Sam’s POV
Alex walked out of my room and I felt a little bit of relief. I don’t know where his words came from, but I couldn’t trust them. I knew he would never love me and I was fine with that. I really wish he would just accept someone else. We could both be so much happier. I am sure we could find a witch to mask the mate bond and then he would be free to be with who he truly wants.
I laid there for a long before I finally fell back asleep, but the nightmare that plagued most nights me woke me up gasping for air and covered in sweat. It was the same thing every time I feel asleep anymore. His face, his hands on me, his hits and hands around my neck. I could still feel them as if it were still happening.
I took a drink of the water on the table beside me and calmed down some. Just as
