MY HEART SANK AS I heard those words from Marcus’ mouth. It was never meant to hurt nor make him feel sad that way. But I couldn’t keep denying the fact that, ever since I got myself involved with him, my life suddenly became a roller-coaster ride. It became an even harder situation to handle than with my mother.
Seeing him, looking down and weak because of my silence, it makes me feel like I have committed such a grave sin. A familiar grave sin where I must have a lot of shortcomings to make him react this way. When, in reality, it was actually him who made this whole situation harder to handle.
He was unclear. Since the beginning, he never clarified our relationship until I told him that I didn’t want to be his s*x partner anymore. Since the beginning, he has been showing unclear motiv
