I thought if I was going to be strong, they can’t hurt me anymore. But I was wrong; pain is inevitable. You can’t hide or get away from it. It was always there waiting to hurt you, just like the monster that you’ve been hiding inside of you.
Every time I woke up in the morning, I would smile and always cheer myself up.
But today is different. No matter how much I like to do that, the pain inside me is eating me. I will sign my contract today with Mr. Sanders with a big black eye on my face. I tried to hide it, but no matter how I put a make upon it, it won’t cover up the pain, the bruises rather.
I stayed overnight in a hotel after I fought with my husband last night. I left him with his mistress. He even tried to stop me, but I won’t let him, so I got this f*****g bruises on my face
