CHAPTER FOURTY-SIX H When I see Julie crying because of me, because of my pain, because of the reality of my life it takes everything in me not to claim her. I knew right there at that time, Julie was really meant to be mine. The way she’s genuinely hurt with the truth that I should be the one to get hurt. Especially when she said that she is going to be the one to cry for me if I can't cry for myself. The truth is, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being hurt. So, when I told Julie all that I could hardly feel anything. It's also true what I said that I don't have anything bad to do with her tonight as long as I just want to be next to her sleeping with me and be with her until we wake up the next morning. But when I saw the shadow of her body under my bathroom door, taking a shower.

