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I owe you everything

ASHER'S POV

"Lynn what the f**k happend?!"  I was trying to keep my cool. 

"I don't even really know, it all happened so fast. Luna was sitting with the kid's while they slept, I was reading a book. And they just." She broke down, sobbing. "I'm so sorry!" I passed her a tissue, my anxiety spiking. 

"I need you to pull yourself together! I need to know what happened!" She nodded. 

"Okay, they must of waited for Omega to leave. It was even five minutes,they smashed down the front door,  they all had mask on. Three of them went up stairs, I tried to stop them. I was shifting when another one walked in and injected me with the poison. I just laid there, I couldn't even move." Lynn's hand's started shaking as her memories crushed her. "I could hear Luna fighting back, they were to strong for her. I heard a loud thump and her screams, the kid's both started crying and screaming, the one watching me laughed as I cried on the floor. After a while the screaming stopped and the kid's didn't make any noise. That's when Law showed up, he didn't even ask questions. He shifted and killed the one hovering over me, he went up the stairs,  but he was to late! They'd heard him and taken Kallanii out the window, he found Kai hiding inside a chest, I guess Luna was fast enough to hide them both! When Law finally made his way down stairs, he only had one kid, he used my phone and called Omega and told her what happened, I guess she thought it was me checking in. And the rest you already know." I stood up punching the wall, piece's crumbled to the ground. How was I supposed to find her, how was I supposed to save them! My little boy was in a coma, his sister kidn*pped! I smashed my fist in-to the wall again. 

Their aunt dead, their mother on a drip to keep her knocked out so she didn't get hurt! 

NOTHING WAS RIGTH! 

HOW THE f**k WAS I SUPPOSED TO FIX THIS WHEN THE ONE PERSON WHO WAS THEIR FOR THE WHOLE THING SEEN NOTHING USEFUL!

My phone started ringing in my pocket.

"WHAT!?" I screamed in-to the phone. 

"Sorry sir, you told me to call if she woke up." 

"AND WHO IN THE f**k DID THAT!?"

"Law, sir. He toke her down to the hospital room to see Kai. 

Should I lock the building down!?" Of course he did, interfering prick! 

"WAIT TILL I GET THERE, I WANT HIM LOCKED UP! I WANT HER SEDATED! AND IF ANYONE ELSE GOES BEHIND MY BACK, I WANT THEM KILLED!" I slammed the phone shut.

"You can stay here, I have guards watching the house, if anyone shows up you call me!

I will find them! And they'll pay for what they've done!"

I didn't wait for her response, she was safer in Cas's house I'd made sure of that! 

Cas stood by the car waiting for me. 

"When this is all over you owe me new walls!" I grabbed him by the shirt slamming him into the car. 

"No! When this is all over you better pray I don't kill you to for keeping this a from me!"

 I shifted, leaving him on the ground, running toward's the castle. 

Just my luck it had to be so far away from the house, lucky for me I didn't waste time. 

I  stopped at the entrance, giving myself time to calm down before I face them. 

 When I walked in-to the room, Law stood from the chair, I punched him in the face, hitting him until the guards dragged me off and toke him out of my sight! 

Omega looked horrified. 

"What, you going to-do the same to me as well!? It's not even his fault, he told me what the drip was doing! Keeping me asleep so you could try scar the day without me getting in the way! 

 I woke up by myself the drip was still in! You can't stop a vampire Asher!" Apperantly Asher was keeping a lot from me! Stupid asshole! 

"A vampire!? WHAT THE f**k O!?" She ignored me, turning back to our son. 

"Why isn't he waking up?" Her eyes pleading for answer's, answer's I didn't have. 

"I don't know, we've tried everything. The doctor says it's not a poison, he just won't wake up."

"Where is she Asher!? We have to find her!" O fell to the floor, all of my anger left. 

"I don't know, I have people looking everywhere! No-one seen their faces."

"This is all my fault! I wanted to go to the stupid blood moon party! I wanted to see you again! I should of been with them! I should of protected them! I didn't want this life for them!" I pain of guilt hit me, I'd made her go to o that party, I'd made her do a lot of things she didn't want to do. The whole time all she was doing was trying to protect them, from monster's like me.

"Omega I'm so sorry!" She scoffed. 

"That would be right, I'm the one who kept your own kid's a secret and you go and apologize to me! God I've f****d this all up! I thought I'd be a good mum, but all I've done is messed their entire lives up!"

"I'm not saying I understand or forgive you, but I can't imagine what it was like to raise them alone! From what I can see it wasn't until I was in your life that everything f****d up again, you raised them and kept the safe for their whole life, if anyone's to blame. It's me, for forcing you to do stay when you tried so hard to leave."

"I guess we are both screwed up parent's." O whispered. 

"We will find her O! We will!" I had to believe it, I had to see my daughter, I had to let them all go. They were safer without me. "I will fix this! Or I'll die trying!"

"How can you be so nice to me, after everything I've done?!" 

"Because I'm the one who drove you away, you are the one who rebuilt yourself! And I destroyed it all. Without even knowing. I owe you everything."