Fall In Love With A Feline

Chapter 6

--**Abey's POV:

I can never forget the day I had that first monthly period. Aside from being left at home and going out, it has become the most dreadful moment of my human life. It hurt especially around my abdomen. Even my thighs and my back were aching. 

Apparently, that monthly thing had something to do with conceiving, or in the easiest words that Kevin had described, having a baby... much like having kittens.

Kevin said he wouldn't want kittens again but, would he like babies?

"Do you want babies?" I asked after his explanation which clearly made him exhausted. But my question woke him up as his eyes widen while staring at me in disbelief.

"You said he don't want kittens anymore but, since I'm human now and you said this monthly period indicates I'm now capable of having babies, would you like babies?"

"Y-yeah... but not right now. I'm not r-ready for that." He said, stuttering a few words.

My head tilted as I moved closer to him while we sit in the couch. "Then... Kevin?... when can I get a baby? You said you don't want kittens anymore and you're not ready for a baby so that means you still want a baby..."

"I don't think you'll make one while you're human," he said before laughing nervously.

"Why?" I asked, pouting with a frown. "If that's what will make you happy then I should get one while I'm human," I argued.

"No, Abey. Babies are complicated and having one should be thought through. And you said - while you're human... so you'd leave the baby alone with me while I wait and dread the time for you to change back? That's... that's unfair."

"Why? If I change back, I'd still be with you." I retorted.

"That's... this conversation is just weird." He replied, averting his gaze away with a frown on his face. "You won't understand so just... let's not talk about it."

There was a moment of silence between us until I uttered, "You don't want me to change back, right?" I asked.

"No... I want you to change back sooner if it's possible so everything will get back to how it was before."

"That really means you didn't like me now as a human. I kinda like being human because you can understand me..." I muttered, resting my head on his shoulder while I wrap my arms around his arm.

"I-it's not like that..." he said, looking down at me. "I just...." he trails off.

"Kevin hasn't said he loves me for a very long time now."

"It's not that simple." He retorted.

"You always say that. Humans are not simple, humans are very complicated, I get it. There are so many reasons I don't get because I was a cat but, I'm trying my best to understand."

"I know you're trying your best. I can see that. They're just things that are hard to explain to you which I know you won't get."

"How would I understand if you don't explain?" I whispered as I look up to his eyes.

"Abey... d-do you cats really have feelings? Do you really understand each other? Do you talk to each other with your meows?" He asked.

I shook my head, "No... it's just meows. There are no words. I don't understand what they're meowing about but, I understand their actions... Cats are driven by instincts and we always act what our instinct would tell us to do. I actually realize I don't care about anything but you while I was a cat. Then... I'm like this... I became human, suddenly everything became complicated."

"So that means, you're not like any cats?" He asked.

"I don't know. I just understand you when you talk to me I and I try to respond back, I try to talk to you. I can sense when you're feeling sad and frustrated and that makes me sad too. It's only with you and not with cats. Like now, when you said it's unfair... when you said you miss me... you were sad. That's why I got the feeling that you don't want me to change back."

He stared at my eyes for a while before averting it once again.

"Do you really want to? Am I a pain as a human?" I asked in a whisper.

"No." He whispers back while shaking his head twice.

A smile quickly crept in my lips before I immediately climb to his lap and hugged him tightly.

I've always wanted to feel his warmth but... I also want to feel this purring inside my chest. It's so fast and loud that I can hear it in my ears.

"Don't wish me to change back, okay? I'll do my best to understand everything you're teaching me. I'll also wait until you're ready to want a baby."

He then chuckled softly before asking, "Do you know how babies are made?"

I shook my head, "No. Now that think about it, I don't know how kittens are made as well. But, whatever, I'll just wait until you tell me how to make it for you." I smiled widely.

He laughed again. I don't know what's funny but I'm happy that I made him smile.

I stayed on his lap and rested my head against his shoulders, embracing him. I still feel the purring inside my chest and I'm happy that I could purr again. He watches the TV about a man that never stopped talking. It's apparently called news and it's pretty boring but he said it's important.

However, I could also hear his purring chest when I moved to his left shoulder. It's calm when he sleeps but it's purring when we're like this.

"Kevin... do you know that you're purring too?... humans purr differently."

"Huh?" He hummed in confusion with brows all furrowed.

"Here..." I then touched his left chest.

He then smiled softly, "It's not a purring. It's a heartbeat."

"Oh..."

However, I couldn't see his eyes because his glasses brimmed against the light from the TV so I pulled it off.

Curious, as to why he wears this and I wasn't allowed to, I wore it.

"Whoa!... I can't see." I said in totally amused as I look at his blurry face before looking around.

"Why do you wear this? Can you see me while wearing this?" I asked.

"We have different eyesight..." he chuckles before pulling it off my eyes which made me a bit dizzy.

"Well... you look better without the glasses," I said, cupping his cheeks.

"Without it, I can't see..." he replied, putting down the glasses on the table beside the couch.

"You really can't see me?" I asked, moving my face closer to his for him to see me clearly.

"I still can, but not as clear compared with glasses on. But even without it, I can still see how pretty you are."

I smiled widely with my crazy purring chest, no... crazy beating heart

I then pushed his hair back to see his whole face clearly, "Kevin is pretty too..."

He lost his smile but his gaze is still locked at my eyes. 

"It's just hiding beyond those glasses and this hair. But you're very pretty too." I added

A sigh escaped his lips, "Aside from my mom, you're the only one who complimented my face." He then chuckles.

"Your mom and I see clearly then... maybe other people's eyesight is just blurry as yours but I know, they'll see how pretty you are if they look closely."

A heavy sigh escaped his lips once more before forcing a smiling, "I don't want anyone to see me now. I have you. That's what's important"

"Yes... you have me. I love you, Kevin."

He then reaches for my cheek before caressing it softly as he stares in my eyes. Then, his hand moved to the back of my head and pulled me to him until we were hugging each other.

His fingers at the back of my head scratch it softly. I closed my eyes and rested my chin on his shoulder, enjoying the warmth of his embrace despite how my heart has been the whole time.

"Can't you tell me you love me? Just once? I miss hearing those words." I asked.

I've been waiting for him to say those words and no day passes that I failed to tell him I love him but all I get is a smile and a pat in the head. Not that it's bad but I miss hearing those words.

I soft pout crept to my lips when his embrace loosened so I peeled myself from him and look at his face.

However, I wasn't expecting he'd do something out of the ordinary.

He peeled his back from the backrest of the couch, a hand softly cupping my cheek once again before I felt his soft lips upon mine.

I've playfully bitten his lip before as a cat but I never felt something like this.

My eyes slowly close as I savor the feeling of nibbling upon my lips. It felt wet but really soft and gentle. My hands moved on its own, clutching the cloth of his sweater before I nibble his lips back as softly as I could, copying how his lips move.

His hands then slip on my sides before sliding on my back, pulling me in closer to him so I wrap my arms around his neck to lock him in while we continue nibbling each other's lips.

Then, I felt a familiar heat as we go on, familiar yet so different. A warm, soft, fuzzy feeling...

We both stopped for a while, but he didn't let go of his embrace with me. I slowly flutter my eyes open but the first thing I see was his attractive lips.

"You nibbled my lips..." I whispered, followed by a giggle.

"It's called kissing." He whispered as well, smiling.

I then look up to his eyes, "Kiss..."

"Mhmm... Abey is my first kiss.I'm sorry if I can't do it well."

My first kiss...

"Kevin is mine too," I replied. "I want a kiss again..." I then tightened my arms around his neck.

"I shouldn't have kissed you." He whispers.

I felt that pricking pain inside my chest despite it continuously beating crazily. I said in with that familiar look on his face I knew very well. He was sad. However, his hold on me tightened as well until there's no more space between us.

But even if he said he shouldn't, his lips still press against mine once again.

Kevin is confusing.

Nevertheless, I kiss him back and it was one of the greatest feelings I've ever felt, topping the warm embrace.

But continuing this makes me feel hotter.

I want to mate.

I had that heat in my lower abdomen like how I feel like when I was still a cat. I don't know what mating really is, I just know that it will quench that fire between my legs. But, unlike when I was still a cat, I know exactly who I want to mate with.

I want to mate with Kevin.

When we stopped momentarily for a breather, I quickly get off his lap and bent over the free space upon the couch.

"Abey?" He called in his confused tone.

"I'm ready," I muttered as I ready myself in this position I know.

But, can I mate with him if I have this monthly period?

Well, I won't feel hot if it can't be done.

"Uhhh...r-ready for... what?" He asked.

Did he not feel it... that heat?

That heat in my lower body signaled me that I'm ready to have him.

"I'm ready to mate," I muttered, lowering my head on the seat of the couch while keeping my bums up. I know this would hurt like the last time I attempted to mate. But, I can take it. It's Kevin after all. 

Suddenly, a pair of strong arms pulled me and then, I found myself sitting back on his lap.

"You know what mating is but you don't know how to make kittens or babies?" He then chuckled. "We can't mate, Abey. Let's just be like this."

"I don't understand... I've always wanted to ask but, is mating connected with kittens or babies?" I asked, turning my head against my shoulder so I could look at him.

"Yes. You will never ever mate with a tomcat. I'm not gonna put you through a rape-like situation again if you were a cat again. And now, we can't mate... because... that's against nature."

"What do you mean by nature?" I asked, holding his hands that's keeping his arms locked around me.

"I'm human and you're a cat. So it's not natural. That's called bestia-... that's just not right." He answered.

"But, am I not human now? So... it's natural. You and I are both humans." I argued.

"For now. And humans don't just mate without feelings. Well, yeah some do but I don't."

"You haven't mated before?"

"Unfortunately, no." He answered with a sigh.

"You don't want to?" I asked, pouting... kinda disappointed.

"I do... but... not with y-you..." he answered.

"Not with me? Don't tell me you wanna mate with that girl with bangs that has a cat named Leo... I'm gonna grow my nails and scratch you and her for real." I scowled with a pout on.

"T-that came out wrong. It's not that I don't want to but it's just wrong to do it with you because this form is not your original form. And no... I don't want to mate with Lisa. It was just a crush. W-wait... you remembered Lisa?"

"What is crush?! Whatever it is, I don't like it. Stay away from Lisa." I said, trying to turn my body around so I could look at him directly.

"Abey... don't move too much on my lap." He nervously ordered.

"I became a human for a reason. Why don't you mate with me? If it'll help me make babies and make you happy then you should do it with me, not with any other human." I whined continuously as I struggled to move upon his lap but then, I felt something poking my butt.

"What's that?" I asked, moving a bit to have a look at his pants, but he was quick to put a pillow on it.

"It's nothing." He smiled nervously.

"What are you hiding?" I tilted my head but then, I couldn't let go of this current issue between us. I then sat on the pillow upon his lap. "What should I do to convince you?"

"N-nothing. It's just what I decided and what I believe in."

"Even I stayed good and do everything you said?" I asked, eyes squinting as I stare him down to show how serious I am.

"Yeah." He nodded.

That's my answer then.

I won't be the good girl he expects me to be. I won't do anything he orders me to do.

If he sees me as a cat then why does he try so much to make me act like a human?

If he sees me as a cat then I'll be a cat.