You runs in my Blood

Chapter. 3. Period

BLAIR. Pov

From year one, all Peter was doing was to smile at me and pass whenever we crossed path. It was had for me to believed that Peter had ever admired me because he was the coolest guy and every girl wanted to date him. He was not from a rich family but they feed three square meals a day 111 unlike my family, we hardly eat two meals a day. Our daily meals were ratio into 010 mainly or 101 depending. Our standard of living was hell which actually was one of the reasons I sticked with Hendric. Starving at home and starving in school isn't the same equation. Starving at home, the endgame is purpose but starving in school, the endgame is hell. Hendric was the right tool to end the game of starvation and keep fit. I never cared much about my outfit provided that I get to eat. Mandy on the other hand, was cool with me. Her parents were rich enough for themselves. They've given some kids scholarships in their community and they were well respected for that. Mandy was okay, anything she wanted she gets. But I never wanted to depend on her. I never wanted money to come between us. I cherished our friendship more than anything so I kept her alupe from my financial life no matter how she wanted to help. Peter's words keep hammering on my head. It was like my grandmother has come back from grave to punish me for being stupid, for not attending her burial.

I walked out of the class. I didn't like me in school today so I called Mandy but she busied my call. I went to her class and signaled and she came out.

"I am not really feeling well today" I lied

"Really, when did it starts? You were okay some minutes ago, what just happened?" Mandy worried.

"I'm having this sign that my period might start anytime now. I forgot my cycle and I am not prepared for it. It's giving me a lot of headache". I lied again though part of my lie was truth. I was really feeling like my period would flow any time soon.

"Okay. Cook something please" she pleaded

"Where is Blanca? I didn't see her here" I asked.

"She was here before. It's being long she stepped out but I don't know may be if hurry up, you might still catch up with her. What do you need her for?"

"Want to return her note" I said

"Go fast, you might see her behind this building still smoking bye bye" Mandy said and went back inside her class. I was really angry at Blanca for making me feel like s**t in front of her girlfriend and I never wanted anything to do with her again. Collecting things from her would made her had upper hand over me. She already had had too many powers over me with her goddess girlfriend alone. Hendric is nothing compare to Felicity and seriously I had already rated her 5 stars. She looked 100% perfect to me. Dropping her girlfriend off to school, that act alone completely melted my heart and it really touched me.

Mandy signaled me that she might be behind the building smoking so I went there but "Holy s**t" Blanca is f*****g a man backing me. They didn't notice me but I stayed there and watched it all to have power over her. When they finished. They started adjusting their clothes. The man standing in front of Blanca zipping up was Hendric. They just had s*x behind the building during lecture, so pathetic.

"Hey Blair were you here?" Hendric asked

"Did you see anything?" Blanca panicked

"Yeah I saw him squeezed your breasts, kissed your libs, put his d**k in your Virginia and f**k you. You just had s*x right? Was I not supposed to see that?" I asked infuriated.

"No Blair. We had a black out don't really know what just happened" Hendric tried to play me.

"Is that my note" Blanca asked looking at my hand "have you finished?"

"Yeah you can have your note" I handed it over to her and smiled.

"Aren't you angry or jealous seeing me with your man" Blanca interrogates

"How pathetic! None of you worth it" I said walking away leaving them behind. Standing at the school park waiting for my taxi, Hendric pulled over and horn

"Get in" he said

I refused but he came out of his car and dragged me in and he drove off, he watched me to know if am angry at him or not but I show no signs of that which got him disappointed and angry.

"Were you not supposed to be in class now"? He enquired

"No liver for lecture" I answered

"Okay. So are you going home?"

"Yes"

"Blair are angry with... ?"

"No" I cut him knowing what he would say last.

"Why aren't you?"

"Because I'm not angry. I have bigger s**t on my mind". I said sincerely

"What is it?" he pryed

"Nothing of important to you" I said

"Is it money" he poked me.

How he thinks that I can be bought with money. I'm so cheap to him, an article he can bought with price monetarily.

"How much?" he asked rudely and I ignored him.

"Okay I get it he said. You are angry that you caught me f*****g Blanca, well that happens everyday" He demonstrated with his hands leaving the steering and that feared me" It's just the same thing as f*****g others, the only different thing is that you don't catch me f*****g them but you caught me f*****g Blanca. Well that must be very hard, I will try to be discreet next time" he blabbed and I still ignored him

"Don't be angry" he said touching my hand. "You are still my favorite toy"

"I said I am not angry and I don't give a s**t" I tuned and he blasted

"What kind of person will see his boyfriend f*****g another chick and not give a s**t about him?" he attacked and hit the steering.

"Easy Hen" I tuned down

" Are you kidding me? Are you f*****g with me right now? Are you f*****g another dude Blair?"

"Like you? Hell no. Calm down. In case you've forgotten I spent my whole weekend with you f*****g only you and doing your bids and that I do every weekend for you. Somedays I skipped lectures for you too" I said tuning my voice down which makes him more annoyed. He drove passed my building.

"We just passed my house. We're are you going?" I asked

"My house" he said

"I'm not going there" I said

"Too late for that" he said

Reaching his house we went in.

"Find us something to eat" he said

"Hen did you tell my course mates I was at your place on Monday? I asked

"Who told you that?" He asked and I ignored

"Is that a crime? besides were you not at my place on Monday?" he grunt

"Who told my class I was here? I repeated my question.

"I went to your class you were not there so I thought maybe you were at some dude's place f*****g him" He finally said

"And you called me your slut" I said rhotically.

"Don't pick offense. I never meant it but in my dictionary slut is a confirmation name for s*x which is what we do and I'd enjoy it so much with you" he went to the bar and picked a glass poured in some alcohol.

"Do you care for some alcohol, it helps to steal bad thoughts" he offered.

I ignored him and went to the kitchen made brunch and we ate. I went outside and sat down by the pool. He came and stood beside me, offered me a glass of alcohol but I declined. He poured it on the floor and refilled the glass again and reoffer the second time and I took it. Not knowing what my stand here was I refused to think about anything but enjoy this very second as it is. After taking his last glass, he threw away my remaining glass of alcohol I was holding and it landed on the floor and broke splashing alcohol everywhere. He pulled off his cloth, dragged me up and started caressing me.

"Hendric you just had s*x" I said pulling away.

"But not with you" he said, feeling my skin

"s*x is s*x. Who you have it with doesn't matter" I reminded him and tried walking away but he dragged me onto himself

He cupped my face for me to face him "s*x with you is quite different and unique from s*x with others plus I haven't played with your body" he reassured with desire in his eyes.

"I don't like..." before I could utter another word, he placed his libs on mine and kissed me like he's been thirty for my libs but I didn't feel him. He tore my gown I stitched this morning before coming to school. He squeezed my breasts and tore my pant, put his d**k in me. The s*x looked more like a surrendered rape to me. All am getting from this s*x is pain. I wasn't enjoying anything from it but I encouraged myself to take it since I loved him. I have to tolerate his bull s**t. After the s*x I laid down on the floor like a lifeless being. He jumped into the pool swimmed and went inside leaving me there. I managed to stand up and walked inside to the bathroom and showered down. Taken some clothes from his wardrobe I lie down on the bed hoping to catch some sleep but to no avail. My mind was completely blank having nothing to think about. I laid down there looking at the ceiling and sleep took me off. I woke up at the middle of the night very hungry, looked at him he was fast asleep beside me on the bed. I went to the kitchen and made some food and eat. I became press, went to the toilet but couldn't deficate then I realized, that was my menstrual cycle. I went back to bed praying the day would break so fast so I could go home and pad up. Lying down there tiredly I slept off again.

"Blair... Blair" Hendric called. I opened my eyes It was already 8:37 am.

"Oh my God" I jumped up

"Why do you have to stain my bed with you period?" Hendric beckoned

"Am sorry. I'll wash it" I said and turned to see how bad the stain was.

"Oh f**k!" he shouted

"What again?" I asked

"Can't you see what you did to my cloth? Blood everywhere, can't you take care of yourself? Are you a f*****g baby, don't you know your f*****g cycle? He recked, "Oh Jesus f*****g christ! Why are you even wearing my cloth, where is yours?"

"Where you tore it yesterday" I said angrily "including my pant"

"Well do something because this can't be like this" he said

"Hello, I'm the victim here. You do something for me" I bursted out in anger

"Do what?" he asked stupidly

"Like buy me a Pad and some clothes, pant included" I said

"Man I don't know" he said scratching his head. "get this s**t outta here before I get back" he said and start walking away

"Where are you going Hendric? Get me some help" I shouted as he leaves the house and slammed the door, leaving me in shame. I took my bath and put on another of his T shirt. I used the shirt I was wearing and padded up, wore one of his pants I took from his drawer. There was a knock on the door I went downstairs and open the door but what I saw surprised me he had called some house decorator to redecorate the house and dispose off the bed sheet including the bed itself. As I looked, the man did his job. Dismantled the bed and folded everything burnt them outside and replaced new ones

"Done ma'am" the man said as he finished.

"Thank you" I replied

I left the house right after the man left. I walked down the lane completely insane. Thinking of Hendric and his attitudes towards me deranged me. Crying while walking, tears has completely covered my face given me bad vision. I crossed the road without looking and didn't even hear the car horn. By the time I know what was happening, the driver was struggling with the steering but I landed on the car and fell down facing the sky. Looking at the sky everything was so white. So spotless and nothing seemed to be bad. All I could see then was perfection. I hear children chatting and I saw something like a playground and someone was there with me but the face was glowing and the person gave me a white rose and ask me "Do you like it" and I recognized the voice because it was unique, a silver voice, I have heard it once before and since then it registered in my mind. That was Felicity's voice.

Back to planet earth, I heard people asking "are you okay ma'am?" I heard my phone ringing and I thought of Mandy, my brother Kingsley and my mum and dad. Thinking of what could happen to them if I die. My brother Kingsley toiled day and night making sure that I finish university. My dad, a retired teacher but sick while my mum also a retired teacher but gardening now for rich people. I thought of everybody that I know of. Imagining what there lives would be like without me. Mandy missing me and throwing followers for me crying, Felicity living a well deserved life with a woman worthy of her love, Hendric still moving around and f*****g anybody with breasts. Blanca maybe married with kids or fighting to win Felicity back then I saw an obituary titled "a painful exit" having my picture and name on it Blair Drille but then again I passed out. I saw my school graduating without me. Everybody was so happy celebrating #finally done with School#. My coursemates took their graduation pictures together and on that picture I saw everyone except me. I was supposed to take some pictures with Mandy but she took all of her pictures alone without me, some with her parents. I came back to planet earth 1 from where my journey began and I passed out again. But this time everything was completely black. I saw no one and I heard no one and my subconscious mind went to sleep. "Oh my God I am dead".