knowing

chapter 4

Nikki-

    i ran! i ran so fast! my heart was trying to leap out of my chest.  who was that guy and what was with all the weird questions? 

     Damn i cant even ask mom about it or she will freak than i have bigger problems since this is the 20 time i skipped school. She was already threatening to kick me out of the house for good. she already said she known having a kid was gonna wreck her life and here i am making that truth her reality. 

        one more week i told myself than everything will change i can run away and be someone completely different maybe work as a waitress in a near by town.  i was so deep on thought just as i reached for the door handle the door swong open and i was faced with a very angery looking mother. 

    s**t she knows her nostrils flared

         "Get your things and get the hell out i'm done being your mother you ungrateful orphan," said in a low but scary tone.

  Shock took over my body. Orphan? what does she mean orphan? wasn't i her real daughter? i though i was, she always told me i was. so why now tell me different? i almost started to ask questions but i ran up the stairs and started packing a bag of my cloths and bolted from the door.

I started running i ran so long i didn't know where i was nothing looked familiar to me anymore, but i was coming up to a old grain bin it was falling apart. it was the best thing around for miles,  so i decided there was the best place to camp at least for the night since the sun was going down fast.

    i was getting tired from the crazy day i was having today couldn't get worst i thought as i curled up in the corner of the grain bin and fall asleep to the wind howling through the walls.