Ethan POV
I woke with a memory of her still on my skin.
Not Elena.
The other one. The voice from the yesterday.
I lay on my bed for while staring up at the ceiling as the lights slowly changed from dark to light. My body felt heavy, to heavy loose in a way that made no sense. Muscles were relaxed, pulse still lazy from yesterdays release. But beneath it all, something was a sharp, restless edge. Guilt? Curiosity? Ot perhaps a deeper pull.
Up I got, slow and stiff. Beneath the mattress, the journal I tucked away. Writing any it down would mean giving weight to things better left floating. Making it too real and permanent
A single minute passed under the spray.
Cold hit like tiny stabs, clearing the fog in my head. Clothes went on fast, eyes turned from glass. The device on my arm showed 05:52.
Work began at 06:15. Enough minutes left to act as if everything stayed the same.
Nothing had changed. Just another day.
Over and over, I said it as if nothing else mattered during that trip up to Level 42.
Fog clung to the edges of the room as I left the elevator behind. Screens lit up with new layers of information, while orange alerts blinked steadily across ship diagrams. Leaning into his console, Reyes cradled a mug of bitter liquid, half talking to himself about shifts in force. From her spot by communications, Priya gave a small sign of recognition, eyes still fixed ahead.
Over by the central holotable stood Elena, just like the day before. Her hair hung free today - unusual - for once not pulled back, spilling in soft curves below her shoulders. Sleeves of her jumpsuit pushed up past her elbows revealed arms marked with old welder's traces, thin lines across theskin. There were shadows under her eyes. Yet she held a kind of grace. Distant somehow.
Hey there, Cole, morning. She spoke straight ahead, didn’t look back once.
Same steady tone as ever before.
"Morning." I stepped around to the far side of the table. “Recyclers kept spitting out error messages, same as before.”
“Worse.” She tapped the display. Red stress lines spiderwebbed across the outer bracing in quadrant C-19. “Storm system accelerated overnight. Category 4 climbing to 5. Sustained 180-knot winds and 15-meter swells by 2200 tonight.”
Closer now. Shoulders almost brushing. Her scent reached me - damp skin, a hint of orange probably from her soap, then something deeper beneath. My eyes stayed locked on the blueprint.
“How bad is the exposure?”
“Bad enough we’re reinforcing now instead of waiting for visual confirmation. Council wants barriers at 110% capacity before the leading edge hits.”
I nodded. “Access tunnels C-19 through C-22?”
“Exactly.” She met my eyes. “You and me. Four-hour crawl. Grab your gear.”
Footsteps echoed low as we pulled on the gear - thick suits, helmets locked tight, tools hanging behind us like old burdens. Quiet filled the halls leading out; nearly everyone else was gone, waiting where they needed to be when things went sharp.
Not wide, the first passage - tighter than most tunnels we’d seen. Shoulders nearly brushed metal walls, pipes and wires packed along both sides, making us walk one after another. Ahead, I moved slow, light held out before me. Right at my back, Elena kept step, warmth from her reaching me through the dark.
Flicker on the screen? She spoke through the radio.
“Pressure holding at 1.02 bar. No leaks yet.”
“Good. Keep moving.”
Twenty minutes passed while we crept forward until the first crack in the rock came into view. A narrow maintenance niche appeared when the passage widened slightly - not roomy, yet wide enough to drop to our knees together. Close at my side, Elena settled onto the stone, fabric of her pants scraping mine. On the screen strapped to her arm, she brought up the heat map without speaking.
“Here,” she said, pointing. “Micro-crack, 3 millimeters. If the storm slams it, we get a cascade failure.”
Flickering light burst from the torch. A sharp voice cut through the air - “Time to seal it.” The flame burned cold, bright, like cracked ice
Fragments of light bounced off my mask while the torch hissed. Her fingers kept the support bar still, close enough that I could see each shift in her posture. When she moved her hand again, skin near skin through thick sleeves, a jolt ran up my arm despite the padding. Heat built where metal met metal - also where we almost touched.
Quietly, her voice came through the radio. You handle this well.
“Practice.”
“No. Instinct. You read the metal. Most engineers just follow procedure.”
I finished the bead, then checked it closely before turning off the torch. "Thanks."
Stillness held her at first. Then, inch by inch, she leaned nearer - claiming it was about the task. Her arm met mine, weight warm and steady. Between us, the radio hummed, catching every breath we took.
“Ethan.”
My body stopped moving when I heard her say my name. That rarely happened - she’d usually call me something else.
“Yeah?”
She hesitated. “Do you ever wonder if we’re doing the right thing? Staying here, patching leaks, pretending the ocean isn’t going to win eventually?”
Smoke drifted where words had failed. A silence stayed instead of answers.
“All the time,” I admitted.
She exhaled. “I designed half these systems. Spent years convincing myself that engineering could outrun nature. That if we built high enough, strong enough…” She trailed off. “Sometimes I think I chose the safe path. The one that kept me useful. Not the one that made me happy.”
A lump rose in my throat. What could even bring her joy, I wondered. Perhaps it isn’t somewhere you go or someone you find - maybe it’s something caught in passing. Like right now, hunched beneath stone, her arm pressed to mine.
Instead I said, “You’re not just useful. You’re the reason we’re still breathing.”
Her face shifted toward me. Only a breath separated our helmets. Behind the glare of her visor, tiny creases framed her eyes - traces of rare grins held back by habit.
“That’s kind,” she murmured. “But kindness doesn’t change facts.”
She looked back at the weld. “We should move to the next one.”
We crawled on.
That next break hit harder - stretched longer, cut deeper, leaked a faint fog of moisture. I handled the weld while Elena watched the pressure numbers. Tight space pushed us near; the niche could hardly fit both of us on our knees. My leg touched hers without meaning to. That moment she leaned forward, fixing the strap, her body just touched my sleeve. Maybe it was real, maybe not - but I swear I could feel her pulse inside the gear.
A silence sat between us, stretching out without words.
After a pause, her voice cut through once more.
“Harlan wants to transfer to Ark-9 next cycle. Better council seat. More influence.”
Light from my flashlight shook - just once. “Will you leave too, with him.”
“I haven’t decided.” A pause. “It would be the safe choice.”
The welding job ended. Flame shut off. Just because something feels safe does not mean it is correct
Her eyes stayed on mine, steady. Not a chance
A moment passed where the walls seemed to close in. Only we were there. Not the Ark. Not the sea. No future husband. Moving closer would have been possible. Speaking up might have changed things. Stepping past that unseen boundary - maybe.
I didn’t.
Bags of equipment were packed and ready before we left for the new spot. Arriving took longer than expected.
Out came the two of us, soaked through, every muscle tight and burning. Back in the annex, silence ruled while we moved fast, peeling away layers without a word. Her suit stuck where dampness held on - trace of sweat cutting straight down her spine. Rolling fabric lower, she noticed my eyes there before I looked away.
Footsteps paused when her voice cut through the quiet. That shower needs you, she added with a grin.
“Yeah.”
For a moment she stood by the doorway. “Appreciate it, Ethan. Truly.”
I gave a small nod. My voice was gone.
She left.
Alone in the locker room, I stayed for some seconds, lungs heavy, memories looping - each gesture, each phrase. Inside my pod sat the journal, untouched. Tonight wasn’t the night. Maybe tomorrow.
Last light faded just after six thirty. Time clock clicked off then.
Halfway to the elevators, the ceiling speakers snapped on with a burst of static.
“Attention all personnel. This is Council Priority Broadcast.”
Frozen still, the hallway held its breath. Movement ended everywhere.
“Category-5 mega-storm confirmed inbound. Projected impact: 0400 tomorrow. Due to projected structural strain on Ark-7 and critical resource depletion on Ark-9, emergency merger protocols are now in effect. All departments prepare for immediate resource-sharing integration. Political alliance to be formalized at 2200 hours. Further instructions to follow.”
A hush fell. For a moment, nothing moved.
This time around, the next part begins here
“Marriage of Councilor Marcus Cole and Councilor Clara Hale will seal the alliance. Effective immediately.”
My stomach dropped.
My father.
A merger.
A new family.
Feet shuffled nearby, voices rising like dust in still air. Motion returned, slow at first, then faster. Down the hall, steps picked up pace - urgent, uneven, closing in.
A whisper curled through the back of my thoughts - hushed, pleased, refusing to fade. It stayed there, humming just beneath silence.
Sometime could happen, perhaps.
One moment I felt like chuckling, then nausea crept in. Laughter hung in the air, yet my stomach twisted sideways. A grin almost formed, though bile rose slow. My throat tightened instead of breaking into sound. The urge to smile faded when dizziness took hold