You runs in my Blood

Chapter. 6. Walls

Felicity took her bath, put on her nightgown. She walked to a chair in her room holding a bottle of wine in her hand.

"It's about time you show up here. Has your little princess woke up?" Blanca asked standing across the door.

"Hello too, how have you been?" Felicity replied ignoring her question.

"Welcome home mother. How was your little trip?" Blanca retorted walking to the bed room. She changed in to her nightgown, brought 2 glasses of cup and joined Felicity.

"So how is she?" Blanca asked

"Still the same" Felicity replied

"And here, I thought you will be bringing home good news" Blanca snickered

"I also wish that she will just wake up now you know, things can go back to normal" Felicity larked. She poured some wine in their glasses, took her glass while Blanca held hers. Felicity sipped her wine.

"Things can never go back to normal with your little princess in our lives. I mean how did she jump into your car? I've been thinking about this and I think it's her fault. Why did she not look before crossing. Even if her eyes were not working, weren't her ears working? Because I know you sure horned" Blanca mauled. She drank up her wine and poured another into her glass.

"Blanca people don't just jump into accidents. And I have never seen one who said it was his or her fault that accident happened" Felicity said huskily.

"Yeah, except when you're looking for attention and bumping into rich people" Blanca hoarsed

"That kid lying down on the hospital bed, does she looks like she is seeking someone's attention. Her chances of survival is 50-50 according to Joshua do you seriously think that she did that to herself on purpose? Just to get people's attention and hook with some rich guys?" Felicity dragged

"Tell me you did not noticed the way she was looking at you the day I introduced you guys" Blanca improvised

Felicity was confused. "And when was that?"

"The day she borrowed BUS 306 from me at school?"

Felicity couldn't believed her sense. So they've met before. And she now remembered that day. When she told Blanca she forgot her note the girl standing with her turned to look at her but was lost in her look.

"Are you saying this Blair is that Blair. Oh my God how did I not noticed her before" Felicity snickered

"Babe I'm saying she knew you were coming and she jumped into you, boom... accident happened" Blanca mauled

"And that wouldn't be accident any more"

Felicity said smiling. She laid down on the couch while Blanca adjust herself. "Accident is accident because it happens on account of no one's knowledge" Felicity dragged

"Well, it can be anything but just know that she planned it all. She's being stalking you" Blanca said as she went to bed. But Felicity ignored her. She knew Blanca can be difficult and unreasonable sometimes. Felicity knew the thought that can be running in Blanca's mind, she always feel insecure when ever there is a third party between them.

"Are you coming to bed or not or do you still want to think about your little princess" Blanca retorted

Felicity moved over to the bed smiling at Blanca's insecurity over someone she's never thought in a s****l way. To be Frank, Felicity found Blair very attractive even in her hospital bed. She had thought about her beauty. Lying there without makeup, Blair looked even more beautiful. Felicity was even more comfortable sleeping by her side. Two days at the hospital with her made Felicity a lot happier than she would have been at home with Blanca. Felicity knew that so she didn't argue with Blanca when she said 'thinking about your Little princess'.

"Come here" Felicity said pulling Blanca closer to make bidy contact. She drew her face closer and kissed her but the kiss didn't last long. Felicity held her face and locked her eyes with hers.

"You have me now, all of me". Felicity said moving her libs against Blanca's. "Just make love to me and not said anything about Blair" Felicity muttered in her libs. She kissed Blanca for long and before they pulled each other's clothes off. They made long love locking into each other's body and they slept off.

Blanca has 8 O'clock lecture so she woke and went into the shower. Felicity woke up and joined her in the shower. They kissed and made love again in the shower before they stepped out. They dressed up and Felicity picked her bag and keys and stepped out.

"Aren't you dropping me off to school?" Blanca asked

"No Baby. You gonna have to use the taxi" Felicity replied

"Common Baby, you can just drop me and head to office, you won't be late. It's not as if someone will reprimand you for being late to work" Blanca imprint.

"Except that I'm not going to office. I'm going to the hospital, Mandy is going to lecture and Blair can't be left alone" Felicity explained

"What! Is this gonna be our lives now, Blair...? Blair...? Blair. You know what, you're taking me to school and you're going to work. Simple, that's it" Blanca reproved

"Baby I can't and am sorry."

"You better not start Felicity" Blanca's infuriated

"How can I carry on with my life when someone is fighting to have hers back in a hospital bed, a place that I specifically put her in? I can't do that. I don't know how to do that" Felicity sympathised.

"You know what, just do the hell you want. I hope you f**k her well in that sick bed. At least someone is finally getting what she wanted" she took her bag and slammed the door behind her furiously.

Felicity walked out and closed the door behind her. She bought some food and headed to the hospital. Entering the ward she met Joshua inside diagnosing.

"Hello" She greeted

"Hi, Felicity, you look better today. I guess today must be our lucky day" Josh whimmed

"What happened?" Felicity asked

"A nurse saw her moved her finger and she opened her eyes while I am here but I saw darkness in her eyes, she is lost and lack affection. I saw anger that is burning like fire in her eyes, I saw hatred". He explained

"What! Felicity exclaimed excitedly

" Yeah but she passed out again. Felicity I don't think she here with us. Her subconscious mind is far away. She is locked in some place very dark. And if she stays there longer she might not come back" Josh said

"So where does that leaves us?" she asked curiously

"You need to find her Felicity, reach for her soul and make her find herself again." Josh replied

Felicity was moved with joy that she at least opened her eyes even though she was still half dead and stucked in some dark place. She approached Blair.

"Hey sleeping beauty, thank you for fighting back, for given us hope. I can't wait to see you walk again. I'm already overwhelmed with joy hearing that you are responding to treatment very fast"

Felicity said dropping seed of tears on Blair's closed eyes.

"Felicity whatever you're doing keep doing it. Like I said try to reach her soul. Connect with her. She can open up only when you break her walls. They were locked with infinite hatred which only love can break." Josh elaborated

"What can I do to break them, how can I help, What can I do to help her Josh?" Felicity vagued shedding tears.

"Reach for her soul. Tell her stories, good stuff, show her love. Make her realize what she is missing in her absence and she might wake up earlier than we thought. It was an absence of love that took her to that dark place which she locked with infinite hatred, only the presence of love can bring her back Felicity" Joshua emphasized and left the ward. Felicity stared at her thinking what Josh said. She remembered her twin brother who was very lovely. Though she suffered but she was brought up with love. Her family was showing her with love. Her best friend Mandy loved her as well. So where could that hatred triggered from and to where was it heading. Felicity thought and thought and remembered Blanca mentioned some name Hendric and Mandy shoveled that name away. And she was in her boyfriend shirt the day of the accident. Then Felicity knew, that hatred must be for Hendric and maybe she has vowed to not love again. Whatever he must have done to her must be very very monstrous. Mandy said Blair told her in school the previous day before that day that she was going home but she ended at Hendric's place. Slept there and left in semi-noon with his clothes. Felicity put the whole puzzle together and she knew what Blair was dealing before the accident and how she crossed the road without looking. Now she knew what Josh was taking about by breaking walls and bringing her back only with love. Blair loved this Hendric but Hendric didn't love her back. Felicity head down and kiss Blair's cheek lingering.

"Hendric is a loser" she said but just then Blair started shaking, vibrating on bed, signalling that she has started to panic. The heartbeat monitor began to beep fast. Felicity called for help, crying and yelling and getting everyone's attention at the hall "help...help... can someone help her... help... please..." she sobbed. Doctors and nurses rushed to her room and she followed behind.

"What happened, what did you do to her?" that was Joshua

"Nothing. What's happening to her?" Felicity asked with a broken voice almost fainting.

"seizure... she's having a seizure" Josh said as he and the nurses tried to stabilise her. Her heartbeat monitor started beeping faster and faster and then it stopped.

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Blair was stabilised after being brought back to life by doctors and nurses. Although her recovery will be a very long and tedious one but she will regain back full control of her limps and make use of her full body again. Nurses are now leaving while Joshua stood to look at Felicity "Are you okay?..." He asked Felicity who is now sitting down trembling and watching him "what?... I... I don't know...what happened... is she okay?" Joshua smirked " she's stabilised now. Yes she's okay but what happened here earlier? Did you say anything or do anything frightening?" asked Josh and Blair's heartbeat monitor is now beeping normal

"I just... I just said... I said, Hendric. I said Hendric" Felicity replied.

Just at the mention of Hendric's name Blair panic again, her temperature rising, heartbeat monitor threatened to beep fast and Josh kept fighting to stabilise her again.

"Can you say something that... that can make her feel safe" Josh said struggling with Blair " Felicity thought of what to say then she mention "Mandy... Kingsley..." Her hearbeat monitor began beeping normal again and she's stabilised. "alright, Just don't mention that name again. I said to tell her stories and show her love not to mention some frightening name to her. She needs the people that love her to make... they need to make her feel that they're still here for her that she have them no matter what" Joshua informed.

Just show her love okay" Josh told Felicity and walked off the room.

Felicity watched her and felt guilty for bringing that name up. "I'm sorry... really really sorry for this" she said and rest her head on Blair's body pouring her tear on her hand and soothing it.

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Blair Pov

"Okay... There are things I don't understand and I'd really be glad if someone can put me through and save me from curiosity or dump dump dump. I've been here for like God knows how long and I'm just talking and listening to myself...myself alone. nobody seems to hear me. so I blab and blab and blab and then get tired. But then I wonder if this girl gets tired too. She's being crying and mobbing and talking to someone. Okay... did I say someone? well that someone is me, no... not me me but I mean my body yeah she's being talking to my body and I think...well I don't know how long. I was okay before, did I say okay? I'm here stucked in God knows where and my body is lying down there for God knows how long and I said I'm okay! That was a slip of tongue. I am not okay...Blair Drille is not okay. Why am I even here, in this dark place... I can't see anything here except light I sight from the other dimension...the other side..." Oh this is my subsonscious self talking

"This woman has been here since morning and she looks familiar to me though but I know I don't have a family or a friend like her. Talking about friend, where is Mandy? and why wasn't she here with me? or am I really dead, is this my grave? no no no, doctors don't come to grave...their ministration stop at hospital and I bet I'm in a hospital and talking about hospital why am I here? why is my body lying down there... Oh my God... is... that bandage on my head? what the fuck... there are bandages all over my body... Jesus f*****g christ... what the hell happened to me. Was I in an accident? did the world collapse on me? why am I so broken? God why?... I can't... I can't be here. What about my parents, oh my poor brother...how can I do this to you? now you have to worry about my stupid health. What was I thinking... how did I get here? I have alot to find out but how can I communicate, she can't hear me neither the doctor, well I have to wait for Mandy 'cause if I'm in the hospital I'm certain Mandy won't abandom me. Let me sit down" I tried to sit but "s**t there is no sit here. Wait I'm feeling sexually sensitive, what's happening...who's touching me..." then I looked and I found her dressing me. The way she's looking at me I'm loving it."Oh she just touched my breast...yeah that was by mistake but I'm loving it" I watched her caressed my face and I closed my eyes to her touch only to realised that it's just me here. She was touching the other me there, the one lying down at that hospital bed. She bent down and kissed me on my forehead and on my neck and said " don't worry... you have me and mother, father, Kingsley and Mandy...we are here for you" Oh she just mentioned my world and she included herself...wow... I really really love this. And she proceeded in cleaning me. Jesus, she's about to pull my pant, will she do that...God she is gonna see meooo. I signed and closed my eyes so that I won't see her face reaction when she'd see me. "wow that was fast. Okay she didn't see me. Wow she's lying beside me and cuddling to me. I'm loving this scene, please remain like that 'cause my body and sensitive mind is loving everything you do. I'm loving you dearly. I really have to find out why I panicked when you mention Hen... Oh my mind, I can't even mentioned that name and why does the name feel threatened? That name must be devilish and the owner but that I'll deal with some other time but for now let me enjoy this wonderful sensation this woman beside me is giving me. Wow... she soothing every part of me, keep doing that please... I'll soon meet you..."