Shift

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RYKER I watched her leave, I still couldn't believe that my mate is the same Luna who ran away from marrying me years ago. She had been with another Alpha as his woman for three good years. How am I going to live with this thoughts all my life? I cannot stop thinking about how many times he might've f****d her, or had her scream his name during s*x. When he laid his filthy claws on my woman, my own mate. I was so angry and I couldn't stand it anymore. "Let's claim her" my wolf chanted continuously in my thoughts.. My heart continued to beat fast whenever I had the thought of her. I wanted her badly… and delaying this marriage will do me no good. "Alpha ." My beta called out to me as he returned. He stood beside me, joining me as I stared at the oblivion in front of me. He knew my thoughts and understood my worries. "Alpha, I get the fact that she is your mate. But are you willing to take her in as your Luna? Even when she had been mated and touched by another?" My beta asked. "Yes," I answered without any hesitation. I had made up my mind already and I will accept Elisabeth as my Luna. Even though she had been with another, it does matter to me. As long as she is mine now, my mate. He had nothing on her anymore. "How will you explain it to the pack? About her past. You know it's the talk of our pack. They all know how she ran away with another to avoid getting married to you" Beta Adams asked me. "It doesn't matter. As long as she is my mate. Adams, do you not understand that I need her so badly? The moon curse has to be relieved soon or I might die on the next shift. I do not want to risk anything.. I have to stay with her as my mate" I explained to him. Adams now understood why I was so determined to keep Lisa as my mate and not reject her for her past. "Convey a message to the pack. Luna Lisa is returning with me as soon as possible and our marriage will be conducted on the following month" I said. Beta Adams left to carry out my orders. Later, I returned to the room which the Luna had prepared to host me. The finely furnished bedroom fitted my taste, it was as if she studied my style before getting the room prepared. I didn't like too much flashy interiors in wherever I stay in. And the room was just that way. I rested for a while before I proceeded to take my bath. Meanwhile, I couldn't stop thinking about Luna Elisabeth. She was so beautiful, her petite body, brown eyes and white skin, all parts of her were mine to claim. My wolf wouldn't let me think straight and I think I also want to be with her. I couldn't wait to have her, and put my mark on her. Luna Elisabeth would be mine no matter what.. I declared, my claws popped out as u couldn't control my wolf. I stared at the tiles walls in front of me and I could almost see my reflection on it. My eyes gleamed crimson, my wolf was taking control of me again. I didn't want to go feral so I tried to stop thinking about Elisabeth. I tried to stop but I just couldn't.. I have to mark her now! My claws clenched on the wall, leaving deep scratch marks on it. That was how bad the urge to have Elisabeth was. A loud knock sounded on my door, making the whole thing stop. I grow weaker at everytime this happens to me. I didn't know who it was so I didn't respond. I tried to be as calm as I could, reminding myself that I cannot allow my wolf to shift. "Alpha, it's me.." I heard his voice through a mind link. It was my beta. "Come in" I said to him and he did. Immediately, he came to meet me inside the bathroom. Beta Adams and I had this connection that whenever I was going through something, he tended to feel it. He realized that I was going to shift so he came to help me keep calm. "Alpha…" his voice trailed off as he called out to me. Seeing the beast in front of him.. it wasn't his first time seeing me this way but he didn't want Luna or her pack to find out the beast that I am. "Get the shots…" I ordered, he rushed outside quickly to get the syringes from my bag. He is going to inject me and put my wolf to sleep. It was a painful process but at least it was worth it.. LISA I stood in front of the huge antique mirror in my bedroom, thinking about how to announce the news of my pregnancy to Alpha Ryker. I couldn't bring myself to tell him that the Luna he is about to get married to is pregnant for another. How will he react when he finds out? Will he still push through with the marriage? I know he might have second thoughts but I do not blame him for it. I have made my decisions to tell him, since I am going to keep my child. I must keep it. This child is my only memory left of Lucas. Even though I do not want to get involved with him again, I couldn't bring the innocent soul into it. He was just too innocent to be blamed for his father's stupidity. I rubbed my tummy, wondering how long it will take before I get to develop a bump. I couldn't wait to meet my pup. I left my bedroom after concluding to tell Alpha Ryker about the pregnancy. I know he might refuse the marriage but I still have to try. I want to fulfill grandpa's last wish. I arrived in front of his bedroom and I held his door knob. I heaved a long sigh, scared about what might happen after taking this bold step. I was just about to knock on his door when I heard a loud groan sounding from inside his bedroom. The sound made my body stiffen and fear gripped me. I leaned my ear to listen. "What's going on?" I asked myself rhetorically. I knocked on the door.. "Alpha Ryker, are you alright? I want to see you" I said, No response came.. I could only hear his loud groans and guttural growl. I became more scared. I decided to go inside and check. Maybe he isn't in the position to respond to me. or he might not be feeling well. I thought to myself as I pushed the door knob open. I was immediately blocked by his beta who was standing in my way at the door. I tried to peek into the room. "Beta Adams, I'm here to see Alpha Ryker," I said. Adams looked at me coldly. "I'm afraid you can see the Alpha right now" he said. I frowned at his words before I spoke. "Huh? Why can't I?" I asked. "He.. the Alpha is." He stuttered and couldn't say anything before a cold masculine voice interrupted us. Before I knew it, Alpha Ryker was standing behind his Beta. He was shirtless and sweaty all over his body. I looked at him, his beta left the way for me and I was able to get a good view of him. He had a perfect body build, his muscles were huge and I immediately wanted to be in his arms. I do not know why but I felt a strange feeling sparking between us whenever we met. It started from the airport. I thought it was just strange but I think that there's more to it. "Why are you looking for me Luna Elisabeth?" Alpha Ryker asked coldly. I was brought back to reality by the coldness of his voice. "I… I.. " I found myself stuttering and unable to say anything to him. I was here to tell him about my pregnancy but I suddenly lost the courage to.
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