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ASHER'S POV

"You can't actually think what his doing is right! He has he locked up when she could be helping us find the kid's!" 

"His doing? You mean the alpha!" They council had been fighting for the past two hour's.

"ENOUGH! HAS ANYONE GOT ANY WORD BACK FOR THE SQUAD THAT WENT WEST?!" My fist slammed down on the table, I was getting tired and my patiences had gone out the window.

"Sorry alpha." They all day down and looked around at each other as if it was the other person's fault.

"No we haven't heard word back yet, as soon as we do I'll send someone to tell you." I nod, Oliver worked for my dad, he was one of the few people I respected and loved in my life. Even if I didn't show it, he knew he was one of the last pieces still around that belonged to my previous life, to the old, lost me.

"Very well, we will met up again in thirteen hour's if anyone is informed of any information inbetween that have it sent straight to the alpha." Oliver closed the meeting, I almost ran for the door. I couldn't breath, every second in there was killing me. We'd had to start meeting at Oliver's house, I figured it was better to be safe than sorry. Trust no-one.

"Did you get any sleep last night?"

"Don't ask dumb questions, you already know the answer."

"Why didn't you tell them you put her in there to protect her?" I stopped walking to the car to look at Cas.

"Because even if I don't hate O, some part of me feels like this is me getting justice. And I don't know how to feel about that and until I do figure that out, it's got nothing to-do with them." Cas jumped in the car, never looking at me once. "You hate me."

" No. I'm disappointed Asher there's a big difference!" I watched him fighting himself not to say all the thing's he was thinking. " I hated her for keeping them a secret, but now I see that they were more safer away from someone who would think their mother deserved to be locked up as punishment for her kid's getting kidn*pped. That's a crime in almost' every place in the world." My phone started ringing in my back pocket.

"Answer it, I have nothing else to talk about with you." Cas's word's hurt, more than I thought they would.

"WHAT?!"

"Sir she got out, she broke out!"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN. GOT OUT?!"

"Sir I don't know how this happened."

"So what you idiots are saying is that a girl in a cage just walked straight out and past everyone through the front doors, tell me why I shouldn't kill you now?" Cas laughed. " I'm sorry but is something funny?" I turned to face him.

"I mean it is O."

"She's always had a way of making a big exit, you honestly shouldn't be so surprised it makes you look stupid." Cas rubbed his forehead laughing to himself again. "As if any of this is surprising anymore."

"Alpha, it was like she put a spell on us. No-one could move, no-one could stop her."

"Where the hell is she now?!"

"I sent people after her but they lost her trailer near a river and that we got nothing." I hung up the phone raising my eyebrow.

"So I look stupid do I?" Good! I was wondering if you were going to say something w are the al plha here remember Asher, nor him.

"Yeah you do, ever since the night you ruined all our lives." What was this see how far we can push Asher's patience day? Did everyone sign a petition I don't know about?

"I thought you'd forgiven me for that?"

"Oh I forgave you, but that doesn't mean I won't ever forget that you broke my sister and left it up to me to fix the pieces of you, that you broke."

"I am an alpha you know?!" He laughed.

"Sure do, at this point it doesn't mean shit."

"I know what that feels like." Being alpha meant everyone was effected by every single decision I made, the whole thing was a bunch of s**t. A f****d tradition we'd been following for centuries. " So maybe it's time things changed."

"Yeah okay Princess, once you've found your glass slipper."

"Just be serious for a second."

"Oh I'm not kiddin, I'm  spitting out  straight out facts."

"Okay no, it's only okay when they say that online." 

" Don't be salty, I never said we couldn't be friend's, I'm just judging the decisions you make."

"Maybe ease up on the coffee before meetings next time." I offered.

"Yeah, no I totally agree on that one."

"No but, seriously Cas. No more alpha, once the kid's are found I'll announce it." From that moment on all I'll have time for is fixing every thing I'd destroyed along the way, starting with my family. Something I'd never thought I'd have again. " I'll give up everything if it means my family has a future. I'll never stop fighting for them, I'll never be the reason they are in pain, never again." My constant mistake has been that I never know what I love till it's gone. I can't change our past, but I can change for our future. I have to, I need them, all three off them. I need them like I need air, without out them I don't exist. I'm just sorry its taken so much loss and heartche to reach this point. Couldn't I of known all of this before I crashed and burnt down my world. I just hope I'm not to late, that I didn't wait to long. That I haven't lost them for good this time. 

"Just make sure you aren't making any promises you can't keep." Are you seriously going to let him keep talking to us like this the wolf growled inside.

I guess so. New me. New you.