***Ethan I have tossed myself into bed several times. Hindi ako mapakali knowing that someone I hate is soundly sleeping the very next door from my bedroom. I got the bottle of wine and stood at the balcony. Everything that happened from the past four years seems so fresh in my memory. “Monica nand'yan ka ba sa loob? Buksan mo ang pinto. Mag-usap tayo, please,” mahinahon kong tawag sa kanya. Naghintay ako ng ilang minuto pero hindi pa rin siya sumasagot. “Monica, alam kong nand'yan ka, buksan mo ang pinto," sigaw ko. I worried sick about her. Kailangan kong masigurado kung nasa'n siya at bakit hindi ko siya ma-contact. “Monica, I said open this door or else..” Kumuha ako ng kahoy at malakas na hinampas ang pinto ng apartment nito. Galit na galit ako sa sarili ko na kung kailan ko ka

