook my head again.
"That information is for me and me only", I said
Hell no way I can tell my best friend that I'm attracted to my bodyguard, at least not now, until I know what I'm doing, I don't want to f**k this up any further than I have already.
I know Asher's pissed with me, but I need to talk to him
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