I Can Only Love You

Tracy came in staggered steps on the 15th floor. She came out of the lift and supported herself with the wall so she couldn't fall. Her small and round face was blushing from alcohol but that only her make her more seductive yet pure and innocent. She came infront of a door and took out a room card. Looking at the door numbers she became confused. She squinted her beautiful round eyes, trying to remember room number but her vision was blur because of alcohol effect. " 1503 or 1508!? She mumbled trying so hard to remember but she couldn't remember at all. Than the thought came in to her that she must try both rooms. She smile like a lunatic due to drunkness and look at the card on her hand. She had drank one too many that her head started aching and her visionary got blurred. Then she went forward to try the first room. She staggered to the door and began to sloppily put the card on a sensor hole. It didn't work, then she shook her head because she was feeling more dizzy. " Dammit, why is not opening? Forget it! Or maybe I put it in a wrong way?! She turned the card and press it against the sensor hole again. " Beep...beep" the green light turned on which showed the door was opening. She smiled brightly as if she won something. She entered the room but she was confused why was the room so dark because her stepsister told her that she will find her surprise there. As soon as she enter the room, someone pulled her by her wrist and pushed her against the wall. " So you changed your mind? You won't leave anymore?" The man asked in a hoarse but cold and distant voice. Tracy felt dizzy because she was pushed hard against the wall and she hit her head. She could hear that the man was talking but she couldn't hear the words clearly. " Alex, are you back? Brenda told me she has got a surprise for me but..." Before she could finish she felt something warm on her lips. The man kissed her, infact he was not kissing her but bitting her. Her mind went blank because she and her fiance Alex has been engaged for a while now and they made a promise that they will wait for the wedding. " I gave you a chance to make your choice, since you chosen to come back, than I will never let you go again". The man spoke on her ear since he was still holding her. Tracy frowned because she could smell a strong smell of alcohol on him. She was amazed because as far as she knew Alex wasn't someone to drink so much even on occasions. He continued to held her face and kissed her. This kiss was much more better than the first one. His tongue swept through her teeth and lips as if he wanted to eat the whole of her. " Ooh, mmmh " Tracy found herself groaning and she tried hard to hold it but she failed. Soon she came back to senses and shook her head and punched the man with her fists. Why was Alex behaving like this? She asked herself. The man stopped but continued holding her. He was breathing heavily as if it was hard to breath. She punched him but the man seemed like a statue, it was like he could not feel pain at all. " You don't want to? " He asked. Tracy could feel disappointment and resentment on his hoarse voice. She couldn't find words to refute him and she was more confused. Alex was always gentle with her. And his voice was always sweet like a melody but now...but now he was like a beast waiting to swallow her alive. In an instant he forcefully threw her on bed and attached his hot body onto hers. Then held her hands which were bitting and struggling over her head. " No...no don't " She couldn't see his face clearly because of darkness. Usually Alex was a gentleman but now she felt that he has changed over night. " You chose to come back, don't leave me again.. okay". Maybe because he softened his voice she found her self nodding to him as if she was bewitched and said " I have never left you, I have been here all along." After he heard her words, the man seemed excited like he was possessed and than he kissed her again. This kiss was full of emotions and passionate. Tracy groaned again. This time she was feeling hot all over her body, especially her lower part. " Be mine..tonight you have to be mine fully. I want you". ************ The night lights was emitting through the windows and so as the night wind blew the curtains gently bringing fresh but cool breeze. Tracy felt more dizzy, she could feel him kissing her, her entire body. He was so strong. The entire process was painfull yet sweet. Her first time was taken by the man she was going to marry. When she cried out that she couldn't take it anymore, he finally let go of her and soon he fell asleep. **Tracy pov** When I wake up in the morning, I found myself snuggling against the man's chest and my head was resting on his strong arms. I could feel his skin which showed me that none of us are wearing anything. My heart almost jumped out of my throat because the flashlights of what happened last night was so vivid in my mind. It turned out I was not dreaming or hallucinating of yesterday's event. It was real. This mean Alex and I broke our promise to wait for the wedding night. Alex always told me he loves me and he doesn't mind waiting but....why was he was so impulsive and aggressive last night. I don't remember how I fell asleep last night. I was really exhausted. I now believe what they always say. No matter how gentle the man is, but in bedroom he is a beast . Yeah, this man always looked gently but last night...last night he was a beast who wanted to swallow me alive. I couldn't get a chance even to wash up. Now I could feel discomfort on my body especially on my lower part. So I need to wake up and wash up. " mmmh oohmn !!" As soon as I tried to move I felt so much pain on my entire body, I couldn't help but groan. The burning discomfort was intense especially on my lower part. Even raising a quilt felt like a challenge. I feel like I have survived a plane crash. The man near man woke up, maybe because he heard my groan. " Good morning sunshine". A male voice sounded. It was hoarse and deep from sleeping which was more pleasantly seductive. " Are you okay? Does it still hurt? " My timid and worried heart eventually softened even after having premarital s*x because of his gentle tone he used. I find myself smiling a little. " My dear Alex, didn't you promise me that you won't touch me until our wedding night?" As I was asking, I raised my head to look at him. " oooh my goodness!! Who the hell are you?" Asked in surprise and my eyes almost popped out because I really don't know the man in front of me. " Who are you? What are you doing in my room?" The man shouted at me with his wide eyes opened. I pushed him and tried to wrap my body with quilt. My sore and exhausted body was trembling from shock. I couldn't believe my eyes. Sam Smith was tired from last night exercise and he had a hangover, his head still ached but due to my startled movements. His blurred eyes became clear. **Sam Smith pov** Looking at the panicking and unfamiliar little woman wrapping her petite body in front of me confused me seriously. What was happening. Who was she? I was asking myself. I tried to recall what happened last night. I got drunk yesterday because I was heart broken. The woman I fell in love with chose another man and left me standing like a fool. I remember myself drinking one glass after another trying to numb my feelings. I remember myself entering my room but after 30 minutes or so, I heard the beeping sound of the door which was opening. I got excited because I thought and believed it was her. Mhh not only that, that heartless woman left me, she didn't come back and I ended up sleeping with an unknown woman. What the f*ck is going on here? Did she set me up? I rubbed my temples and frowned as I turned to look at the woman beside me. " Who the hell are you and how did you get in here? " The woman looked at me with her big watery eyes , her body was trembling out of fear. She didn't reply to me.. instead she hopped out of the room and went to lock herself in a bathroom. " What the f****?" The woman ran into a bathroom left me covered with absolutely nothing. As I was about to stand, my eyes caught a sight of blood stains on a sheet. " Ooh my goodness!! What the f**** What have I done? Did I sleep with a virgin?