CHAPTER FOURTY-SEVEN JULIE H thought I didn't hear what he said last night about us being friends. But I heard him, I just chose not to answer because I knew what I would answer him would hurt for both of us. At I have to think that this adventure with H is perfect. I don’t want to ruin our happy days together. I know it is selfish. I am too selfish. But my decision was complete the moment he admitted to me the truth about his personality. Not that it turned me off. In fact, I loved him even more. But I have to do this because knowing myself, I am as mess as him too. I am as pained just like him. And two broken souls can never be together because it can only create chaos. And I told you that from the very beginning, I had enough Mess and Chaos and Trouble in my life. All I want is peace

