One Night, One Baby

Postlude I

Postlude I

There is absolutely nothing wrong with getting drunk, wasted and having s*x. It's only for fun, anyway. But this little vixen in front of me seems to be mad about it. I don't get him. He had fun last night. He was moaning, writhing, begging for me to f**k him all night long. And now he is shooting daggers at me.

His face is really red right now. It's like he wants to punch me for giving him the best night of his life. He doesn't even appreciate the high that he felt when I thrust my long and thick shaft inside of him.

"What the f**k?! You raped me!"

Rape? That wasn't rape. He was begging for me to f**k him. It's consented s*x by two consenting adult. Okay, yes, he was drunk, but heck I asked him if he wanted to do it and he said yes. He isn't sober but isn't the drunk self says what the sober self can't say?

"I didn't, babe. As far as I can remember, last night wasn't rape. You weren't crying for help, you were only crying for more. You moan, beg and whine for me to f**k you so hard into next week."

His whole face turned bright red. f**k. Gusto kong matawa sa itsura niya. The way he glared at me turns me on. He is hot when he's mad. I can feel my thing twitching. I grinned at him.

"Cmon what's the fuss? Lalaki ka naman at ganun din ako. You're not gonna get pregnant anyway. So what if I came inside of you? You loved it anyway. You even begged me so hard to fill your chute with my fresh semen."

I don't know how it happened but his face turned redder than a while ago. Pinandilatan niya pa ako at ibinato ang unan na nakatakip sa katawan niya sa akin. I managed to dodge it and I looked at him triumphantly.

"Whatever. Asshole ka pa din. Hindi ka man lang gumamit ng condom. What if my STD ka? Edi hinawaan mo ako?"

STD? Me? I'm a hundred percent clean. No types of virus inside of me. At least no types of virus that can be transferred through s*x or any intimate action.

"Don't worry about that. I'm safe. I have regular check ups and I can assure you that I'm a hundred percent std free."

I smirked at him. Gustong-gusto ko yung itsura niyang nagagalit. Yung tipong gusto na akong sakalin o kaya naman suntukin. Kung wala lang akong appointment today edi sana kanina ko pa siya pinaliligaya gamit ang aking miracle tongue and magic fingers.

"You are so cute. Anyway, I need to go. May shoot ako ngayon e. Actually late na ako."

Hindi na ito kumibo at bumaba ng kama. I noticed that he's already wearing his boxer. Damn, sayang naman. I want to see his bubble butt! He started picking up his ripped clothes. Yes, ripped because I ripped it last night. Sorry not sorry. Inilibot niya ang mga mata niya at natigil ito sa polo shirt ko. Kinuha niya iyon at sinoot. Wow, he looks hot wearing my clothes. I stood beside him. Maya-maya lang ay napansin na niya ako. Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay kaya naman napaismid ako. This vixen is feisty. I like. I motioned him to sit down on the couch and he did, which shocked me. Akala ko hindi niya all susundin at tatawaging asshole ulit. I sat beside him.

"You are aware that that's my polo shirt you're wearing, right?"

It's like he doesn't care at all. He shrugged his shoulders and threw me a venomous stare. I kept my laughter inside. Baka kasi mainis siya kung tatawa ako. But damn it, he really is adorable. Feisty yet sweet, sexy yet adorable. He is definitely a breath of fresh air for me.

"You are such a sweetheart. Parang ayaw ko na tuloy umalis at magkulong na lang dito kasama ka. What do you think?"

He flushed furiously and did something unexpectedly, he slapped me. Hard, as I may say. Napahawak ako sa pisngi ko na sinampal niya. That stings a lot! But hell, mas lalo lang akong naakit.

My little vixen stood up and faced me. His face still red and he is glaring at me. I smiled inwardly.

"I don't want to see you anymore. Last night was a big mistake. Delicious, yes, but a mistake. Sadly, I don't do mistake twice. Wag ka na magpapakita sa akin kundi babayagan talaga kita!"

And he picked up his shoes and ran out of the room. Nanatili lang ako sa couch na kinauupuan ko. I didn't follow him because I know he will be back. He will come back to me and I will accept him with open arms.

"You are late again, Kai. How many times do I have to tell you that your checkups are important? I need to see if you---"

I didn't let her finish her sermon. It's getting old. She says the same thing for the past two years. And I'm getting tired of hearing it. Nothing will change even if I comply to her demands. Death is inevitable. It can't be change. And I believe that if its my time then it is indeed my time. Nothing I do can change that.

"I'm okay. No need to nag. I came here to tell you that I am no longer taking the meds you gave me."

Nanlaki ang mga mata niya at napatayo. Magsasalita sana siya pero inunahan ko na.

"I'm tired, eonnie."

She didn't say anything and continued to stare at me. Alam naman niya na pagod na ako pero ayaw niya lang talagang sumuko. She promised me that she will help me live a long life and I know she's trying to fulfil that but I'm just so tired of everything.

"Another try, Kai. One last try. Please. Don't give up yet. Please."

A tear fell from her eyes. I looked away. I cannot take seeing her cry. After we found out about my condition she really did try her best to help. And until now she is helping me. She wants me to fight but I don't have the heart to fight anymore. There are fights where no matter how hard we try we just can't win it.

And like a soldier, I chose the easier way, I raised my white flag.

"I'm sorry."